Hey guys. Ok here it is, the start of my new story. I hope you all enjoy it, although i have a feeling you wont lol.

An authors note to begin with ... this story has been inspired by Leona Lewis's album Spirit so will have some of the songs in it.

Be gentle with me as im a bit nervous, its been a while since i posted a story that is not full of x rated stuff lol. Hope you enjoy


Prologue

Helen groaned as her phone rang just as she was closing up her briefcase ready to leave for the day. She couldn’t blame whoever it was ringing her, it was only 1:00 in the afternoon and she was usually in her office until at least 9:00 in the evening. Today however, she wanted to be out early; she had promised Nikki she would be home by 2:00. Today they were celebrating their daughters third birthday. Helen could not believe that their little Hope turned three today, she did not know where the years had gone; she was determined to make it home on time. She was both excited and nervous about the event due to the fact that many of the children and parents from Hope’s nursery were to attend and Helen could not say she knew any one of them, with the exception of Julia, Nikki’s best friend and Helen wasn’t exactly excited to see that particular woman.

“Helen Stewart” she answered her phone in trepidation dreading what would come on the other end.

“Helen its Kevin, we need you” the urgency in Larkhall’s governor’s voice caused panic to stir within Helen. She didn’t even need to ask if it was really important or could they get someone else.

“Who is it?”

“Kerrigan”

“Ok, I’ll be there as soon as I can” She put the phone down and immediately picked it back up to dial her home number, Helen was not looking forward to this call at all. How the hell was she supposed to tell Nikki that she wouldn’t be coming home just yet and she didn’t know when she would be? If the situation wasn’t so heart wrenching she would of smiled at the irony of Larkhall being the place to keep her away from Nikki yet again but now it was their little girl that suffered.

Helen cursed when she heard her own voice, shortly followed by Nikki’s she really did not want to tell Nikki by bloody answering machine but she had no choice. She smiled to herself as she listened to the greeting message, recorded six years ago, how things could change in that space of time she thought sadly.

“Hi you have reached Helen …”

“And Nikki, we are not in right now but if you would …” Nikki’s voiced rushed.

“Hey that’s my part Nikki” Helen’s voice sounded sulky and she smiled remembering Nikki later taking the piss out of her childish pout.

“You big baby no one can understand your Scottish accent on the phone so ill do it. As I was saying if you would like …”

“us to call you back please leave your name and number. Ha” Helen sounded triumphant, then a loud playful squeal could be heard as Nikki grabbed Helen quickly shouting out “leave a message after the beep” slightly out of breath. Laughter was heard as a loud beep sounded cutting their happy voices. They always meant to change their greeting but never really got round to it and after a while decided they liked it, so six years later the echo of their happy voices greeted them, a constant reminder of the life they once shared.

“Hi Nikki its Helen I just got a call and I got to go to a prison this afternoon” Helen waited a few seconds not wanting to say the next part… “Baby its Larkhall, one of my lifers, I’m not sure of the details yet but it does not sound good. I’m staying at the flat so Ill call you when I get there, but if you’re still having the party don’t worry and ill ring you tomorrow and let you know how long I’ll be away…” she hesitated for a few seconds before simply saying “bye, say happy birthday to Hope for me”

To Nikki, Helen’s voice sounded, as usual distant and cold. She stood next to the phone as she heard Helen put the receiver down. She had been out in the garden playing with Hope on her new tricycle when she heard the phone ring. She was too late as the machine cut in and Helen’s voice came out the speakers, Nikki listened angry at herself as the tears welled in her eyes, she pushed them back down inside herself where they had stayed for so long and forcing a smile back on her face went out to the garden to tell their three year old that once again Mummy wasn’t coming home.

“But it’s my bwirthday”

“I know sweetheart, but someone is in trouble and who can help better than anybody else”

“Mummy Hewen” was the small child’s reluctant response, tears forming in her eyes.

“That’s right sweetheart Mummy Helen. Now you know she would not want you to be upset on your birthday so let’s dry your eyes and practice some more so when Aunty Julia gets here you can show her how great you are on your bike”

“Ok Mummy” The excitement was back on her child’s face as she mounted her bike with a determined look on her face that made her look so much like Helen Stewart; it tugged at Nikki’s heart.

****

Later that evening

“Leave a message after the beep”

“Hi I guess you guys are still partying. Happy Birthday sweetheart I hope you are having lots of fun and Mummy Nikki is not letting you eat too many sweeties … I miss you. Nikki things are pretty bad up here I will be here for three or four days, I’ll call you”

Nikki deleted the message as soon it was over; it made her sick how business like Helen’s voice was.

****
Day One

“Leave a message after the beep”

“Hey, hope you guys had a good time yesterday and Hope liked her presents. Sorry to have missed you again, I’ll be in the prison all day but I’ll call you this evening and hope I catch you. Bye”

****

That evening

“Leave a message after the beep”

“I’ve missed you again; guess you’re tired after yesterday. Phone me.”

****

Day Two

“Leave a message after the beep”

“Nikki why are you not picking up the phone? I can’t get you on your mobile. Please ring me”

****

Day Three

“Leave a message after the beep”

“Nikki where the hell are you? I know you’re probably angry with me for missing Hope’s birthday but I had no choice. You cant just ignore me … Nikki? … Nikki pick up the bloody phone!!!!”

****

Day Four

“Leave a message after the beep”

“Nikki I swear to God you better phone me back I want to speak to my daughter. What is the point of not answering my calls, are you trying to prove something? We can sort this out when I get home but I want to speak to my bloody daughter. I mean it Nikki phone me back.”

****

That Evening

“Leave a message after the beep”

“If you even give a shit I will be home tomorrow around lunchtime”

****

Helen pulled onto her street feeling utterly exhausted; the last thing she wanted right now was to have to confront Nikki. So when Helen pulled onto their drive and saw Nikki’s car was not there part of her was relieved, but part of her was angry, she had told Nikki when she would be home. All she wanted to do was throw her arms around her daughter and hide from the world.

As soon as Helen walked into the house she knew something was wrong, it was silent, empty silence that sent chills right through her. There were no coats hung on the hat stand, no muddy shoes lying on the floor from Hope and Nikki’s days in the park. There were no toys for Helen to watch out for in case she stood on some dolly’s arm or on teddy’s legs.

