Hana was walking around the gardens, it had been something she had done alot since she had come to the Tower,wander and think, think and wander. Where she went, she almost never knew,but she usually managed to get back, she had only gotten lost a few times. But that didn't matter to her, not anymore. Hana almost hated it when she would go out in the gardens to wander. She usually ended up thinking, then thinking too much, so her emotions would get all mixed up, and she didn't ned any extra confussion in her life in the Tower.


Why did everything happen the way it did? Hana thought as she made her way over to a bench. She was not in the mood for walking today, she wasn't really ever, but she always ended up walking anyway. It was all a confussion to Hana, she could never make sense of it. Why did I come here?I mean my parents are dead, I wonder if they still would have wanted me to come here. Hana thought as she put her head in her hands. Why does everything have to be so confussing? She thought a a single tear rolled down her cheek.

Dela had alot of time to wonder the grounds of the Tower of late. It was bescause she had very little study or she was to discourge to even bother trying. Somehow Dela's journey ended up in the gardens. Dela was about to turn and leave when she saw a vaguely familisr figure sitting on the bench. that can't be her thought Dela as she walked toward the bench.
Upon reaching the bench Dela was shocked and overwhelmed with happiness. a forgot part of my history is sitting right in front of methought Dela as she sat down next to Hana. Onlt then did Dela relize that Hana was crying.
"Hana are you ok?" asked Dela gently careful not to let her happiness show in case it would up set Hana more.

Hana had been so drowned in her worries, she didn't hear the other Novice come and sit beside her.
"Hana are you ok?" she asked, startly Hana. Looking up Hana saw the other Novice. She looks so famlier...I just can't remember, I wish I had a better memory. Qucikly Hana swiped away the tears, fresh on her face,a dn took another look at the Novice. "Dela!" she suddenly burst out. "Is that really you?" Her worries, for the most, part had left her. Dela, a friend form her past, was sitting here, right infront of her, with the same dress she herself was wearing. I wonder when she came here.

Dela watched with concern as Hana wiped her tears away only to be surpised that Hana indeed did remember her. "Dela!, Is it really you?" Hana asked.
"Yeah it's me....Is it really you?" asked Dela as a smile appeared on Dela's face.
I'm glad she remembers me, it's nice to have someone from your past hanging around as wellthought Dela.

"Yeah it's me....Is it really you?" asked Dela as a smile appeared on her face.
"Yes. It been so long! Or it seems that way anyway." Hana said also smiling and hugging Dela. "When did you arrive here?" She asked. Maybe she came at the same time as me, and we can work together on our channeling and studies Hana thought, it would be so good to have someone she knew around. Hana was very shy, and it was hard for her to make friends. She hadn't even really talked to her own roomate.

"when did you get here?" asked Hana

Dela didn't say anything right away because she wasn't sure weather or not she should tell Hana that she had been here for awhile and that she had forgotten Hana and that she was nothing but a distance past figure that appeared in her when she most longed for a friend. "I'm not really all that sure" said Dela with a weak smile. that at least I know is not a lie. "How about you how long have you been here? Are you taking any classes?" asked Dela with alittle more joy in her voice

"I'm not really all that sure"Dela answered, a weak smile showing on her face. Slight raising her eyebrow Hana wondered Is she lieing? Maybe she did forget. Breaking her thoughts Dela spoke again "How about you how long have you been here? Are you taking any classes?" There seemed to be more joy in her voice, but Hana couldn't be sure.

" I came here a month or two ago... I think anyway. I've lost tack of time. Right now I'm in one class. It about channeling." Hana responded. " Are you in any classes yet? "

When Hana asked if Dela was in any class Dela drew a blank and started to studder. "I..well..um..uh....yea...no...oh I don't know, I'm not sure what I'm to do..."replied Dela makeing it quite plain that she didn't not know what she was to do. Light I've been here for a while and I still don't know what to do thought Dela as she studied Hana she must have everything figured out by now "Hana have you ever wonder about your parents?" asked Dela.

"I..well..um..uh....yea...no...oh I don't know, I'm not sure what I'm to do..."replied Dela. Hana smiled at this, it was so like Dela. "Hana have you ever wonder about your parents?" asked Dela. At this Hana froze, she had, hadn't she? Everything had been a blur since she had gotten here, it was so easy to forget. Wait, I have, I remember now. It's always at night Hana thought "I have." Hana replied finally. talking about her parents was on her list of things not to do, but it got hard to avoid the topic everyonce and awhile, so Hana was left to deal with it. It was usually at these points when Hana got tense and didn't talk much. "Why do you ask?" she asked, in a near whisper.

"I have." Hana replied finally. After a long pause Hana asked, "Why do you ask?" in a near whisper.
"I was just wondering that's all" said Dela picking lint off her dress that wasn't there. "I guess I was really wondering Do you ever want to go home?" said Dela. I do, everyday added Dela in a thought since she didn't want to say it out loud.

"I was just wondering that's all" said Dela "I guess I was really wondering Do you ever want to go home?" Dela finished. Of Course I have! Hana thought to herself. Everyday...now that I think about it This question of Dela's brought alot of thoughts and memories to Hana. Home. What was her home? She had a few, but none had been forever, her happyness was almost always ruined. It made her sad, and with her sadness she started to cry.

I must look like an idiot Hana thought wiping the tears off her cheeks. "I have wanted to go home" She said, barely getting the words out throught quiet sobs. After that, Hana couldn't speak, she couldn't stop the tears. All the sadness that she had held back was finally coming out.

Seeing Hand cry Dela thought to herself What have I done. dela tried to sooth Hana, but it didn't work. Finally Dela joined Hana in crying. dela couldn't be around someone who was crying with out crying herself. "It's ok Hana" said Dela in a heavy voice, "Everything will be, we stay have eachother afterall" said Dela trying to make Hana smile, and hide her own tears.

