Do not trust your friends with uber-important secrets or other miscellaneous tidbits of information, for 99.9% of the time they will only backstab you in the end which will more than likely (or in my case) result in cataclysmic circumstances.

In fact, do not even trust yourself. Just ignore your emotions...they are meaningless anyhow I have realized.

You can trust me, I never told anybody. Everybody I know doesn't know you or already knew.

You have to have faith sometimes. It's lonely keeping the load all to yourself. There are mistakes here and there. We're all human, after all. There has to be an outlet for something.

Stop with your sick posts.


To Rick: Your post is sad. :( You aren't mad at me right?

Anyone who knows what I am talking about...I am mad at.

What she says.

Just don't trust Brady.
...Ever.
He can't even keep his own secrets. :rolleyes:

Uhm... ouch. ::wince::

...
...
It cannot be said enough.

I really hate your guts.

Ach, I hate him too. :(

Hrm...

Well, there's very little I can advise about since I don't know the details but here's my lil tidbit.

Don't try to vent by writing it down. Physical evidence > me. Try writing an e-mail to yourself or something? I know that sounds totally lame school couseller advice but maybe they say that so many times because there's really something to it.

Luck to you and um...

Well, like I said, I don't really know the details but:

Even if you're angry now, was the secret worth a friendship? I mean, that's what the gossiper should have been thinking as well but it doesn't mean you guys should stay on the same level. *shurg* That's what I'm thinking anyway.

Shelley you need to shut the fuck up, in more ways than one.

::hugs onetomany:: Aww, you're so sweet and helpy. ^,^ :heart: MY HERO...ine... uhm... girl hero...


... x.x;; These clothes smell like grandmas...

As far as I know, anger has never done anything for me but leave my mind in a state of confusion. You get mad, 5 minutes later - why was I mad? This is hot anger, and it is the most useless.

Then there is cold anger, you feel like you're going to be angry for a long time, but a few days pass and you cool down, at least I do.

Trust is a touchy subject. Even if you dont want to trust other people, you have to. The most intimate secrets you can keep to yourself in a word document.

In conclusion, if you get hot anger tone it down to cool, if you have cool anger keep it and let it float.

:wacko:

I believe you do. You are the one who has been insulting everyone lately. And when you hear what has become, all you do is laugh?! If anyone needs to keep their mouth shut, it is you.

Rick...ah, so foolish.

You'll find out soon enough who your true friends are, so I'm not going to even start.

Yeah... uhm... y'all are mean and remind me why I dislike humanity as a whole.

Thanks for keeping the feelings alive. :no:

Confuse! :wub:

Anger will fade with time but memory lingers for much longer. What does this memory hold for you? Will it fade in time or will it fester into a scar?

You gotta go on living.

me!??! but im already dead...

:no:

btw poor shelley person who is mystery i think : [

Trust, something each of us needs to find in other people. If we cannot trust anyone with our secrets, lonleyness will overcome your heart. It may be hard to trust people in general after this, but it may be what confuse said, just anger. It will pass, and you need to move on. Easier said than done but, I'm sure a lot of people on this site will be there for you

when it comes to secrets, i say tell the one person you would trust your life with. they wont judge, and if its serious or you need help, they will let out the secret to help you. which isnt a bad thing, cuz if it was such a serious secret, would you of told them?

Secrets are like time bombs or something. It's hard to keep it to yourself. That's why you told someone else in the first place.

But I'd like to have some faith in humanity and comment that if you told them it's a matter of life or death if they spilled the secret, than maybe, just maybe, they'd keep it.

But I'm keeping with the American isolationist way and saying that since it's my life, there's no one I'm gonna trust with it unless I really have to. I mean, if I'm unconcious and my life hinges on whether the doctor can remove the appendix safely or not, I'm not gonna argue about trust at that point. :)

That's my world view but it doesn't have to be yours. Just go on in life and figure it out what works for you. Trial and error is a painful process but it's still the tried and true one.

I'm going to tell a little story for everyone.


"The injured party does not want to be compensated because he has been wronged; he wants to be healed because he has been hurt."

If that makes sense to anyone I'd be amazed...so here's a summary: I'm not mad, just a little broken right now. But I guess the following makes sense:

"Time heals all wounds."

This is true, however this statement seems to contradict the previous one:

"We may have found a cure for most evils; but it has found no remedy for the worst of them all—the apathy of human beings."