Helen walked into the living room and headed straight for the phone:

“You have 6 new messages”

She sat and listened in dread as her own voice came out the speakers. Five days, Nikki hasn’t been here in five days.

Helen turned around in a desperate panic, her eyes searching for any sign that this was a nightmare or her imagination. Surely any second Nikki would walk in from the back garden, her face smudged with mud, her smile lighting up the room. Hope would then toddle behind her, even filthier than her mother a cheeky grin on her face knowing full well Mummy Helen would be mad at the state of her cute dress. She would adopt a Nikki Wade ‘but I’m so innocent look’ informing Helen it was all Mummy Nikki’s fault she threw mud at me first.

But the door did not open, no one entered, Helen’s eyes landed on a neatly folded piece of paper on top of a CD on the coffee table.

“Oh God not a note, please not a note” Helen thought to herself as her hand reached to retrieve it and her heart begged her not to.

Helen

It’s funny I should write you a note, as we have not had the words to say to each other for so long now. And as I sat down to write, still I can not find the words for what I want to say. I wanted to wait until you got back, to talk to you face to face, but I couldn’t do that Helen. I could not look into your eyes, the same eye’s I have loved for so many years and tell you I was leaving.

I wanted this letter to tell you how I feel but I can’t express it Helen, as callous as it may seem to you I want you to listen to a song for me. Not everyday someone breaks up by a song hey? But I really did not know how else to tell you. This will be the last thing I will ever ask you to do for me, so please Helen, for me, for the love we once shared please listen to it. And remember that I always loved you and I’m sorry.

I have taken Hope away for a few days; I’ll be in touch when we get back to make arrangements for you to see her.

Nikki

Helen didn’t know if she could do it, how could she. She wanted to cry, she wanted to scream, find Nikki and beg her to come home tell her she loved her. She wanted to find that feeling again. But all she felt was empty inside, she wasn’t upset, she wasn’t angry emptiness was all there was as she put the CD into the player.

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything’s a big mistake

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not supposed to break

I’m so sorry now
For the pain I’ve caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don’t love me anymore
You don’t want me anymore
There’s a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I’m homeless

In this cold
I’m walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm

In my heart
I miss you so much
Missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I’m so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don’t love me anymore
You don’t want me anymore
There’s a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I’m homeless

My, My baby
I’m sorry
Sorry
Oohhhh

But you don’t love me anymore
You don’t want me anymore
There’s a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I’m homeless

As the song ended Helen wished she could feel the emptiness she had before it began, anything was better than the pain ripping through her, tearing her being apart. For the first time in years Helen cried. She grieved for the woman she loved, the woman who had left believing Helen didn’t love her. She cried for making Nikki believe she didn’t love her. And now her worst fear had come true, she had lost her, she had torn apart their family.

Song: Homeless by Leona Lewis

I just read this on enhanced and still say... fantastic start! :clap I can't wait for the next update. I hope Helen can find Nikki and work this out, hope we are not in suspense for too long :) thanks

More please. :silly :silly :silly

ok guys here is the chapter one.

I forgot to put a disclaimer on the ... Some of the charcaters in this story are not of my own creation but that of Shed production and i use them here for no profit only for pleasure.

Hope you enjoy

Chapter One

“We’ll take things slow”

“Yeah dead slow” Helen didn’t really want to take things slow but she would agree with anything Nikki said right at that moment. She had got her back, that’s all that mattered. Helen could not remember a time in her life when she was happier than in this moment. Not only did she have Nikki but they were outside the prison walls, the barriers no longer keeping them apart. Her senses sprang to attention as her lips met with Nikki’s and they shared their first kiss in freedom.

“I want her, I need more of her” these were the thoughts running through Helen’s mind as she backed Nikki into an alcove and kissed her against the wall. Their bodies could not get close enough as they reunited. “She’s too far away, I need her closer I need to feel more of her” Helen thought to herself.

“My God … I want you Nikki… Come home with me?”

Nikki smiled and felt the wetness seep through her at the husky desperation in Helen’s voice.

“What happened to taking things slow?”

“Sod taking things slow Nikki, I need you. Now.”

Helen kissed her again with a forceful passion that took Nikki’s breath away; she pulled back after a few seconds desperate to receive air in her lungs.

“Nikki we just got you out of prison and the last thing I want is for the both of us to get arrested for indecent disposure, and that is exactly what will happen if I don’t take you home.”

Nikki wanted nothing more than to take this woman home and show her just how much she loved her and wanted her but she had meant what she said and wanted to take things slowly, if they were going to do this they had to do it right.

“Helen listen to me a minute”

“Ok” Helen answered, telling Nikki she would listen but her actions told different as her lips made a bee line for Nikki’s neck.

“Helen I … mmm” Nikki moaned in response to Helens lips on her “… I really think we should take … mmmm … take things slowly.”

“Ok” Helen continued her assault on her lover’s neck.

“Are you listening to me?”

“Yes” Helen smiled into Nikki’s neck.

“Liar” Nikki laughed. “Helen I really need to talk to you”

Helen’s lips trailed up until she was inches away from Nikki’s mouth, at the last second when Nikki closed her eyes ready for the kiss Helen moved her mouth to Nikki’s ear.

“Talking’s what you do afterwards” Helen smiled to herself as Nikki’s eye’s looked at her in surprise on hearing her own words repeated back to her.

“You remembered I said that?”

“I remember everything you said to me” Helen said seriously.

“Well you seem to have forgotten what I said only five minutes ago” Nikki smiled at Helen, who returned it with a cheeky grin, one that Nikki found incredibly sexy.

Helen gave a mischievous grin as she whispered again in Nikki’s ear.

“You mean to tell me that when I’m this turned on I have to go home alone tonight and I don’t get to run my hands and lips all over your body, I don’t get to feel your fingers slipping inside me? Baby I’m so wet how can I cope if you don’t touch me soon?”

“Oh God Helen” Nikki moaned. “That’s not fair”

Helen laughed at her and pulled back to look in the other woman’s eyes, she had an innocent look on her face that Nikki thought was adorable.

“What, I’m only being …” As Helen looked at Nikki the arousal she saw in the taller woman’s dark pools made her gasp and she momentarily forgot what she was saying “… honest”

Nikki smiled, she loved it when Helen lost her speech like that; it reminded her of their first lifers meeting.