"I know it will, but it's so hard." Hana replied. Wiping the tears of her cheeks Hana smiled. "And if it's not we'll always have eachother to help eachother through it." She finished hugging Dela. Dela had been Hana's friend for along time and it was good to have her back, even if it ment tears or sadness. It was hard for her, she had done her best to forget about her past, but whatever she did memories came flooding back. At some points Hana had wanted to curl up and die. But she never had, she kept going, and for what? Her dead parents. It was all a complicated mess, that Hana could never sort out. Sometimes it seemed like it would never sort out.

Getting up Hana held out a hand to Dela. It was hard to keep her best friend in the dark, but Hana could tell her something, when she herself had no idea about. "I think I'm going to start fresh, get rid of my sadness." Hana said finally. Looking into the riseing sun Hana couldn't help but smile. It was the perfect time to start fresh, and new. I wonder what my parents would think of this... Hana thought looking up at the sky. It was the perfect day, Now where to start... Hana thought, I guess with Dela or my roomate. Looking over to Dela Hana said "Dare to step on the wild side?"

((OOC: Sorry M'Heal Rialt (?)... it always looks longer before you post it.. ))

I would encourage both of you to have at least two good sized paragraphs from now on.

(occ|I'm gunna give this another shot, give me some time and I can get into the hang of this.(the long paras that is))

Hana looked over at Dela and said "Dare to step on the wild side?"
Blinking at Hana, Dela stood up brushed off her white dress and ran a hand through her dark hair to straighten it and smiled at Hana. "I believe the question should be is the wild side ready for me?" Giggleing Dela slipped an arm through Hana's and began to pull her along with her at a slow walk. "Hana I'm glad too see you again....it's been difficult but I have to feeling that will change now that we found each other" said Dela brightly.

Dela stopped only little way from the brench, "Hana?, do you think that the sunrise could be any better?" asked Dela smiling and looking at the purple sky turn to orange as the sun steadily rose. light that's beauitiful thought Dela as she waited from Hana to reply.

Dela just blinked at Hana as if taking in her question. Waiting for an answer Hana looked at the sky, the sun was just rising. It was so beautiful. It also felt like it was one of the things she lived for. "I believe the question should be is the wild side ready for me?" Dela finally answered. Hana burst into a fit of giggles. It was just the type of thing for Dela to say. Hana hardly noticed as Dela slipped her arm through her own.

They started walking off when Dela spoke again "Hana I'm glad too see you again....it's been difficult but I have to feeling that will change now that we found each other" Dela was right things had changed for the better too. Friendship can make the saddest things turn into on of the best times of your life. They hadn’t gotten very far and Dela spoke, yet again. "Hana? Do you think that the sunrise could be any better?" Hana smiled before she answered. Really it couldn’t- the lights were perfect the purple was just turning to orange with the sun in the background. “No, it’s perfect the way it is.” She said still smiling. This friendship made its appearance known on the best of mornings. “So, what do you think the wild side will think of us?” Hana asked with a sly smile.

“So, what do you think the wild side will think of us?” Hana asked with a sly smile.
Hana's question made Dela smile as she thought up a witty reply. "What do you think of the wild side?" asked Dela in a soft tone as she thought the wild ain't ready for this kind of person, Hana herself is enough to scare the president of the wild side, and me well I scare just about everyone once they get to know me After giving it some thought Dela then said "I think the wild side will put up signs and such that will send us away" in a louder tone.

Giggling Dela pulled her arm from Hana's and skipped over to the fountain. "Do you think I'd get into trouble if I came back to the rooms soaked?" asked Dela with a mischevious gleam in her eyes. Without waiting for a response Dela stepped into the fountain and started splashing about. "Come join me Hana! it's fun" yelled Dela over to Hana. Dela continued to splash about till Hana came over, she then decreased the splashing and sat on the edge of the fountain to spark up another conversation with her long lost friend.

"What do you think of the wild side?" Dela asked. Hana didn't really need to thing of this one. The wild side was a place where fun existed. It was where Hana wanted to go. Fun was something she wanted and needed now. "I think the wild side will put up signs and such that will send us away "Dela said again. Hana almost burst out laughing again. They probably would she thought.

"Do you think I'd get into trouble if I came back to the rooms soaked?" Dela asked skipping over to a fountain. Probably Hana thought. But she said nothing. Just then Dela started splashing around. "Come join me Hana! it's fun" doesn't look to fun. She thought, but went anyway. The water will be freezing, and I'll get all wet, and I'm wearing WHITE! she thought. It could be worse, at least no one was around.. yet. Sighing Hana stepped into the fountain. "What aabout our white dresses?" She asked Dela.

Dela watched as Hana stepped into the fountain, with a gleam in her eyes that told of mischief. When Hana let out a sigh and asked "What about our white dresses?". Dela frowned as she looked down at her pure white dress, that now had a wet bottom half. well it doesn't seem that bad thought Dela a she twitched her skirt around abit to shake off some of the water. maybe playing in this water wasn't such a great idea, I should know better then to risk getting sick because I'm being silly and playing in the cold fountain water.. Dela's thoughts slowly tailed off as she a plan to get Hana to play in the water with her formed.

Dela stopped twitching her skirt and suddenly smiled at Hana. "How else do you prove you're wild if you don't take any risks? I mean how wild can you be without taking any risks?" asked Dela still smileing at Hana. I'll take many risks just as long as it doesn't cost me my - or someone I care about like Hana - life thought Dela as she stood to stand at level with Hana. "what do you say? Do you want to take a risk?" asked Dela with her eyes still gleaming with mischief. I hope she dose because standing still like this is alot colder then when I was splahing around thought Dela as she began to shiver.