For those of you who do not know what "apathy" means, I will sum it up: not caring. My problem is evident, and no one cares.

As a result, I am alone. I'm not alone because I do not trust others...I am alone because everyone is being apathetic. Using this logic, I am not angry like [new guy] and [Confuse] assumed.


This is the end of my story.

i care. :)

Then you are the only one, who also is a member of these forums. I can think of no one else.

If it makes you feel any better, we all love you, Gradient.

But if you don't break from this nilhistic WOE IS ME, WORLD IS AGAINST ME mood soon, I think I'm gonna get more insensitive than I am now. <_<

Besides, earlier, you stated that you were "still mad." Of course people would assume that you're angry. Perk up, damn it! Depression is a normal stage, yes, but drowning in self-pity is NO THX.

<-- angry at cough right now. BLAME THE COUGH.

lol...i only said all that to summarize the point of this topic since everyone was getting led off-track. i'm not in a bad mood...i'm in a good mood actually. i've just decided to say "meh" through it all. ^_^

You sure it's just not "hot anger" worn off? :lmfao:

I was just a lil irritated that since Mystery, Confuse, newguy, wangchild, and I jumped to help and then you're like "I'm all alone"...

mwah...hmmm...anger? I don't get mad usually, but perhaps upset. I have decided to look at this fate as a mere obstacle though. wangchild and newguy have no clue what is going on exactly...mystery is well, a mystery. she has such a wide variety of post-attitudes that I simply cannot understand her sometimes...no offense meant of course, for I know I'm like that too sometimes. How can I get support from people who know nothing of what happened lately? I know that you, onetomany, do not know...in fact, the only members here who know are ganzor, mystery, pocketboy, and neo....neo is not supportive at all, and i think we all know that. pocketboy is just someone who picks the side that will get him in the least amount of trouble, so his say is kind of umm not good I'll say. ganzor hasn't helped at all, in any way. no one else knows what happened...so i am alone. but do i care? no...i'm used to being alone on things like this, well not the same thing but you should be able to understand what i mean now. does that help? do not be irritated...i just want everyone to understand so they do not make things worse.

Well, seeing as it was a secret and that we didn't know the details, I was kinda hoping that whatever support that was offered would be appreciated, even without full knowledge of the situation. *shrug* We're still trying to help, even if we're not from your RL relations.

just so you all know, it wasn't a secret really...i just didn't expect it to spread to so many people, and because of my stupid mistake of not making it a secret it is now far far too late.

meh.

and meh again.


what is RL?

Really
Even if you say so
At the moment I still don't know
Like what the secret dealie is

Listen, not that I'm trying to goad you into telling
I'm just thinking that
For although you say it is a mistake, it seems you've learned something out of it
Excellent

...
Yeah RL stands for Real Life

Rick- Just because you seem so POed at me I want to make one thing clear, I never said a word to *blank* or to Shelley without asking if you wanted me to first. You didn't object, I asked again. Again you wouldn't object or anything, so I always would double check and if you still said you didn't care or if you said yes, only THEN would I continue to tell *blank* or shelley anything.

I said it was fine if you gave her the url to my site...so long as I delete everything that mentioned her. But it couldn't be stopped because of people like Neo. I didn't care that you told Shelley...I assumed she would not tell anyone else. According to Sarah Trummer, I learned otherwise. Trust? Nonexistant. Apathy? Existant. Do I care? Not any more.

Are you saying that you are over it for now? I know you may not completely be over it for a while, but I'm saying where you aren't at the point of raging. BTW The guest on the forum right now is Tom, I'm over at his house right now about 5 feet behind his computer.

I'm not raging at anyone except myself right now. I'm over the fact that everyone in the whole friggin world knows, though...but I'm not over her. Now would be a good time to choose your words carefully.

Better than me choosing my words carefully, just not saying any at all about it.

Precisely.

Since I don't feel like talking over AIM right now, what's up?? Oh yeah, LAN party for UT on Thursday, I'll call people, but they will need to supply their own computer, I can supply the game. It will be Unreal Tournement 99' (that's the one I have). I DLed some mutators and maps, but if anyone brings more over that would be great. I'll supply snacks and stuff but bringing more over would mean more than like 4 bags of chips and some pop....lol AIMbots, trigerbots, spectator glitch, or any other cheats/hacks/bots not allowed. For any more info just ask :lol:

Thanks for the kind words Rick.

Who did you invite to that again Rick? (The LAN)