“Helen, baby I want nothing more than to take you home right now and make good on my promise of making love to you all night long. But I meant it when I said I wanted to take things slowly, I want to do this properly. I know we have been on and off for almost three years now, but things are so much different now I’m out of prison. I have to re build my life.”

“But …” Nikki interrupted Helen knowing what she was about to say.

“Yes we can re build it together, but I also need to do things on my own. I am so happy to have you back Helen I don’t want to mess this up by going too fast. We have to get to know one another away from Larkhall, from bars, away from Fenner and all that other shit. I want to get to know you and you me; to take you out on dates”

Helen smiled at the mention of Nikki taking her out on dates; she was filled with a nervous excitement at the thought. She knew what Nikki was saying made sense, and as much as she hated it she would respect Nikki’s decision and be patient. God Nikki has been patient enough with me over the years she thought.

“Ok Nikki, we’ll take things slowly”

“You mean it this time” Nikki laughed.

“Yes I mean it”

“Good, so Miss Stewart can I invite you into my club for a drink and to meet my friends.

“I’d love too” Helen smiled as Nikki took her hand and began to lead her into the club.

Helen was excited to go in and witness the business the woman she loved had built; she was excited about the months ahead and getting to know this incredible woman.

Nikki walked over to the bar with Helen proudly on her arm, as they got there Nikki turned to Helen to ask what she wanted.

She noticed Helen looking at some woman across the dance floor who was clearly making eyes at her. Nikki bent her head to whisper in Helen’s ear.

“She’s checking you out”

“She’s gorgeous” was Helen’s response, Nikki laughed out loud.

“I can see I am going to have to put a sign around your neck saying Nikki Wade’s woman.”

Helen turned to look at Nikki, a questioning look on her face with a hint of a smile.

“Yeah but darling I’ve only just come out; maybe I was too quick to settle? I didn’t realise how sexy other women were, I thought it was just you. Perhaps I should explore my options a bit more?” Helen turned and tried to step away from Nikki towards the woman clearly checking her out. Nikki held her hand tighter and pulled her back laughing.

“Don’t even think about it Stewart, you’re mine”

Helen laughed and looked back at Nikki, her face growing more serious.

“You know you’re the only person I will ever want Nikki, I love you baby”

“I love you too” They shared a sweet kiss smiling into one another; the woman across the dance floor shrugged her shoulders and moved off to ogle someone else.

“Shame” she thought.

Awesome update! :) waiting patiently for the next one, thanks again :hug2

More please, love it. :dazzler :dazzler :dazzler

“Shame” I thought. I really enjoyed this chapter. It was a great start to a story but I'm still distracted wondering what's going to happen after the prologue!!! Bet you're going to tell me to take things slow as well!! Aaagh! Just hope it's not too long a wait. Looking forward to more. :)

I thought I posted in response to this story last night, but there is no sign of me. Maybe it was on the other board. At any rate, that was a rough start, but a great one. Pulled me right in! Looking forward to going back with you to see how it came to that.

Thank you all for your feedback it means a lot
Hope you all enjoy

Chapter Two

Helen stood at the foot of her bed in total despair. It was only 12 in the afternoon and Nikki was not picking her up until 7.30 that evening for their first date. Helen decided she would get a head start and decide what to wear. So here she stood in nothing but her underwear having spent the last hour trying on and discarding practically everything she owned. She looked pitifully at all her clothes sprawled on her bed.
“It’s no use” she said to herself “I’ll have to go shopping.” A smile graced her lips as the excitement grew with the thought of going shopping. She wanted something that made her look and feel sexy, never before had Helen experienced this desire to make herself look beautiful for somebody. But with Nikki this desire consumed her.

****

Nikki stepped of the tube heading for Oxford Street. It was only 1 in the afternoon and she had already completed the clubs books, done the stock take for the week and spring cleaned the flat above which she was currently living in. She had done all this not because it needed her attention but in an attempt to distract herself and try to behave like the adult she was instead of the hormonal teenager she felt like wanting to get ready for a date six hours early. She could not contain her excitement; it had been two days since she had seen Helen, when she left the club for her own flat the night of Nikki’s release. It had taken every bit of Nikki’s will power not to dive in the taxi with Helen and take her there and then. Especially when Helen proceeded to tell Nikki exactly what she would do to her own body when she got home in order to achieve the release she desperately craved. Nikki went straight to her own flat for a cold shower, thinking not for the first time why the hell she wanted to take things slowly. They were finally in a position where they could be together, no watching their backs or worrying who would catch them. They could make love all night long, all day long if they wanted and Nikki wanted to wait, “Am I mad” she thought to herself.

Slowly the cold water began to cool her skin, and her hormones, allowing her mind to do the thinking instead of her carnal want for the woman she loved. Nikki knew she was doing the right thing, taking it slow was the best thing for them. She stepped out the shower, wrapped a towel around herself and sat on her bed, mobile in hand.

“Miss me already?” Helen smiled when she saw Nikki was ringing her.

“Yes, you home yet?” Nikki answered.

“No I’m still in the taxi, you changed your mind, when you coming over?”

“No” Nikki laughed at the playful hopefulness in Helen’s voice.

“Baby I’m just turning into my street I’ll ring you back when I get into bed ok”

“Oh God Helen do you have to? That’s just torture”

Helen laughed out loud at Nikki and as the taxi pulled up outside her home she quickly said in a sultry voice “I’ll speak to you soon”

Whilst Nikki waited for Helen to phone her back she got into her own PJ’s and got comfy in bed, she felt strangely lonely. There were no cat calls coming from other women in the cells, no doors banging or keys turning. This was the first time Nikki had been alone since she had heard the words “Nicola Wade you are free to go” and as everything began to sink in she could not stop the tears.

****

Helen sat on the tube her excitement at seeing Nikki building; she had missed her so much in the last few days. It had been so hard to stay away from her; she wanted nothing more than to hold her lover in her arms at night. They had spoken every night on the phone but it just wasn’t the same. The first night of Nikki’s release had been so hard for both of them; they spent hours on the phone with Helen desperately trying to comfort her lover as she heard the sobs wracking through her body down the line.

“Helen” if the there was thing Helen expected when Nikki picked up the phone to her call it was not the broken voice she heard.

“Nikki, sweetheart what’s wrong”

“I don’t know, things are just starting to sink in, you know. I’m here alone, it’s so quiet, it’s too quiet Helen”

“Let me come over Nikki”

“No Helen please. This is exactly what I don’t want, I’m a grown woman, I need to be able to be on my own, and I can’t depend on you to hold me at night like a child.”

“Why Nikki, there is nothing wrong with needing someone.”

“I know but … oh I don’t how to explain it” Nikki was sounding frustrated she wanted to tell Helen that she needed to know she could exist outside prison walls on her own.

“It’s ok Nikki, I understand”

“You do?”

“Yes, its ok I’m here for you whenever you need me, whenever you feel ready”

“Can you talk to me for a while?”

“Of course sweetheart”

And so they had spent the next few hours talking, talking about Nikki’s past, her time in prison, her fears and dreams for the future. They had never been closer than they were that night.

****
It was nearly time, Nikki would be here any second and Helen could not control the butterflies fluttering in her stomach. After everything that had happened she could not believe she was about to go out on a date with Nikki Wade. Helen felt she had waited her whole life for this moment, she felt sixteen again. The door bell rang and Helen practically fell over her won feet to get to the door. She was greeted by the most beautiful bouquet of flowers with Nikki’s grin peeping through.

“Wow Nikki they beautiful and so are you”

Nikki lifted the flowers down and stepped into Helen’s flat kissing her on her way in.

“Well that was a better greeting to the last time I came to visit you”

Helen laughed and took the flowers off Nikki; she kissed her again with more passion.

“God I missed you. Come through to the kitchen I’ll just put these in some water and then we can go.”

Nikki stood leaning against the kitchen counter as admiring Helen as she arranged the flowers into a vase.

“You look gorgeous”

“Thank you, I spent all day choosing this dress”

Nikki smiled thinking how cute it was for Helen to go out and buy something new, Nikki herself had done the same. They started at one another in comfortable silence admiring each other, the lust as ever evident behind their eyes.

Helen wore a chiffon black dress, the material so thin and soft against her skin. The dress was backless and the front dropped dramatically, without a bra Nikki thought Helen was the sexiest thing she had ever scene.

Helen was having similar thoughts about Nikki, wearing a black suit with no shirt and Helen guessed also no bra.

“You look so sexy Miss Wade”

“Why thank you Miss Stewart I’m glad you approve”

Nikki pulled Helen against her and they kissed against the kitchen work top, it started out slowly but soon turned to desperate hungry kisses. Nikki was fast loosing control and needed to get out of her before she made love to Helen on her kitchen floor all thoughts of taking things slowly out the window and dinner forgotten.

“Helen”

“I know, I know … slowly”

“I’m sorry”

“Please don’t be sorry, Nikki I understand come on let’s go I’m starving. I haven’t been able to eat a thing all day”

“Me too”

They both laughed at how nervous and excited they had been and made there way out to Nikki’s car.

Great update! :hug2
Looking forward to see what the next one brings :D

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It's been over a week with us in limbo. Can we have an update?

Over a week - my god im sorry guys i dont know where the days are going at the moment. Tomorrow is hectic im working 10 till 4 than back at 6 working till 1am,but im off on Sunday. I have to work on my script a bit but will try to do an update on this in the evening. Sorry to keep u guys waiting

You are forgiven. :D Sorry to hear you have such a hectic weekend. Mine is ALL MINE, and I am still in my jammies, relaxing. I will pop back here on Sunday for this great story.

Hey there sorry not an update, i know i promised but i have not been feeling great today and not in the frame of mind to write. Have not even worked on my script ready for tomorrows rehearsal opps so my actresses will have no new scene to read tomorrow.

Once i get back from rehearsals tomorrow eve if im feeling well i shall try to write something then, send it to my beta and u should have it soon.

Thanks for the feedback guys you all rock.

Chapter Three



Nikki really knew how to spoil a girl; here they were sat in a romantic restaurant, a cosy table for two overlooking the Thames. Helen would have enjoyed taking in the view had she not been transfixed by Nikki sitting across the table from her. To anyone looking at the them, they simply looked like a couple of women sharing a nice intimate meal in silence, but then they could not see that Nikki had slipped off her shoe and was slowly creeping her bare foot up the inside of Helen’s thigh.



Helen watched her as she brought the pasta to her mouth; a totally innocent look on her face; as though she did not have a care in the world. The little moan that escaped her as she chewed and made eye contact across the table was nearly Helen’s undoing. The smaller woman looked down at her own pasta dish in a desperate attempt to focus on something as mundane as eating to stop the urge to pounce across the table. Her fork sat in her bowl the food having not been touched since Nikki’s foot began to wonder. Nikki smiled to herself as a sigh escaped Helen; she knew what effect she was having on her lover and loved every minute of it.



Helen knew she had to do something to stop Nikki or she would not be able to stop from dragging her out of the restaurant and straight home to make love. She decided that if Nikki wanted to play games she could win.



With her head still bowed towards her plate, Helen lifted her eyes to look directly at Nikki giving her a pure glimpse at her arousal. She moved her chair in further to the table causing Nikki’s foot to slip further up her thigh under her dress making direct contact with Helen’s centre. Nikki could feel the wetness through the lacy material. Helen nearly burst out laughing there and then as the fork full of pasta on the way to Nikki’s mouth stopped mid air and her mouth gapped open as she looked at Helen with pure desire burning in her eyes. But Helen didn’t laugh she simply bit down on her lip and let out a little whimper.



Nikki’s toes had stopped tickling at this point, so in awe of Helen and scared of not being able to control herself if she carried on. She thought Helen would simply move her chair back and they would carry on eating, all teasing stopped. But she really did under estimate the Scot as she picked up her fork and ate her dinner like any normal diner, her centre slowly thrusting against the contact of Nikki’s foot. Nikki did not know how the hell Helen was succeeding in appearing so normal as Nikki felt her lovers wetness soaking her knickers. She did not know how much more she could take, Nikki could see in her lovers eyes how aroused she was getting and half expected Helen to any second reach under the table and push her knickers aside to remove that last barrier. Instead she put some food in her mouth closed her eyes and let out of a loud moan. Helen looked back at Nikki and with a hint of a smile told her;



“mmm that is so good”



The waiter that passed their table assumed Helen was discussing the pasta dish he delivered but the two highly aroused women knew different.



Nikki quickly let her foot drop back down to the floor, she was stupid to think she could tease Helen in the restaurant and carry on having dinner as normal; she wanted nothing more than to make love to her in that second on their table not having a care in the world for the other diners around them. She had to stop before she couldn’t.



Helen laughed over the table at Nikki both having enjoyed their little bit of private fun, she was glad Nikki had moved her foot when she had, any longer Helen would have had to move her chair or have an orgasm at her table. It shocked her slightly as she began to feel the little tremors building in her stomach from such a simple action of Nikki’s foot.



They both tried to push all sexual thoughts to the back of their minds and concentrate on enjoying the rest of their meal and hold a coherent conversation.



“So Nikki, you have been out for a few days now, have you thought anymore about what you are going to do, work wise I mean?”



“Well I always assumed I would just fall back into working at the club, and for a few days it’s made for a good distraction but I’m not sure my heart is in it anymore.”



Both women were impressed with the way they were managing to control their hormones as they fell into easy conversation.



“Really? Have you spoken to Trish about this yet?”



“No, I haven’t really given too much thought into what I would do if I didn’t have the club so I’m not quite ready to give it up yet until I know where I’m going. Still I think she can tell I’m not enthusiastic as I once was.”



“Well that’s bound to be the case baby after so long of not being involved with the place, surely Trish will understand that.”



“I hope so”



“Well I will support any decision you make. Even if you decided to give up work and stay home as my willing sex slave for eternity” Helen joked.



“Now there’s a job offer I can’t refuse” They both laughed at one another enjoying being together like this.



“How about you baby, how is the job search going?”



“Well I had a few interviews but nothing came of them, I don’t think the home office were keen on employing me on another venture considering I have resigned twice with immediate effect and no explanation”



Nikki went all quiet and Helen could tell she was upset by something she had said.



“Sweetheart what is it, what’s the matter?”



“I’m sorry Helen”



“Sorry!? What are you sorry for?” Nikki looked like a small child at that moment and Helen wanted so badly to erase that look of sadness from her face.



“I told you in the art room that day I did not want you to ruin your career because of me. Both times you ressigned it was because of me. Like I said the day you left perhaps it would have been better if you never met me, I always let you down and now you can’t get a job because of all you have done to protect me.”



Helen was speechless for a few seconds, she had no idea Nikki harboured this much guilt, not for one moment had she ever blamed Nikki for the path her career had taken and her struggle now to find another job. She had to make Nikki realise this and understand she would not change any of it.



“Oh God Nikki, you have not ruined my career, please you mustn’t think like that. I left the first time because I was sick and tired of fighting the old boy’s network in that place. And yes I was finding it hard to come to terms with what I felt for you. I loved you so much and wanted to show you every time I saw you. It wasn’t fair to either of us, at the time I could see no other way but to remove myself from the situation. As soon as I left I knew I would love you no matter where I was in the world and I would much prefer to be with you and not be able to show you than to not see you at all. I knew I had to do everything in my power to get you out of that place. That is why I came back. Starting up the lifers unit was inspired by you Nikki and it is the best thing I have ever done, except love you of course. Every decision I have made to do with my career since I met you was made because I love you and I would not change that for the world. I am glad Fenner forced me to resign; I would not want to spend another day in that place without you there. The only thing I am sorry about is not getting the bastard out too, to help all the women still inside. But I don’t let that get to me, I can’t. I am where I want to be now, really where I want to be and I have never been happier Nikki. The only thing I regret is messing you around so much with my feelings.”



“I don’t blame you for that Helen, I understand how hard it must have been for you, I just didn’t know how to tell you that inside, I wanted you so much all the time and that was all I could see. It frustrated me so much not being able to be there for you.”



“I know baby. Ok so we don’t blame each other, Fenner and Larkhall are far behind us now and we have a future to look forward to?”



“I’ll drink to that”



They smiled at each other as they clinked glasses and took a sip of their wine, both noticing the relief they felt having talked about it.



After they had finished their dinner and paid the bill they decided to take a walk along the Thames. Nikki suddenly stopped and took Helen in her arms, kissing her with passion.



She stepped back after a few breathless minutes “ I have been wanting to do that all night”



“mmm I have been wanting you to do that all night”



“So what would you like to do next?”



Helen thought about it for a few seconds and then got really excited she looked at Nikki like a little girl on Christmas morning.



“I want to go to a Karaoke”



“Karaoke!!! Are you kidding?” Nikki laughed.



“No. I love Karaoke, always have done”



Nikki could not contain her laughter.



“Hey don’t laugh at me” Helen gave an adorable pout.



“Well well Miss Stewart you are a dark horse, don’t think the girls at Larkhall would quite believe this. Do you sing?”



“Yeah I love to sing, I like doing Patsy Kline”



“Well come on then, I want to hear this voice of yours”



Helen was momentarily embarrassed; maybe a Karaoke wasn’t such a good idea. But she brushed the feeling aside, they wanted to get to know one another away from Larkhall and she wanted to sing for Nikki. There was one song in particular she was going to play her on cd but perhaps it would be more romantic to sing it. Excited now they both made their way into town to find a Karaoke bar.



****



“Next up guys please give a big hand for Helen”



Helen stood up and before making her way to the stage whispered in Nikki’s ear;



“Listen to the words sweetheart, this is for you”



The music began to play and Helen lifted up her mic, she looked confident and sexy to Nikki with a small smile on her face. Nikki had never heard the song Helen was singing but as her voice filled the bar shivers went through Nikki, goose bumps appeared on her flesh. Helen’s voiced was so sweet, yet had a great power behind it. Nikki was pleasantly surprised by her lovers singing voice and knew she could listen to it forever. Karaoke was going to become a regular event for them, never before had Nikki enjoyed watching someone on stage so much.



She did as Helen asked and listened to the lyrics of the song, together with Helen’s voice they washed over her and the tears formed in her eyes.



There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant breath
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay



Song : I will be by Leona Lewis

Awesome! :) Thanks
I loved the teasing under the table :wub:
Great update, can't wait for the next on.

Supprised it wasn't on the table, great update loved it. Glad your managing to fit us in with your busy schedule thanks so much. :innocent :innocent :innocent :dazzler :dazzler

Really good, keep up the good work.

How's the busy schedule coming along? Hope we'll have an update soon, no pressure of course :D

Ok, I'm hooked dammit!
I love the way you constructed this.
I can't wait to find out how Helen & Nikki go from all the lovin' in in the first few chapters to the events in the prologue.

But, like a good girl, wait is what I shall do.

:innocent (me waiting)

Thank you all for your feedback .. here is the next chapter for you

Chapter Four

Helen Stewart had been sexually frustrated before in her life, but what she was experiencing now was way beyond her own recognition. She was like a woman possessed, thinking nothing but sex, sex with Nikki. The tension she felt in her body due to lack of physical contact was a thousand times worse than when they were in Larkhall, for now they could finally have each other, they kissed and they teased but it never went any further and it was driving Helen mad.

The two women had been ‘dating’ now for two weeks, they had done and seen some amazing things in such a short space of time together, apart from the one thing Helen was by now, she was not ashamed to admit, desperate for. Within the first few days as irrational as it was she began to doubt Nikki’s desire for her, she couldn’t want her that much if she had the strength to pull away every time. But all her doubts quickly subsided after the txt messages the women shared last night after yet another sexually charged date.

Nikki had picked her up the night previously to take her to dinner and then on to her club. They nearly didn’t make it out the door; as soon as Helen opened the door Nikki was knocked backwards with desire her attraction so strong. Helen greeted her wearing a pair of tight fitting dark denim jeans showing off each womanly curve, the low cut bottle green top brought out the emerald colour of the Scots eye’s making them sparkle.

“I’ll just get my jacket” As she turned to go into the living room she smiled to herself at having achieved her desired effect on Nikki. But she was struggling to keep on her own two feet at the sight of Nikki Wade on her doorstep wearing black trousers that rode low on her hips and a figure hugging red top that left a teasing gap around her midriff.

Nikki thought she might pass out as she followed Helen into the house, noticing the green top was in fact backless giving Nikki a clear view of the soft skin she ached to touch. As she entered the living room and watched Helen grab her jacket she miraculously found her voice.

Helen’s entire being was very aware of Nikki as the taller woman stepped so close behind her. Slowly Helen turned around and looked into the eyes of the woman she loved.

“You look breath taking Helen”

Helen blushed and it was the most beautiful site Nikki had ever seen.

“Thank you” Helen whispered as Nikki moved her lips and captured Helens mouth with her own. The kiss started off slow but soon became charged with electrifying passion. Helen dropped her coat to the floor and her hands moved up to Nikki’s hair pulling her deeper into the kiss.

Eventually Nikki pulled back, as was always the case and Helen actually growled her frustration out loud. Nikki simply looked at her, wandering how she herself found the strength to pull away.

“We will miss our reservations”

****

Helen could quiet happily kill Nikki Wade and she was sure if it went to court she would get let off citing temporary insanity brought on by sexual frustration as her reasoning. It was hard enough not being able to make love to Nikki without the bloody woman talking about it, knowing full well what she was doing to Helen.

“So come on Helen, tell me the most bizarre place you have ever had sex”

It surprised both women that talking about past sexual exploits turned them on rather than made them jealous.

“If we start this conversation Nikki I will not be responsible for my actions”

Nikki laughed as she moved closer to her lover on the intimate sofa secluded by a tall booth. They were upstairs of Nikki’s club in the V.I.P section, it had its own bar and soft music playing creating a more romantic atmosphere than the stuffiness of downstairs and all the gyrating bodies.

Nikki leaned in to Helen’s ear and softly whispered “tell me”; she smiled as she felt the shiver run through Helen’s body.

Helen thought to herself “right Nikki Wade you asked for it so you’re gonna get it”.

“Well I have never really had sex anywhere bizarre or adventurous but I have masturbated in the toilets at work before”

Helen bust into a fit of laughter as the drink Nikki had just taken a sip off caused her to chock. Once her coughing had subsided she looked at Helen.

“You’re kidding. Where? When? Why?”

“Well the why I would of thought that was obvious, the where, in Larkhall and the when … well after we kissed in the art room.”

Nikki was totally shocked and incredibly turned on by Helen’s confession, her wetness building as she continued.

“I went back to my office after I left you and could not concentrate on anything. Someone actually came in to give me a report and asked if I was ok; it was glaringly obvious my head was elsewhere so I knew I had to do something. I considered going home but I was so turned on I knew I couldn’t wait that long. It wasn’t just kissing you that had made me feel that way, it was the conversation we had, me telling you I wanted kids one day and you told me I could still have them. Do you remember? You said there were ways.”

Nikki nodded, unable to form coherent words.

“I began to think about what that would be like; to start a family with you. With Sean the thought made me run in the opposite direction, but with you… Well it was all I wanted; to get you out of there and make a life with you. Make love to you. I began to think about how it felt to kiss you and wandering what it would be like to make love to you and I just couldn’t control myself. I considered doing it at my desk but was too afraid of someone walking in so I went to these staff toilets on the other side of the prison where no one ever went. Not the classiest place I know but I was desperate. So I leaned against the door and closed my eyes, thinking about being in bed with you, rather than where I was and well … you know” Helen blushed slightly losing a bit of confidence.

Helen smiled and looked Nikki directly at Nikki; “It didn’t take too long” she could see the naked desire in Nikki’s eyes; they were both incredibly turned on.

“Right your turn Miss Wade”

“The potting shed in Larkhall”

“What?” Helen looked shocked and upset which confused Nikki. “Please don’t tell me you had sex with Caroline that day I saw you go in together.”

“Oh God Helen, no, I never did anything with her, thank God. Even if I had not found out the truth about her nothing would have happened I was too much in love with someone else.”

“So who was it then?”

“What who was I in love with?” Nikki said surprised, thinking Helen was a bit thick at this point.

“No you idiot who did you have sex with in the potting shed?” Helen was not sure she wanted to know the answer, this conversation had started out as a bit of fun but Helen did not know Nikki had been with anyone else in Larkhall and she was not sure she would handle the knowledge very well.

Nikki suddenly realised what Helen was thinking.

“Oh you daft bugger, I didn’t have sex with anyone, I did what you did in the toilet and thought about you the whole time.”

“Oh I see” A smile crept on to Helen’s lips. “Did that a lot then hey?”

“When I had the chance, yes, it wasn’t easy”

“You know I thought about you once when I was with Sean, I think he thought he’d got in to bed with someone else.”

“Really?!” Nikki liked the thought of this, Helen fantasising about her when she was with someone else, specifically the person she was meant to love and be married too.

“Yeah, it was just after the first time you kissed me. I went home and had a very long run, tried to jog you out of system. Well that didn’t work.”

“Thank God” They both laughed.

“When Sean came home I kissed him, desperate to feel with him what I did with you. Well that didn’t work either.”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah I had never experienced anything like it when you kissed me Nikki.”

“Me either” Helen was shocked but pleased to hear Nikki experienced the same as she had, she thought it was because it was the first time she had kissed a woman, but hearing Nikki say she felt the same she knew it was because they were kissing each other.

“I enjoyed sex but never really found it mind blowing if you know what I mean and after so long sex between Sean and I had become quiet monotonous. So there I was with Sean on top of me going through the usual routine when a picture of this dark haired stubborn beauty popped into my head and would you believe she is kissing me in her cell. At first I tried to push the image away, but then I figured there was no harm in a fantasy and needless to say I went a bit wild.”

“Helen do you have any idea how hot you are making me” Nikki whispered.

“mmm I think I can guess.”

The tension was building and they changed the topic of conversation neither being able to hold back on their want for each other. They decided to go and dance but this only served to make things worse between them.

Helen and Nikki joined the many bodies on the dance floor downstairs, and by this point the two were feeling rather drunk. They joined their bodies closer together and moved to the sensual rhythm of the music. Helen turned her back on Nikki, her arse fitting perfectly into her lovers centre as they grinded together to the beat.

Nikki’s hands roamed over Helen’s naked back, the smaller woman threw her head back to rest on Nikki’s shoulder letting out a moan drowned by the loud music. Helen needed to feel her lips so she turned around to face her and was immediately caught in a slow sensual kiss.

After dancing until their legs could hold them up no longer they made there way outside, Helen knew what was coming, it had been the same every time they went out and she was not sure how long she could stop herself from dragging Nikki into the taxi with her, or getting on her knees and begging.

They shared one last lingering kiss before Helen got in her taxi and made her way home.

Helen got into bed that night trying to fight against the urge to touch herself, she had been so good over the last few weeks not resulting to self pleasure wanting to save her need for when Nikki finally made love to her. But it was no good; she had finally lost the battle as her hand slid down between her legs. Just as she was building up a rhythm and filling the familiar stirrings within her body her phoned beeped by her bedside signalling a new message, she knew it would be from Nikki and she read it with a smile on her face.

“What you doing? xNx”

She quickly text Nikki back.

“What do you think? Stop distracting me; my hands are otherwise engaged xHx”

“God Helen do you have any idea what you do to me?”

“Yes. The same you do to me; driving me to distraction making me so wet and turned on I can’t think straight … no pun intended lol”

“Lol. Do you want to see me tomorrow?”

“Yes. I always want to see you. Where do you want to go?”

“Nowhere, I want you all to myself. I want you Helen”

Helen quickly sat up in bed, her hand stopping it’s ministrations on her own body. She quickly replied to Nikki.

“Do you want to come here and I can cook?”

“mmm I have not had a home cooked meal in so long”

“I’ll take that as a yes then”

“That’s a yes. Do you need me to bring anything?”

“Just yourself.” Helen debated whether to text the next bit, she did not want to put any pressure on Nikki, and she did not want to think more of Nikki coming over for dinner if the other woman was still not ready. But she had to know. “And an overnight bag?”

Nikki smiled to herself as she read Helen’s reply knowing what the smaller woman was asking her. Even if Nikki did want to wait longer there was no way she could, she wanted Helen with everything she had in her. Nikki was glad they had taken things slow, gotten to know one another and tried to stand on her own outside the prison walls. But all she wanted now, all she wanted for the rest of her life was to be in Helen’s arms and never leave.

“Ok, myself, an overnight bag and I’ll throw in some wine for good measure. Shall we say 7?”

“7 is perfect, ill see you tomorrow Nikki. I love you xx”

“I love you too Helen. Goodnight. xx”

Helen lay back down in bed with a huge smile on her face; she did not resume her activities deciding she could wait until tomorrow night. She fell into a peaceful sleep filled with erotic dreams of what tomorrow would bring.

Now, how I am supposed to get through the day with THIS on my mind? lol Great update. :o Sexy whispers!

WOW what a amazing update thank you for making my day keep update the wonderful work. :clap :clap :clap

wonderful update!

More pleeease! :dazzler :dazzler :dazzler

Awesome update! I love all this sexual tension :wub: can't wait for the next update, thanks :hug2

I know you're loving all this sexual tension SexySimone, but somethings gotta give soon. Not sure if its going to be Nikki, Helen ... or me :D More please, and soon.

:devil

Argh! Five days and counting

:) no pressure though

Ooooh the tension......!
:boobies

Thank you all for your feedback it means so much ... sorry for the delay but here is the next update for you.

Chapter Five

It was 6.45 and Helen could not remember being so nervous in her life, she had spent the better part of the day getting ready for tonight making sure her flat was spotless and she had clean sheets on her bed. She had preened herself in the bathroom for well over an hour and even done the dreaded deed and waxed. Her skin was moisturised to perfection, her make up flawless and her cloths designed to seduce. She remembered Nikki saying green brought out the colour of her eyes so she had chosen a green chiffon dress that flowed over her body like silk.

She walked into the kitchen to have a last check on dinner, the lasagne was warming nicely in the oven and the salad was cooling in the fridge along with the wine. Her dining room table was dressed romantically with candles that also spread out into the living room. Helen had one last check around the house put some music on low and practically stared at the front door willing the bell to ring.

Nikki walked to Helen’s front door feeling like a teenager going on her first date. She really wanted tonight to be perfect. They had made love before but it was so desperate and frenzied neither having the time to really appreciate the sensations their bodies were feeling. Tonight she wanted to go slow, really explore the body of the woman she loved and get to know every inch of her.

When Helen opened the front door neither of them knew how the hell they were going to get through dinner.

“Hi Helen”

“Hello” Helen just stood and stared at Nikki transfixed by her beauty. She had obviously put as much care into her appearance as Helen had. Her make up was dark adding to her exotic look, she wore black trousers and a wrap around deep purple top that barely covered her chest her breasts hinting out of the thin material.

“Helen are you going to let me in or gawp at me all night”

Helen smiled at her. “Cant I just gawp at you all night?”

“You can but the longer you leave me standing here the longer it will be before I can touch you.”

Helen needed no further convincing as she grabbed Nikki and practically dragged her into the flat.

Their meal was pleasant if not slightly rushed, both preferring to do other things with their time. They managed to keep general conversation going but both minds were filed with what they wanted to do to their lover once their meal was over.

“Helen that was gorgeous”

“I’m surprised you even tasted it the speed you ate with” both women laughed.

Nikki had rushed as she just wanted to take Helen to bed but at this rate it would just be desperate and frenzied, she knew she had to calm things down a little. She picked up her plate and Helen’s and went over to the kitchen sink. As she began to fill it with water Helen went over to her, she could tell Nikki was trying to take control of her feelings and wanted to slow things slightly. She wanted the same, they had waited too long to have a quick shag on the kitchen table and that was what she thought would happen if they didn’t try to control their thoughts.

“Leave that Nikki, I’ll do it later” she turned off the taps, “why don’t we go into the living room, finish our drinks and listen to some music?”

“Ok” Nikki smiled at Helen knowing the smaller woman understood, their eyes locked with one another.

“God I love you”

“I love you too” Helen sweetly replied. She took hold of Nikki’s hands and led her to the living room. Nikki sat on the sofa expecting Helen to sit beside her and was disappointed when she moved to the other side of the room. She soon realised Helen was just changing the cd and relaxed back into the sofa. A beautiful voice came softly out of the speakers as Helen walked over to her, she held out her hand and looked at Nikki through lowered lashes.

“Nikki will you dance with me?” The taller woman was immediately on her feet taking the Scot in her arms.

They held each close and moved slowly in a small circle loving just being in one another’s arms. Helen tilted her head up to Nikki’s ear and began to softly sing in her ear.

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptiness

You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am


“I love your voice Helen”

Nikki’s voice sounded horse and as Helen leant back to look in her lovers eyes she saw them shining with tears.

Helen kissed the salty tears away gently making a trail to Nikki’s mouth, with their lips only inches apart Helen looked right into the soul of the woman she loved and with tears filling her own eyes she whispered “make love to me Nikki.”

NOT FAIR! :o

Loved it! awesome update, waiting patiently for the next one to see what happens :) Thanks again

Wonderful!!!! I'm really enjoying this storyfor some reason it's got me enthralled. more soonest pleeeease :wub: :wub: :wub:

Great update keep up the wonderful work :clap :clap :clap

Could you please help Helen find a job? She's a great worker and I'd hate to see her have financial problems.

Hey guys, i am sorry for the delay and im afraid this chapter may be a slight dissapoitment ... it is very very short and not the best love scene i have written.

I have been having a hard time recently as i broke up with my gf, but due to circumstances we were still living together and sharing a room. I have now found somewhere to live for a few weeks why i finish Uni. But will all that going on and the fact my script is due to be staged in 5 weeks i have neglected my fan fic writing. But i wanted to give you a little something to keep you going until such time i feel i can really get back into this story.

I know it's not a lot and not the most descriptive love scene but i hope you enjoy it.

Much Love

Chapter Six

Nikki had imagined Helen saying those words to her so many times, she actually felt her heart miss a beat as she looked into the emerald eyes she had fallen in love with. She moved her lips slowly down to Helen’s, the smaller woman closed her eyes in anticipation but opened them again when Nikki did not make contact but instead moved to whisper in her ear.

“Bedroom”

Helen needed no further encouragement; she took Nikki by the hand and led the way to her bedroom.

Nikki entered the bedroom after Helen who immediately turned around to claim her mouth in a passionate kiss. Nikki walked them forward until Helen’s legs hit the bottom of the bed and together they crashed down into the warmth.

Nikki lay over her lover covering her body with her own, she broke the kiss and looked down at Helen who gazed dreamily back at her.

“God I love you” Helen’s words no more than a whisper sent shivers right throughout Nikki.

Slowly they removed each other’s clothes kissing and tasting every inch of skin that was revealed until they lay naked and wanting. Nikki moved her body back over Helen’s slipping her leg between Helen’s thighs’s making contact with her centre. Helen gasped and thrust her hips upwards desperate for more.

Her mouth crashed with Nikki’s as their tongues danced together in perfect rhythm. Helen cold feel herself fast loosing control, they had waited so long for this moment and it could all be over in a matter of seconds.

“Nikki … I can’t breathe”

Helen was finding it hard to catch her breath, so many times she had heard people say ‘they took my breath away’ but never till this moment had she taken the comment literal.

Nikki looked down at Helen; her pupils dilated in such pure arousal Nikki did not know how she had spent so long resisting the urge to make love to her. As Nikki looked Helen took the opportunity to reverse their positions until she was straddling Nikki.

Nikki lay flat on her back as Helen sat up and slowly began to rock her hips back and forth against Nikki’s leg, her wetness seeping over her lover’s skin. Nikki watched in awe as Helen threw her head back and creating the gentlest of moans from within herself. Nikki sat herself up in the bed wrapping her arms around Helen to grab her backside and pull her in closer. Her lips reached out to any available part of Helen she could get too as the woman continued to slowly work her hips into her lover.

Helen’s breathing was becoming more laboured, as she looked Nikki in the eye.

“I need to feel you inside me”

From there on in the only thing heard was the sound of their love making as they got to know one another’s bodies. They whispered to each other as the moon filtered through the curtains, not shy to tell the other what they wanted.

Finally Nikki had made good on her promise to make love to Helen all night long.

thanks for taking the time... :clap :clap :clap :clap
sending you good thoughts... :console

Sorry to hear about the break up. Thanks for the update. Here's hoping RL gets better soon. :hug2

Awesome! :wub: Thanks
Hope everything works out for you :hug2

Great update, I hope RL is kind to you. :wub: :wub: