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First night out!!!!!!!!!

Part 1

Cars pass by as Helen and Nikki stand outside her pub. Helen looks into Nikki’s eyes and for the first time she can tell her just how she feels without any fear of braking rules or someone finding out. Nikki can see the love in Helen’s eyes as she tells Nikki “I want a woman”. Helen’s voice softly echoes in Nikki’s ears “I want a woman.” Nikki with a girlish smile says we will take things slow in which Helen replies ya dead slow. Nikki runs her hand slowly down the side a Helen’s head and face. Helen reaches the collar of Nikki’s coat and pulls her close and begins to kiss her softly. Nikki looks at her and realizes that her “hope” has never really left her at all. Helen slowly backs Nikki up against the wall of the pub and begging to kiss her as people walk by. Helen thinks softy to herself I can kiss you and I don’t give a shit who sees. “I love you Nikki”. Nikki looks at Helen and says “I love you too and how about that drink” as she reaches for the door.

Nikki takes Helen by the hand and leads her back into the pub. They walk slowly across the dance floor to make their way to the bar. Nikki stops and puts her hand around Helen’s small waist and whispers in her ear “don’t be scared Trish won’t bit.” She kisses Helen softy on her cheek and Helen takes a deep breath as they head for the bar. With her arms around Helen she looks at Trish and says “Trish this is Helen.” Trish with her icy blue eyes looks at Helen and hands her a glass of Champagne and says “nice to meet you”. Helen takes the glass with a smile and a sigh of relief. She notices that Nikki is whispering in her ear “do you want to dance?” In which she replies “you lead or shall I?” They walk hand and hand toward the dance floor.

Trish is sipping her glass watching Nikki and Helen dance when Terry (who is a long time friend and bartender) asked if she is ok with them as she glances at the dance floor at Helen and Nikki dancing close on the dance floor. Trish replies “I can’t be mad at Nikki I was the one who let her go. That is one decision that I regret and now I have to live with. But you know what Terry,” I have never seen Nikki look at anyone the way she looks at Helen.” Trish takes a sip of Champagne and thinks to herself “I was the one who let her go and now I really have to let her go.”

Dancing slowly and close together to a slow song Nikki whispers “I thought I would never get to hold you like this” as she kisses Helen’s soft lips. Helen has her hands around Nikki’s shoulder and slowly caresses Nikki’s jaw line and runs her finger over Nikki’s lips. Helen slowly starts kissing her neck, ear lop, cheek, and gently sucks Nikki’s lower lip. She whispers in her ear I want you to always hold me like this. Nikki hands are gently caressing the small of her back and slowly moves down to her curvaceous ass so gentle. Dance slowly and close the feelings that have been strangling Helen are now finding their way free. Emotions exploding uncontrollable like a volcano in Helen. She draws Nikki in close Helen whispers “what are you plans for dinner?” “I don’t know all my plans have changed for the better now that you are here with me. Why?” I was thinking of a quiet dinner for two at my flat. How does that sound. Nikki biting her lower lip and with a broad smile that sounds nice and cozy. Helen says “fine my flat at 7:30 you do remember where my flat is don’t you.” Nikki laughs and smiles at the massiveness in Helen’s eyes.

The pair walks arm and arm off the dance floor and return where Trish and some of her friends have gathered to offer congratulations. When they reach the table Nikki introduced Helen to everyone with extreme delight. The two sitting together holding hands when Trish leans over to Helen and tells her “I am glad you were there for Nikki and helped her with her parole.” “Seeing Nikki happy makes me happy. The only thing I ask is you don’t ever hurt her the way that I did.” Nikki basking in the glow of being free and in the arms of Helen is just beaming from her eyes as she looks at Helen in disbelief. Helen whispers in her ear “I better go so you can catch up with your friends and I can get ready for tonight.” Remember 7:30 and don’t be late and she kisses her so sweetly. She tells everyone it was nice to meet them all but she had to do some errands. Terry says “It was nice meeting you and I think we will be seeing a lot of you and goodnight.” Nikki gets up and walks Helen to her car and kisses her “I will see you at 7:00” “no Nikki 7:30 I need time to get everything sorted.” Now kiss me again until I see you tonight. I love you Nikki and I love you too Helen.

Helen lights the last candle when she hears a knock at the door. She looks at the clock 7:30 she is right on time. She walks to open the door. Nikki waits anxiously at the door. She couldn’t hardly wait until 7:30. It was nice seeing her friend; however, she wants to be with Helen. The door slowly opens the only words Nikki could utter was WOW!!! There was Helen in a strapless form fitting black dress with a slit high up Helen’s thigh. The form fitting dress hits all her curves in just the right way. Nikki had a hard time keeping her eyes off Helen’s gentle curves as she walked leading her by the hand into the living room. Her eyes shined like diamonds in the soft candle light as she handed Nikki a glass of wine. Helen reach for her face and kissed her softly I am glad you are here. You are right on time dinner is just about ready. Nikki thinks to herself I would not mind starting with dessert. Nikki walks into the kitchen where Helen is doing the finishing touches on dinner. She walked up behind Helen and puts her arms about her waist, kissing her on the cheek and tells her that she looks absolutely amazing and she is gorgeous. Helen turns around and passionately begins kissing Nikki when the timer goes off. Helen regains control of here passion and tells Nikki to go sit at the table, dinner is ready. Before she brings the dinner she stops and put on some soft mood music that fit the special evening.

That was the best meal that I have had in quite some time. It beats the food that was served at Larkhall. Helen takes Nikki by the hand and leads her back into the living room. She poured them both a glass of wine and sits to where she is in Nikki arms. They start to talk about what they are going to do now that Nikki is out of Larkhall. Enthusiasm and excitement fill the room Helen leans in and kisses Nikki with passion that has been hampered. The fire that burns in Helen for Nikki the same one she had to control so furiously is now raging wild within her. She is finally unleashing the passion. As she is kissing Nikki she begins to slowly unbutton her blouse running her finger down her firm desirable stomach. Helen kisses Nikki’s stomach and using her finger to gently trace Nikki’s breast that gets firm with every touch.

Helen stands up and leads Nikki to the bedroom. She slowly unzips her dress letting it drop to the floor to reveal the curves that mesmerized Nikki. The soft candle light dance on Helen’s skin as she turns to Nikki and finishes taking off her blouse. Helen kisses Nikki’s neck as she unbuttons her pants and stops to suckle her breast which sends shivers all over Nikki’s body. Nikki can not take it any more and rips off her pants and gently lays Helen on the bed. The way Nikki is kissing Helen with her tongue slightly touches her soft sensual skin and exploring every inch of Helen’s body. She tastes her over and over with every kiss. Kissing her neck as she slowly moves her way down to Helen’s soft round breast. She gently massages one with one hand and kissing and tenderly licking the nipple of the other. Helen moans softly as she runs her hand through Nikki’s hair as Nikki gently traces her tongue around her breast. Nikki moves the hand that was massaging the left breast caressing down her waist to her thigh over to the inside of the thigh. Helen moans with in anticipation. Nikki teases her by gently brushing her just above the treasure that lies beneath with her hand. Now kissing her down her tender stomach which is now trembling. Helen whispers “Oh Nikki” In which Nikki replies by teasing her with her tongue just at the tip of her lips above the clit which makes Helen start to tingle. Kissing the inside of her thigh and lightly kissing the clit which is now rip and ready but Nikki teases her just a little longer by licking and sucking her inner lips which makes Helen wet with anticipation.

Nikki slowly moves up to the throbbing clit that aches to be touched. The first touch of Nikki’s tongue leaves Helen gasping for more which Nikki gladly obliges. Slowly and gently brushes her tongue over the rip and pulsating clit. While licking and sucking Helen tender fruit Nikki slips two fingers into Helen’s wetness. Helen moans “OH NIKKI” Nikki slowly matches the speed of her tongue with her finger to Helen’s pulsating hips. Nikki inserts another finger and Nikki finds on Helen sweet spot. The spot in that makes her shutter with ultimate pleasure. The speed of her fingers and tongue increases its intensity and pleasure. Helen’s hand grabs for Nikki while the other one clutches the sheets. Helen’s body is pulsating and her hips are at pleasure beat. Nikki places her hand so her thumb massages Helen’s clit to Helen pelvic thrust. As she brings her body close to Helen so she can suckle the firm breast. Helen pulls her close as she reaches the peak of pleasure kissing Nikki as her body relishes in the pleasure and love it has received.

Helen who is in the arms of the one she loves looks at Nikki with an eye brow raised and a twinkle in her eye says in a soft Scottish voice “I hope you don’t think we are finished.” Helen kisses Nikki and pushes her onto her back and straddling her at the waist. She leans down and kisses Nikki’s neck and runs her hand slowly down to her breast. Helen says “I want you” as she gently sucks Nikki’s breast which sends shivers through her whole body. Nikki replies “I want you.” As Helen kisses her breast Nikki surrendering to Helens touches losing herself in the feelings she had only dreamed about. Helen kisses with her tongue to take in Nikki’s flesh. As Helen is suckling Nikki’s breast she gently brush her breast on Nikki’s tangling clit which is now aching for Helens touch. Helen moves her kisses down to Nikki’s inner thigh and up to the now throbbing present which Nikki moan in pure delight. Helen teases Nikki by blowing on her wetness and makes her wait. With anticipation Nikki moans and runs her hand through Helen’s hair as Helen just barely touches with the tip of her tongue on her clit. Nikki says you got the tease torrcher down don’t you, which Helen smile with a wicked little laugh aye. Helen starts to slowly licking and sucking the fruit she now can claim as her own. Nikki moans in pleasure as her body senses all of Helen’s tender touches. Helen slowly moves her right hand down Nikki’s thigh and up to her very wet and anticipating opening before inserting her fingers in she teases the outside of the opening with her tongue which makes Nikki gasp “Oh Helen.” Helen inserts her tongue which takes Nikki by surprise and delight. Her tongue matches Nikki’s pelvic thrust as her hand reach for her clit which is growing and ripe. The intensity of Helen’s tongue in her wetness and her hand on growing clit send Nikki over pleasures edge. Nikki reaches for Helen only to a hand which she grasps as she is starting to reach pleasures peak. Helen now places her tongue on her clit and inserts her two fingers in her pleasure treasure as she keeps Nikki’s rhythm and fined Nikki’s sweet spot, the spot which makes her moan in undeniable pleasure. Helen who is straddling Nikki’s thigh finds herself moving to Nikki’s beat and becoming very wet finds pleasure there on her thigh. With Helen’s wetness flowing down Nikki’s thigh the sounds moaning pleaser are reaches both of them at orgasm bliss in each other arms and collapse with delight and fulfillment.

Helen looks at Nikki who is sleeping on her chest when she hears a strange noise. She looks over at Nikki and sees a distressful look on her face and hears her whimper. Helen kisses Nikki gently on the cheek, forehead and says softly “sweetheart its ok you are here with me and I love you very much”. Nikki’s distressed forehead relaxes as she falls deeper into sleep. Helen holds her tight in her arms and slowly drifts off to sleep.

Nikki wakes to hear the key unlock the metal green door and Fenner says waky waky Wade. Nikki leans up gasping look frantically around thinking “NO NO.” She looks to see Helen sleeping peaceful next to her. Fenner is only a distant memory and Helen is no longer the dream. She gently strokes Helen’s hair and kisses her cheek good morning as the sun beams shine on Helen’s exposed skin; Nikki curls up close to Helen’s tender body says” good morning lover” which Helen replies “very good morning.” I want to wake up like this every morning which Nikki says I can arrange that you with absolutely no problem Governor!!!!!!!!

:clap Wow! That was hot. I liked the twist near the end. I really thought she was dreaming. So glad that was all it was. Looking forward to more from you ASAP. :hug2

Good start loking forward to more. :clap :clap

hot for sure!!

Here goes chapter two and I am almost done with chapter three. I hope you enjoy it.

I am happy to accept comment, but am not looking for any criticism (negative or positive) either publicly or privately--only general encouragement

Disclaimer: Bad Girls and all its characters are property of Shed Production. The author claims no ownership of the characters uses in Bad Girls they are used in this story without permission for entertainment ant not for profit.


Chapter Two

Helen is in the shower as Nikki tries to make a phone call but gets an answering machine which she leaves a massage asking Monica to return call at the club. She hangs up after leaving her massage and stares in the direction of the shower. She smiles with a slight giggle as she heads for the bathroom removing her clothes as she goes. As she reaches the shower she slowly pulls back the curtain and sees Helen rinsing her hair, soap and subs strimming down her breast as it makes its way down the thighs to the shower floor. Nikki steps into the shower slowly moving toward Helen heavenly body gently brushing the soap suds on Helen’s with her hand; as she moves her hand up to Helen’s waist as she kissing Helen’s exposed neck. Helen opens her eyes and puts her arms around Nikki say” I love the way you touch me and the way you make me feel.” She gently cups Nikki’s face in her hands and begins to kiss her passionately. Nikki moves her left hand and gently caresses Helen’s breast and the other hand moves slowly to Helen’s inner thigh which makes Helen groan with anticipation. Helen takes Nikki breast in her mouth and gently traces her erect nipple with her tongue when the phone rings. Helen says “SHIT” as she reaches for her bathrobe. As she puts on the bathrobe she tells Nikki with a smile “don’t go anywhere I am not done with you yet.”

Helen answers the phone to a woman asking to speak with Helen Stewart. This is Helen Stewart. Hello Miss Stewart my name in Nan Childs I am calling for Mr. Bailey from Area Management. He wants you to come to his office today he would like to speak to you are available at 2pm. Yes, may I ask what he wants to talk to me about? Helen asked. Nan replays “Mr. Bailey asked me to set the appointment for you and I have no other details. Mr. Bailey’s office is on the sixth floor just tell the receptionist you have a 2pm appointment.” Helen hangs up the phone with concern and reservations. Nikki walks up behind Helen and puts her arms around her waist. Who was on the phone babe? It was a woman form Mr. Bailey’s office in Area Management I have to see him at his office at 2pm. All I know he want to talk to me and I have no idea what about. Helen looks at Nikki with concern and bewilderment in her eyes. Nikki kisses and tells her everything will be all right just relax. I have to meet with Trish at the club this afternoon. Call me when you get out of your meeting to let me know everything is ok. Nikki holds Helen in her arms and says “I love you and I am here for you.” Now I think we both need to start to get ready I have to meet with Trish and you now have this meeting. Nikki sees the concerned look on Helen’s face and kisses her softly and whispers I love you.

Nikki is at the club with Trish trying to figure out who is going to have what duty at the club now that Nikki is out. Now that I am free I can be more active in running the club so how should we split it up the work load. Nikki you did the hiring and firing and the staffing deals before why don’t you do that and I will deal with the venders, it really doesn’t matter. We work as equals before I don’t see any reason to change that now. Trish you alvestly handle the club quite well while I was lock up and I want to thank you for that. Trish changes the subject by asking with a hint of jealous and regrets “how was you dinner with Helen? I only ask because you did not come back last night?” My night went very well in fact better than I could have imagined. Nikki asked Trish “are you going to be ok working closely with me now that I am with Helen?” Trish answers “ya I will be just fine” as she holds back the tears of regret and looked at Nikki. Terri interrupts the intense conversation by telling Nikki she has a call from a Monica.

Terry asked Trish if she is really ok and if she can really handle working with Nikki with her being in love with someone else. In which Trish replies “yes I just have to get used to the idea of her loving someone else.” Than why do you look so sad? Because I have to come to peace with the idea of being just Nikki’s friend after nine years of being her lover it going to take sometime to get over that. I was the one who let her down I’m glad that she has found someone who truly loves her the way I should have. Terry says and what about you? You desire someone you know you still owe me a dinner and I just might take you up on it. I think we will have a better change this time you will not have some much guilt about Nikki. Trish smiles at Terry I think you are right things seem to be working out for the best. Nikki comes back and Trish questions Nikki “who is Monica?” A friend I meet in prison that has turned her home into a halfway house. I ask her if I could stay there until I can find a flat. Trish I really can’t stay with you now can I it would not be fair.

The elevator door opens on the sixth floor Helen takes a deep breath as she walks toward the big oak reception desk. She said I am Helen Stewart and I have an appointment with Mr. Bailey. Oh yes, please follow me he has been expecting you. Helen follows the receptionist though two big frosted glass doors which opens up to huge room with people bustling about, computer, wall monitor, and surveillance equipment every where the receptionist said “ they call that the bull pin all the action takes place in there. There is about nine people watching the monitors and listening to conversations that coming through the surveillance. The sound of people talking sound familiar but Helen can’t place the voice.

The receptionist introduces Helen to Mr. Bailey and leaves the room and closes the door to Mr. Bailey office. Helen I want to talk a little about Larkhall with you. You have harassment charges against one of the guards for one thing and get some information about the inmate and guards if you don’t mind. The harassment is against a Jim Fenner. Helen replies “yes, are you doubting that the harassment took place. No no it’s not that at all. However, I can’t go into to much detail right now. But it has turned into a much bigger investigation than I have anticipated.
I have someone inside Larkhall investigating and undercover right now. She is very good at finding out the truths and digging up secrets. So how is Nikki doing now that she has been released? What are you implying SIR Helen reply with a stern tone. Remember I told you she is very good at finding out secrets. She has looked into Jim cross compliant about you and a Nikki Wade who happened to be a prisoner. Now how did she put that in her report? Oh yes “I have found that there was no sexual relationship or inappropriate behavior between Helen Stewart and Nikki Wade taking place inside Larkhall.” She told me that some secrets will never see the light of day and to go to hell when I question her further. I have known well we call her “Lazarus” for fifteen years and I know when to push her and when to back off. I got a strong feeling to back off.

Well let get back to business of why I asked you to my office. Area Management has put me in charge of Larkhall and I would like to offer you a position. I like some of the changes you were trying to make there before you resigned. I hope to persuade you to help me with some changes that I want to make because I think we can accomplish a positive change. I want to make some change in the women’s prison system and want to use Larkhall as our testing ground I think you and I have the same goals. Helen is shock and surprised at the offer and says I will have to think about it and what kind of changes. Which Mr. Bailey relies there is no rush and we can go into details at a later time. Besides “Lazarus” is still doing the clean up and when that business is done I can go into more deal with you.

The door burst open and a man with a distressed look on his face interrupting Helen and Mr. Bailey. He looked at Mr. Bailey and said” Lazarus is in trouble and her back up is thirty minute or more away. The two men ran out into the bull pin leaving Helen in his office. Helen follows the two men. Mr. Bailey said I “want sound now” and then Helen heard those familiar voices. Helen hears Fenners voice “I warned you not to come back Helen but you did not listen did you. You didn’t think because Wade is out thing had changed. A female voice replies is that a threat Jim I would hate the though of you now threading me. Bailey says “damn it Justine don’t push him damn it you alone.” The voice say “what you gona do Jim hum.” I have way of making things go my way if you have not figured that out yet you soon will. You are no match for me Helen.

Helen stands in the back of the room trying to figure out what in the hell is going on and why Jim thinks he his talking to her. A voice comes over the speaker “Jim, you have not figured out that you are no match for me.” It’s silent for a few moments then you hear the female voice say “Jim what in the hell are you go to do it that knife.” Jim says” what do you think I am going to do with it. You have been a thorn in my side every since you came to Larkhall.” What a pitty Jim you did not care for me or was it that you can’t handle having1 a women superior? More shuffling is heard over the speakers.

Mr. Bailey asked how far backup is. Twenty-five minutes away sir they are stuck in traffic. Listening to the speaker “Jim how are you going to explain my stabbing away it won’t be that easy.” Jim laugh “yes it will I will pin it on a con just like Virginia’s.” The woman’s voice said “Oh so you are telling me that you killed Virginia and pinned it on Yvonne and I also suppose you took over her business too. That’s very subtle Jim subtle indeed. Now who are you going to pin my death on Shell after all she told your little secret about you little sorted affair.” Which Jim replies “yes she did but I all ready got her back for that beside she is a good piece of ass.” “Now Jim I just have one thing to say if you’re going to use the knife you better know how to use it.” “Don’t worry your pretty little head Helen I will make sure it will be very painful just like it has been for me having you here.” The sounds of groans and a struggling are echoing though the speakers of the bull pin. Helen gasps at what she is hearing. All the people in the bull pin feel completely helpless when a man shouts that the backup is pulling up the gate of Larkhall now.

A small weakened voice says “Fenner I just wanted to let you know before we both bleed out and die because you are dying. That dieing hurts like hell and there is no bright light or a peaceful feeling for you. Oh ya by the way I have been wired for sound every since I came into Larkhall. So that means that everything you ever said to me has been recorded.” You lying little BITCH oh does Jim needs a little proof well here you go. Do you see the little mic now you bastered. Jim says “I might be dying but I will be happy knowing you are going with me Helen. Poor little Jim let me tell you that I am not. I know this because I have already died once and it is not my time yet and I would not give you the satisfaction. Don’t look so shocked. Oh I want you to look in my eyes as you die and l want you to listen and listen good What I am about to tell you. I am not Helen Stewart you asshole I am her twin Justine. You lying BITCH oh now go on Jim ask yourself where has my little accent gone and my eyes are now blue.

Helen is still standing in the back of the room when a voice over the speaker says “Jim what happened and who in the hell are you people?” A loud slam of metal door is heard and men shouting and shuffling about is also heard. Over the speaker a male voices saying the cleaner is down. Damn McCloud what have you gotten yourself into. Damn she does not look good. Where the hell is the medical team? Mr. Bailey turns to see Helen standing in the back of the room with a confused and bewilder look on her face. He says turn off the speaker and whispers in the gentleman ear standing next to him to keep him informed on the situation. He walks Helen back into his office. Now Helen that situation was something you were not know aware of and now that you do know. I don’t know what in the hell to do now.

Helen asks “who is this woman and why does Jim think she is me?” I don’t know where to start and it is not really my place to tell you but since the cat is slightly out of the bag I will tell what I can. Well her name is Justine McCloud it used to be Justine Stewart until she changed it. Here I have a picture of her and me taken eight years ago. Helen takes the picture and looks at it and it is as if she was looking at a picture of herself. Helen looks at Mr. Bailey and says I don’t understand how can this be I am so confused. Looking at the picture in here her hand this could be a picture of me but I know that it is not. Which Mr. Bailey replies “well I can’t tell you the how or the why for that information I think you should talk to someone else.” Who do you sagest I talk to my father I don’t thinks so.” Mr. Bailey replies “I am so sorry you found out this way it was not the way Justine would have wanted to tell you. I don’t want to be rude but I have a situation that needs my up most attention. I will have the receptionist walk you out and I will be contacting you soon. As Helen leaves the office building she sits on a bench. She is feeling lost and confused when her mobile ring. She answers it and finds comfort in Nikki’s voice. “Hi babe how did your meeting go.” Helen replies “oh Nikki you seem to always know when I need to talk to you and I desperately need to talk.” “Can I come and see you today?” “Yea we are slow at the club right now so come on over.”


Helen is driving though the traffic with her head just spinning with the thoughts that she has a sister and that she might be dying. Helen parks her car and slowly gathers herself together before going into the club. She takes one deeper breathes before opening the door. As she walks in Terry motions her over and tells her that Nikki is in the office. Helen smiles a cherry little smile and tells her thanks. Terry yells at Helen to wait a minute and hand her a bottle of vodka and orange juice here you look like you could use a drink or two. Reaching for the door she knocks and when Nikki opens the door she falls in her arms unable to speak. Nikki puts her hand on Helens face and asked “what in the hell happened.” Helen looks at her and says I need a drink first.

Well the meeting started out just fine just like a normal interview type meeting. Mr. Bailey told me that he wants me back at Larkhall and would I be interested. Helen that sound great what make you get so upset. Nikki I am getting to that dear it is just a lot for me to take in right now. Did he try something or say something inappropate. No, it was nothing like that let me try to say it out loud because I don’t quite believe it myself. The strange thing was that some of the office personnel we listening to a conversation and that I thought I recognized the voices but I shrugged it off. But it was during my talking with Mr. Bailey when a man came in all stressed and said someone was in trouble. They when out to where the staff was listening to conversation and there was the voices again. It was Fenner apparently who does not care for me at all. He was having a heated discussion with a woman and he thought it was me. Well the argument turned very violent a knife is involved and all I know is her and Fenner are both stabbed. All I know apparently I have a twin that I did not know about who might be dying. Dying because Fenner thought she was me. Mr. Bailey suggested if I have any questions about Justine that I should ask my father. He did show me a picture of her and him and she looks exactly like me. Nikki looks at Helen shaking her head as she says “here I think you need another one of these as she hands her a drink. Nikki takes Helen in her arms and holds her tight. Helen whispers I don’t even know if she is still alive it did not sound good. Nikki kisses Helen on her cheek and tells her she will call Trish and take her home. Nikki looks in Helen’s eyes and say you had one hell of a meeting which made Helen chuckle. Now I understand why you looked so stressed when I would see you at Larkhall. Yes but Nikki dear seeing you always seem to make me feel better unless it was you who was caused me the stress. Now, can you please take me home I just want to be in your arms and for you to make me feel that everything is alright?

:o Wow! Well that was unexpected, a twin? They should be going to the hospital surely? You have my full attention so please don't keep me waiting for the next bit. :wub:

I don't know why I have only just found this story, but would love to see more updates soon. It is developing into an intriguing story.

:) Thanks for the feedback. :D Here is the next chapter I hope you like it and I an currently working on chapter four.


I am happy to accept comment, but am not looking for any criticism (negative or positive) either publicly or privately--only general encouragement

Disclaimer: Bad Girls and all its characters are property of Shed Production. The author claims no ownership of the characters uses in Bad Girls they are used in this story without permission for entertainment ant not for profit.



Chapter Three


Helen walked up the stairs reached an oak door which had a brass door knocker. She reached for the door knocker and gave it three knocks. The door slowly opened and there stood Monica Lindsay. Who said with a sight surprise and enthusiasm “Miss Stewart Hello” which Helen replied “hello and please call me Helen.” So Helen how are you doing? I am doing just great there have been a few good changes in my life very good changes. As the two ladies sit at the kitchen table catching up Monica asked Helen if she would like a cup coffee. Helen said I would love some that would be great. As the women small talked in the kitchen Nikki was stirring and starting to wake up in her room unaware that Helen was in the kitchen.

Nikki could smell the coffee as she sleepily walked toward the kitchen. When she reached the entrance to the kitchen she hears Helen say “well good morning to you or should I say good afternoon.” Nikki looked at Helen sitting there at the table with the soft sun light streaming through her hair and gently caressing her face with a smile that entranced her. Nikki thought to herself what an angel. Nikki smiled and said yes it is a very good morning as she takes a drink from Helens coffee and bends down to kiss Helen’s soft lips. Helen say “thought you were never going to wake up.” Nikki replies “you should have came in and waken me up.” “Now Nikki we both know what would have happened if I did that” Helen said with a devilish grin on her face. Helen slowly turns to look at Monica and says “besides that I got to do so catching up with Monica. Monica said “It is a delight to see the two of you together.” She smiles at them both and stands up to leave the kitchen and says now I will leave the two of you alone. Helen looks at Nikki and said “ok Miss Wade what are your plans for today.” Nikki replies “That is a surprise and you will just have to wait and see Miss Stewart” with a mischievous giggle. “Oh, Helen have you heard from Mr. Bailey yet” Nikki asked. “No I haven’t and it is driving me crazy. Helen stands up in front of Nikki and wraps her arms around Nikki’s waist and put her head on her shoulder. Helen snuggles her neck as she tells her that the pass few month have been the happiest she has been in a long time. Which Nikki replies “sweetheart this is only the beginning?” Now I have to get ready for our date. Helen asked “now Miss Wade do you plan to take advantage of me?” Nikki raises an eyebrow “well yes I do Miss Stewart.” Helen with a twinkle in her eye said “good I would hate to be disappointed now go and get ready as she squeezes Nikki bum.

Sitting in a very romantic restaurant with soft candle light and sounds of gentle conversations Nikki takes Helen hand and says “I love you Helen more than I thought I could love anyone.” Helen gentle caresses Nikki face with her hand and say” I never thought I could feel like this, I love you very much. The waiter brings a bottle and their dinner. Helen looks at Nikki saying “for someone who is not the soppy type this has been quite romantic evening” as she puts her hand on the inside of Nikki’s thigh. Nikki leans in and kisses Helen says “you bring out the romantic in me babe.” Sitting there quietly eating there dinner Nikki has a gleam in her eye and a mischievous grin which make Helen wanders just what else Nikki has in mind. As they leave the restaurant Nikki is very tight lipped on what she has planned next. Helen is trying to guess but Nikki is not giving any clues at all until Nikki pulls into a parking lot that leads to the docks of the Thames River. Nikki turns and looked at Helen who has a very confused look on her face. Helen says” if you think you are going to get me to skinny dip your crazy it is to cold. Which Nikki replies “not this time just come on Helen you will have to wait and see what I have planned.” They walked up to the dock to a small yacht that is lit up with lights. A woman was standing watching them walk up. When they reached her she said “My name is Captain Dream and this is the ship Desire as she handed them both a glass of champagne. Helen and Nikki walk to the bow of the yacht and had a set. Helen is in Nikki’s arms with her legs draped over Nikki’s thighs and her head nestled in Nikki’s neck. When Nikki whispers “call me selfish But I want you all to myself.” Helen snuggles closer in Nikki’s arms and whisper “I love you and this is where I want to be right here in your arms” as she kisses Nikki’s neck. The yacht gently moves up river the stars are brightly shining with the full moon just hidden be hind some clouds. As the yacht gently rocks back and forth Helen is warm in Nikki’s arms she start to fall asleep. Nikki listening to Helen’s breathing as she kisses her forehead; she smile as she pulls Helen in closer to her body to keep her warm. The yacht slowly makes it way back to the dock which it bumps and wakes Helen up. Shit Nikki I am sorry I fell a sleep. Damn why didn’t you wake me? Don’t worry about it Helen I enjoyed just having you in my arms.

As Nikki parks the car in front of Monica’s flat Helen turns to Nikki saying “I had a wonderful night.” “Oh Helen the night is still young” as she give her a kiss. Helen runs her fingers through Nikki’s hair as she tries to unlock the door which make Nikki’s hand tremble as she hastily try to unlock the door. The door opens and Nikki grabs Helen and leans into her with her thigh between legs and begins to kiss her passionately as the door slowly closes. Helen hands are trying to unbutton Nikki’s shirt but her wanting of Nikki is so over whelming her fingers will not unlatch the buttons. Helen said under her breath “damn so many buttons” as she unbuttons the last one which revealed Nikki erect nipple which lay just beneath a black lacy bra. Nikki is running her hands under Helen’s shirt caressing her voluptuous and aroused breast that sends quivers through out Helen’s body which increase with every touch. Nikki pulls Helen’s shirt over her head and removes the sheer red lacy bra. Nikki starts tracing Helen’s nipple with her tongue which in making Helen weak in the knee and starts to slides down the wall. Nikki gently grabs her waist and guides her into the bedroom.

Helen turns to Nikki and finishes stripping Nikki’s clothes off and scattering them across the room. Nikki reaches down Helen’s paints and starts slowly to unbutton them but stops to kiss Helen’s tender and exposed stomach. Helen moans as Nikki gently runs her tongue slightly between her lips onto her soft skin. A sigh of relief is heard from Helen as her pants and red lacy panties hit the floor. Nikki gently lays Helen down on the bed as she sucks on Helen’s earlobe and caressing and squeezing her round breast Helen whispers to her “I love you and I love the way you touch me.” Helen runs her fingers through Nikki’s hair. Nikki is kissing and sucking her way down Helen’s neck as she move to sample every tender and succulent part of Helen’s aroused body with her mouth. Helen’s body is aching for every touch from Nikki as her body trembles underneath Nikki’s hands. As Nikki is licking Helen’s nipple her free hand is gently running up and down Helen thigh as she moans for the anticipation of Nikki touch between her legs. Helen feels the heat and throbbing pulse emulating from deep with in her. Nikki brushes her fingers gently across Helen’s clit teasing her senses by gently blowing on her clit. Helen moans saying “please Nikki don’t tease me.” Nikki slowly moves her tongue down Helen’s body to her heated and throbbing wetness. Nikki slips her tongue into Helen’s lips to expose her clit and swirls her tongue over the clit. Helen passion is pulsing through her body as Nikki touches her in the place that can bring her alive. Never knowing her body could feel such pleasure she surrenders herself to Nikki and her touches. Nikki slowly moves her tongue deep into Helen’s wetness which sends pleasure waves through Helen’s body. Nikki’s tongue increases its rhythm as she could feel Helen’s sensual muscles tighten when she begins to climax. Nikki could feel that Helen needed more and wanted more so she moves her tongue to Helen’s clit and inserted two fingers into Helen’s pulsating wetness; matching the rhythms of her tongue and fingers sending Helen in to pleasures bliss. Helen’s breathing is erratic and can not control her passion from within as she starts to moans “oh god Nikki” and her hips match Nikki’s rhythm as reach a climatic orgasm. Nikki comes up and kisses Helen as she comes down from pleasure heaven.

Helen looks at Nikki with amazement that this woman could touch her and make her feel things she has never felt before. Helen is lying on Nikki’s chest running her hand over Nikki’s stomach and the curves of her waist. Helen could feel Nikki’s muscles tense up with her touch. She knows Nikki wants it but Helen wants to make her ache for it. Helen looks into Nikki’s eyes as she gently caresses her breast. Nikki’s eyes gently close with the soft touch as if to say more I want more. Helen reaches up to Nikki’s lips and runs her index finger over her lips which Nikki opens her mouth and takes it in sucking her finger. Helen kisses her lips and sucks Nikki’s lower lip and the hand that was on Nikki’s breast slowly moves down to her inner thigh. Nikki starts to have a tingle sensation between her legs. Helen slowly is licking and kissing her way down Nikki’s body stopping at her breast but being careful not to touch the nipple. Helen moves her tongue around the breast and purposely avoiding the nipple which are fully erect in anticipating Helen’s touch. Nikki’s body becomes restless and aching in waiting for Helen’s touch when she finally takes in the lush ripe mound it sends a rush through out Nikki’s body. Helen shows special attention to Nikki’s nipples that she has been so careful in avoiding prolonging it pleasures. The tingling between Nikki’s legs is turning into a trembling pulse. Helen straddles Nikki at the hips in such a way that their two clits meet. She begins a very subtle but rhythmic motion which brings her wetness to match Nikki’s. She starts to increase her rhythm and Nikki moans in the pleasure of feeling of Helen’s body and wetness rubbing her clit. Helen drops to her side and rubs her thumb over Nikki’s clit which makes Nikki moan even more intensely. Helen keeps her thumb on the clit as she adds two fingers into Nikki’s wetness. Nikki grabs for Helen in the rhythm of pleasures; her hand explores and searches Helen’s body until it finds Helen’s wetness. In which Nikki slowly inserts two fingers and matching Helen’s rhythm. Helen moans “oh yes” as she bears her head in Nikki’s chest. Their sense becomes as one feeling what the other is feeling. The pleasure reaches its high point as Nikki could feel Helen’s muscle tighten around her finger and Helen could feel Nikki’s as they reach climatic pleasure.

The morning silence is broken as Monica is knocking on Nikki’s bedroom door. “Nikki, there is fresh coffee and Danish in the kitchen for you. I have to go out for the day.” Nikki replies “thank you and I will see you tomorrow then.” Nikki looks at Helen who is looking at the door and smiles at Helen. Monica turns to leave but before she does she says “good morning Helen” which Helen replies “good morning Monica.” Helen drops her head on Nikki’s chest and says “we have to do something about your living arrangements because I am obviously not quite.” “Sorry Helen I have not had the time to look for a flat yet because I am either at the club or with you. I would much rather be with you than looking for a flat. “Helen looks down at Nikki and said “I think I have found a flat for you. I could show you if you want me too. I am starving lets go out for some lunch.” Nikki looks up at Helen “so you think you found me a flat well I think you better show this flat and I am famished as well.”

Helen is all smiles while sitting with Nikki in a small café She looks at Nikki tenderly and says “I am going to miss the freedom of seeing you whenever I want to because I am going back to work next week and our schedules are so different. The pass two and a half months have been a dream come true and now I have to get back to reality.” Nikki smiles back at Helen with the same sentiment and states “We will work it all out don’t you worry now that I have you I am never letting you go. As Helen is looking around the café she sees Mr. Bailey heading towards her table. “Oh good Helen I caught up with you I have be meaning to call you I have a box for you. Helen replies “a box what box.” AS Mr. Bailey sits “it’s a box that Justine wants me to give to you. It looks like you two ladies are done with your lunch if you would not mind coming out to my car I will give it to you.” Helen answered “sure that would be fine let me pay the bill and I will meet you outside.

Once outside Mr. Bailey hands a small box to Helen and he asked if she would be able to come to the office tomorrow I would like to talk some business with you. Helen took the box and said “yes, what time would you like for me to be there.” Mr. Bailey answered “around 1:00pm would be fine if you are able. Helen said “I will see you tomorrow then.” Mr. Bailey shook Helen’s hand and then turned to Nikki and said “I am Roger Bailey it has been a pleasure to meet you and your name is” as he looks at Nikki with his hand out to shake her hand. Nikki takes his hand and replies “my name is Nikki”. He smiles and said “So your Nikki Wade’ which she replies “yes I am.” Helen interrupts Mr. Bailey gaze at Nikki by asking “is my relationship with Nikki going to be a problem?” “No no problem at all” as he is still smiling. Then way do you have that look on your face” Helen asked? Which Mr. Bailey relied you and Justine have a lot in common” and smiled and got in his car and said “until tomorrow.” Helen looked at Nikki “what in the hell did he mean by that?” Nikki put her arms around Helen “now are you going to show me this flat you have found for me.” Which Helen smiles and kisses Nikki “yes but I want to drop off this box first.”

Helen places the box on the coffee table and opens the lid. The box is filled with letter videos, cassette tapes and pictures. Nikki comes up behind Helen puts her arms around her waist kisses her on the cheek and said “you can show me the flat another time babe I think you need to go through this box.” Helen turns to Nikki “ no I can still show you the flat come on” as she take Nikki’s hand “your not getting out of this that easy.” With a sassy smile Helen leads Nikki into the kitchen. Helen lifts her hand as a model does when show casing a new item and said this is the kitchen and through here is the bedroom; but I think your familiar this room. Nikki smiles at Helen and said “are you proposing that I move in with you?” Helen wraps her arms around Nikki’s neck “with your work schedule and me starting back to work we will not have as much freedom to spend any time together and besides I love waking up next to you.” Nikki smiles and affectionately kisses Helen “how can I refuse you.” Nikki leads Helen back into the living room sits her down on the couch and hands her the box. “I think you need to send some private time with this stuff. Helen peers up at Nikki “what are you going to do? Why don’t you go and get your things from Monica’s and bring it here.” Nikki responded “you want me to move in tonight?” “Yes, do you have a problem with that Miss Wade?” “No, I don’t Miss Stewart” as she lends down and kisses Helen. I will be back with my things I feel like I have been put on enhanced again.

Helen slowly pulls out the contents of the box putting the pictures in one pile and letters in another. She picks up a cassette tape and walks over to her stereo and puts it in. Sitting back down looking at the pictures she hears her mother’s voice for the first time. She was talking about how Justine has bought her a tape recorder so she can talk to her instead of writing all the time. “Justine hates to read I hope she out grows that because I love to read. I think this will be fun, I hope some day you will be able to get the things I have been collecting over the years for you. I stopped sending letters because I would always cry when your father sends them back. Justine always seemed to know when I was upset about not being able to see you. She would tell me “I will find her someday don’t worry mom you will see her again.” With her stubborn and her determine nature I think she will someday find you and that though always gives me hope. Helen looks at a picture of Justine and a birthday cake and on the cake was Happy Birthday Justine & Helen. Helen looks at the letters which her mom has sent to her and across the envelopes was written in her father’s hand writing return to sender. Helen is with all of her mother’s thought and love in a box finally the question if her mother loved her was answer in moment. With tears streaming down her face she finds peace in her mother’s words and voice.

Helen arrives at Mr. Baileys office the receptionist ask her to take a seat Mr. Bailey will be right with you. Helen picks up one of the magazines that is scattered over a table; when she hears the elevator doors open. The receptionist said good afternoon McCloud. Helen glances up to see who the receptionist was speaking to. She was a small woman with shoulder length hair. When the woman turned to the side and leaned against the desk Helen could see her face. Helen had an overwhelming feeling of not being able to breath. The woman looked exactly like her. Helen could hear the conversation. Nan the receptionist said “I thought you were not do back to work until you got your stitches out and the doctor has released you for duty.” In which the woman replied “I got them out an hour ago and in a sarcastic but joking manner said “I have my doctor’s note do you want to see?” She smiles at Nan and walked to the back offices. The front desk phone rang which Nan said “yes sir I will” Nan looked at Helen asking “are you ok” which Helen responded “yes I am fine” She stood up and walked to Helen “Mr. Bailey will see you now please follow me.” Nan proceeds through the frosted glass doors to Mr. Bailey’s office. “Please have a seat” as she motions to a chair.

Mr. Bailey comes into the office “I am glad you could make it. Now let’s get down to business. I would like to offer you the number one governor position at Larkhall if you are still interested. Helen had a stunned look on her face “after all that had happened you want me to be in charge of Larkhall. Mr. Bailey took a deep breath and said “yes I do. I am meeting with a couple of people and I want you to be involved in this meeting. Helen looked slightly dismayed but agreed. Helen asked who was going to be in this meeting which Bailey chuckled and said some people you already know Karen Betts, Sylvia Hollamby, Justine and myself. Bailey turns back to Helen I have just one question for you “do you still want some involvement with the lifers unit?”

Mr. Bailey led Helen into the meeting room with a glass wall and she could see Sylvia and Karen sitting there waiting. When Helen and Mr. Bailey entered the room it filled with tension. Sylvia said “why is she here after what she did to Jim.” She stood up with an indigent’s attitude and started to rage on about how she had no right to be there after killing Jim. Karen just sitting there not saying a word as Sylvia raged on and Helen could not utter a word when Justine walked in telling Sylvia to shut up. Justine walked over to Sylvia and said “Helen didn’t stick the knife in Jim, it was me but only after he did this to me” as she lifted her shirt showing the four half healed stable wounds. She looked at Sylvia and said “now sit the hell down and shut up.” Mr. Bailey said “well Justine it is nice to see you have not lost your tack.” Sylvia sits down shocked and dismayed. Mr. Bailey turns to Justine you know Sylvia, Karen and this is Helen. Mr. Bailey jesters everyone to sit down “now everyone knows everyone now let get down to work.” Which Sylvia interrupts sir “I am confused on who Justine is and what she is doing here and what does she knows about the prison service.” Bailey scratches his head and said “I will let Justine introduces herself so everyone can get to know a little about her because you will be seeing a lot of her.” Justine slightly shakes her head and starts “well I don’t know much about the British prison service. So I will share my back round I have been a FBI profiler for 13 years and I have PhD. in psychology and criminology.” Sylvia interrupts saying “which one did you have a PhD. in” with a sarcastic tone. Which Justine replied “both if you really want to know.” Mr. Bailey interrupts Justine and gives an irritated stare at Saliva by saying “that’s enough about McCloud now lets get down to the real reason I asked everyone to be here. Which Sylvia interups “sir I still don’t know why their here especially after what happen to Jim.” Justine peers at Sylvia and in a clam but irritated voice said “now Sylvia let me put thing in simple terms so you can understand so we can all get on with our lives. Jim is dead and if he did not die he would be sitting in a cell himself.” Sylvia barked “on what charges” Justine again calmly said “let me start at the top of the list if that is alright with you. First sexual assault charges.” Which Karen looks over at Helen with looks of regret. Justine continues “murder, extortion and sexual misconduct with prisoners. Which Jim has confessed to just before he tried to add Helen to his list.” Sylvia blurted out “I don’t believe you. “Well Sylvia I was wearing a wire and got it all on tape would you like to hear it will; would that help you to move on.” Karen interjected “what you mean on tape and you were wearing a wire?” Justine looks at Bailey and said “Bailey I think you should take it from here.” Justine was undercover in Larkhall and was wearing a wire and the details are confidential and none of you but Justine and me has clearance to know the details.

Mr. Bailey looks at Sylvia “can we get down to business or do I need to find someone else to fill your positions; if you can’t handle working with Helen and Justine I need to know now. I am putting Helen in as number one governor as well as involved with the lifer unit and you will be reporting to her. Justine will be working as a liaison between the guards and prisoners as well as other duties that fit her abilities. She will be working with the most difficult prisoners. Sylvia says under her breath “like Nikki Wade” which Justine jumps up and slammed her hand down on the table in front of Sylvia looking her square in the eyes and says “I will be also working with malcontent and disrespectful guards and you are at the top of my list. Bailey stood up and laid his hand on Justine shoulder saying “you have made your point.” He sits back down “let me just lay it all out Helen will be the number one governor and you two ladies will be wing governor of H and G wings. Now Sylvia in addition to your duties you will be expected to meet with Justine once a week. Do you feel that you will be able to work with these stipulations or do I have to find someone else to fill the positions? Sylvia answered “no sir I think I can do the job sir.” Bailey looks at Karen “do you want to take the position?” Yes sir I feel up to taking the challenge again. “Fine you ladies start next Monday.” He stands up and walks the two ladies out leaving Helen and Justine behind.

Helen is still sitting at the conference table lost in her thoughts. She glances up at Justine lost for words. Justine looks back at her and said “don’t worry about its ok” she stands to leave the conference room. Helen said “Justine wait what are you doing for dinner I would like to get to know you. Would you have dinner with me and Nikki?” Justine replies “I think that would be a good idea” as she starts to exit the room. Helen’s mobile rings which she answers it; “Hiya babe, do you mine if I bring someone home for dinner? It’s Justine. I will see you in a little while. Love ya.” Helen turns back to Justine I will give you my address and dinner will be at 7:00pm. Justine said “great Helen I have just one question how in the hell did you get along with Sylvia? It took all my patience not to slap the hell out of her.” Which Helen laughed I will tell you that tonight and I am sure Nikki will have something to say about it as well.

Helen is bending over looking in the oven checking on the lamb and red potatoes. Nikki comes into the kitchen saying “Now that is what I call a view” as she looks at Helens ass. She walks over and rubs her hands across the curves of Helen’s back side. Helen stands up peers at Nikki with a stern look. Nikki tenderly places her hands on Helen’s cheeks and said “Helen don’t worry everything will be ok don’t be so nervous. Nikki tenderly kisses the soft but stressed lips “now what can I do to help” she said as she puts her hands around Helen’s waist. Helen buried her face in Nikki’s neck and shoulder as she tells Nikki “thank you for arranging the night off so you could be here with me. It really means a lot to me.” Helen kisses Nikki’s neck “can you please help me with the salad and dinner rolls. As the dinner preparations are almost done the door bell rings. Nikki said “I will get it oh by the way babe you look exquisite I can hardly tell how nervous you are. Which Helen replied “you should have seen me when I was cooking you dinner your first night out. Now go and get the door” as she kisses Nikki. As Nikki walked to the door she could see a figure of a small stature woman. When she opens the door she is shocked to see the woman at the front door who looks almost exactly like Helen, who is still in the kitchen. Nikki unable to speak just stars at her when the woman sticks out her hand and said “you must be Nikki” as she hands Nikki a bottle of wine. Which Nikki takes her hand and the bottle of wine “oh I am sorry you must be Justine I knew you where her twin but you are the mirror image of Helen the differences are very subtle.” Nikki leads Justine into the living room motioning her to have a sit. Nikki asked “would you like a drink” and under her breath she said I know I sure could use one” Nikki’s amazement brought Justine to laughter as she answered Yes I would love a drink but I think you could actually use two.” Nikki turned around “you heard that” “yes I did sorry I have extremely good hearing which can be a blessing and a curse.” Which Nikki looked puzzled at Justine who continues “there is just something I don’t want to hear. Nikki laughs and says “I will have to keep that in mind.” Helen enters the room with three glasses and a bottle of wine. Which Justine looks at it and says “I think this is going to be a two bottle night for you Helen you look just a little stressed.

Nikki asked Justine “how would you describe yourself?” Justine thought for a moment and responded “well I am hard headed, hot tempered, and closed off from emotion. I don’t let people get to close too easily.” Helen hands Justine a glass of wine as she looked at her with a burning question in her eyes. Justine looked at Helen and simply said “just ask your question and I will try to answer it for you.” Helen took a sip of her wine and took a beep breath “how did you know I wanted to ask you a question.” “I read body language as easy as people can read a book. I have developed through my work I has been very helpful in all aspects of my life.” “Now what is your question?” Helen still unsure if she wants to ask the question looks down at her glass “How did mom die?” Justine set her glass on the table “that is a serious question are you sure you want to go that deep tonight and your sure you really want to know?” Helen puts her hand on Nikki’s leg and nodded yes.

Justine sat back in her chair and starts telling the story of what happened. “Well I was about 13. Mom was cooking dinner when there, was a knock at the door. I answered the door and saw a man there than I felt a pain in my chest. I was laying on the floor in the entry way as I was trying to figure out what in the hell was going on. Now Helen are you sure you want me to continue.” She shook her head yes as she got closer in Nikki’s arms. “Well I was on the floor and I hear mom screaming in the dinning room area which was in view to my left. The man was brutally beating and rapping her. I mange to craw to the phone for help; when I looked up the man was standing over me and said ‘your not dead yet’ as he lifted his gun and shot me again in the chest. I woke up 14 days later in the hospital unable to speak or move. I woke up to find mom dead. I had to relearn how to speak and walk. When I asked the doctor what was wrong with me they told me that I had some brain damage due to the fact that I had die on the operating table. I had no vital signs so they pronounced me dead. It was discovered that I was alive when an orderly was preparing me for transport to the morgue. That is way some of the guys call me Lazarus and I hate hospital.”

When Justine looked up at Helen she had streams of tears rolling down her cheeks. Justine asked “are you alright.” Which Helen shook her head yes. Helen looked at Justine with a puzzle look on her face and asked “after mom died why didn’t you come home to Scotland with dad and me. Helen looked at Justine who said “what are you not telling me Justine. Justine said “do you really want to know” Helen said “yes” Justine looked at the door wanting to run but she just gathered her thoughts and emotions. I was in the hospital for a month and the doctors still did not know the full stint of my brain damage. I woke up to hear my doctor and a man taking. The man had said” I don’t want to take care of a drain damaged child; I have to take care of her twin sister on my own. So what do I have to do?” The doctor handed him a piece of paper to sign so I would become a ward of the state of New York. I spend the next year an half in hospital. During that time I had finished school. After spending time in the foster care system I managed to get into college which is another story. Nikki asked “how old were you when you entered college? Justine responded “I was 15 when I started and 22 when I got my PhD.” Justine looked at Helen and Nikki with shocked looked the faces. She said I was caring about 24 units a semester. It also helps that I have a photographic memory which made it easier. The reason that I went into the FBI and got a PHD in criminology and psychology was to find out why a person would do those things that man did to mom. It is what drives me to do my job. To stop people like that. Now can we please change the conversation to a lighter note? Now tell me about you guys.” Justine asked with a smile. The night when on with wine and stories flowing of when Helen and Nikki were children; the rest of the night was filled with laughter. Justine mobile’s ringed. She told the person “to close up the crime scene and don’t let anyone enter until I get there.” No don’t let anyone touch the body until I get there.” As she hangs up the mobile she looks at Helen “I have to go to work and do my other duties and skills as Bailey calls it. We will have to do this again. You guys have a nice night lord knows I won’t.”

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Chapter four

Helen was fixing dinner as Nikki got ready to go to the club. Helen walked into the bedroom where Nikki was standing in the master bathroom. She had no clothes on and drying her hair. Helen watched the movements of Nikki’s body. Nikki turned to see Helen watching and starts to walk towards her dropping the towel. Nikki said “do you like what you see” Helen smile and answers “defiantly” as she reaches out grabs Nikki by the waist and pulls her close. Nikki said “you know what would be better?” “No what” Helen answered. Nikki started to unbutton Helen shirt and unzipping her paints saying “If you did not have all these close on but I think I can help you with that.” Nikki started to nibble on Helen’s neck when the timer buzzed. “Shit” Helen said as she turned toward the kitchen. Nikki pulls her back and put her hand down Helen’s pants which makes Helen lean into Nikki more; her eyes close with pleasure from Nikki’s touched. Helen reaches her hand up to Nikki’s head and grabs some of her hair as she holds it tightly in her hand she moans softly. Helen grabs Nikki’s hand from her paints as she turns to Nikki’s face and said “don’t start something you can’t finish. Remember you have to go to work.” Helen kisses Nikki and turns to go into the kitchen muttering “damn you Nikki get my motor running knowing you have to leave for work in an hour and we haven’t had dinner yet.” Nikki smiled as she hears what Helen is saying as she goes into the kitchen. Nikki finishes getting ready before heading to the dinner table. As they sit down for dinner Nikki asked what Helen’s plans where for tomorrow. Helen looks at Nikki hesitates in her response “well I am meeting with my father for lunch. I am going to tell him about you and Justine. But I should be home by the time you wake up.” Nikki picks up her plate and takes it into the kitchen. She retunes to kiss Helen goodnight. Helen tells her “you better wake me up when you get home and finish what you have started.” Nikki smiles and kisses her again goodnight.

Helen is lying on the bed trying to read a book, but is unable to focus on the words Helen’s mind keeps returning to Nikki’s touch. She looked at the clock it was 11:30pm and says “fuck it” and gets dress to go to the club; she want to see and feel Nikki’s touches some more. She puts on the red dress that Nikki loves to see her in then heads out to a waiting cab. When she gets to the club she looks around in the darkness to find the body she aches to find. When she sees Nikki she notices that Trish has her arms around Nikki’s waist and is pulling Nikki close to her. Nikki is not resisting but being very accommodating. Helen turns to go but looks back just for a moment to find Nikki giving Trish a kiss. Helen’s blood runs hot and she finds a cab to head home. When she arrives home she is filled with out of control rage which is out of character for Helen. She walks into the bedroom to change out of her dress. She walks over to the dresser and pulls out a night gown and sees a picture of the two of them taken shortly after Nikki got out of Larkhall. She picks it up and looks at it lovingly and then she is filled with rage as she throws it across the room smashing it on the wall on Nikki’s side of the bed. She goes into the kitchen and gets the half bottle of vodka and finishes it off. She falls asleep with visions of Nikki kissing Trish.

Helen woke up with a splitting headache and a hang over form hell. And she sees Nikki sleeping next to her. All she could see is the vision of Nikki kissing Trish. So she got out of bed. Just as she made her way into the kitchen to take her favorite headache remedy the phone rang. It was her father asking if they can change their lunch date for tomorrow. The mood Helen was in, it was just as well. Nikki was still sleeping after Helen had something to eat so she decided to go do some errands. She had stopped at the dry cleaners to pick up some of their clothes. On the way back to the car she looked in the window of the café across the street. Helen felt that her heart was ripped out of her chest. Her eyes started to fill up with tears as she saw Nikki sitting cozy with Trish in the café window. As Helen stood at the door of the car she saw Trish reach up and touch Nikki’s cheek. Helen got into her car and started to cry uncontrollably as she drove home. When Helen got home she started to pace around the room with tears streaming down her face that are now turning into rage as she thinks about Trish and Nikki.

When Nikki came through the door Helen was standing in the living room. Before Nikki could say a word Helen picks up a blue vase and throws it toward Nikki missing her and smashing it against the wall just behind Nikki. Helen said “shit” and Nikki could see the anger in her eyes. Helen reaches for another object to launch at Nikki but she reaches for her hand first asking “Helen what in the hell is wrong.” Helen pulls her hand out of Nikki’s. Helen tries to shove her way past Nikki but she grabs her by the shoulder turning her and sees Helen’s eyes are raging with anger. Helen struggles to get out of Nikki’s grasps and in doing so she rips Nikki’s shirt open. Helen could hear the sounds of the buttons hitting the hard wood floor. She glances up at Nikki seeing her exposed breast and reaches up to unclasped Nikki’s bra. The emotion that is pulsating through Helen is rage and desire. She firmly takes Nikki’s breasts in her hands squeezing them until she hears Nikki moan slightly of pain and pleasure. Helen reaches down to undo Nikki’s pants which Nikki does not resisting. Nikki is confused with the different emotions that Helen is displaying. Helen pushes Nikki to the floor as she pulls her pants off and throws them across the room. Helen kisses Nikki’s neck which turns into biting. She moves down to Nikki’s breast as her hands runs down her thighs until she feels Nikki’s wetness. Helen rubs her fingertips over the wet and silkiness of Nikki’s desire. Helen gently bits Nikki’s breast but fights the urge it bit it hard. Nikki’s hand reaches for Helen but only finds Helen forcing her to the floor. Helen brings her face close to Nikki’s and says “don’t touch me” with anger in her eyes. Helen changes her focus back to Nikki’s body while kissing is replaced with biting. Helen’s hand finds it way back to Nikki’s silkiness as she bits her stomach. Helen inserts two fingers which make Nikki moan, Helen rhythmically messages pleasure spot. Helen starts to forcefully lick and run her teeth over Nikki’s clit; which makes Nikki arch her back as she reaches a climactic orgasm. Her body slowly lowers to the floor as the climax reaches its end.

Helen stands up looking at Nikki lying naked on the floor and without a word walks away. Nikki slowly makes her way to her feet and follows Helen. When she reaches Helen; who is unaware that Nikki is standing behind her; Nikki reaches for the zipper of Helen skirt and unzips it. Helen turns as her skirt hits the floor. Nikki than rips off Helen’s shirt; Helen tries to fight off Nikki’s advances. Nikki pushes Helen up against the wall holding Helen’s hands above her head with one hand. Helen struggles to try to get away from Nikki’s but Nikki is too big and strong. Nikki leans down next to Helen’s ear and says “don’t you ever tell me not to touch you” as she moves her free hand down Helen’s neck then down to her breast. She holds it firm in her hand as she runs her tongue around the nipple before taking it into her mouth. She sucks it hard and brushes her teeth across the nipple. Helen is trying to control the wave of emotions raging through her body. The more she fights the more she gets aroused by Nikki’s touch. Nikki moves her free hand down between Helen’s legs which Helen is trying to keep closed. Nikki puts one of her knees between Helen’s legs and forces them open. Nikki starts to stroke Helen’s pleasure hair which Helen fights the desire to give in to Nikki. Nikki is licking Helen’s nipple as she inserts two fingers into Helen reluctant desired wetness. She rhythmic messages Helen’s pleasure spot and her clit as she sucks Helen’ breast. Nikki can feel Helen’s resisting start to give way so she move up to kiss Helen which Helen then bits Nikki’s lower lip hard. Nikki can feel Helen muscle start to constrict around her finger as she starts to orgasm. Helen’s body starts to go limp in Nikki’s arms. Helen rest in Nikki’s arms as she starts to regain feeling in her legs and her mind becomes clear. Helen looks up at Nikki pushing her away saying “damn you Nikki” as she walks into the bedroom.

Standing in the room Helen has tears in her eyes as Nikki walks up behind her putting her arms around her waist. Nikki felt Helen’s body tense with her touch which Nikki asked “sweetheart what is wrong.” Helen turns to Nikki with a tearful stern look on her face and said “if your thinking of leaving me and going back to Trish I want to know it won’t be that easy. I don’t know how in the hell I am suppose to compete with the nine years you had with Trish. But I am not letting you go without a fight.” Nikki is utterly confused at what Helen has suggested. Helen went on to say as she turned to Nikki “I love you and need you too much to have you walk out on me after all we have gone through to be together. It will be a cold day in hell before I let you go.” Nikki brushes the hair away from Helen’s face and asked “where in the hell did you get the idea I was leaving you and getting back with Trish.” Helen gazed in Nikki’s eyes with silent hesitation “how was your lunch with Trish it looked quite cozy.” Nikki quickly snapped back “lunch was about business. Before I went to prison Trish wanted to open a coffee shop together. The club was my thing and she wanted to run a coffee and pastry shop. She wanted to see if I was still interest in being partners because the shop on the corner the owner has offered it to her. That was all it was.” Helen snarled back at Nikki “ok coffee shop that’s fine but how can you explain last night.” Nikki with a puzzled expression on her face replied “what about last night.” Helen’s eyes again filled with rage as she snarled “I saw you kiss her. How do you expect to explain that one?” Nikki dropped her head saying “you where there last night?” “Yes” Helen snapped back with her arms crossed. Nikki went on to say “you saw me kiss Trish” “YES” Helen answered and “I am waiting to hear your explanation. Nikki slowly walked over to the dresser and pulled a little box from the drawer and walked back to Helen saying “this is not the way I had planned this but here it is” Nikki handed the box to Helen as she went on to say “ I showed this to Trish.” Helen slowly opens the box to reveal a heart shaped pendent which was in engraved “Helen you hold my heart I am forever yours Love Nikki.” Helen sat on the bed as Nikki said “I got this as a remembrance of our first kiss which is in three days. The day I started to live again.” Helen looks up with tender tears in her eyes. The rage has turned into remorse as she glances at Nikki’s shoulder and lower lip at the welts she left when she bit her. Helen stood up and gently touches the welts saying “I am so sorry about this.” Which Nikki replied “I don’t know about you but I got pretty aroused when you were biting and I would not mind doing that again?” All Helen could do was laugh and say “I do have to say I did get extremely aroused myself.” Helen puts her arms around Nikki’s neck “I have never acted this way before it is extremely out of character for me to get so jealous.” Nikki with a gentle smile says “it is quite exhilarating to know that you will not let me go without a fight. I feel exactly the same way about you and this time you’re the one that got jealous.” Helen looks at Nikki with a crooked smile say “you better know I trust you it’s just all the other tarts I don’t trust.” Nikki laughs as she kisses Helen.

Nikki looks at the time and says “well Helen I have just enough time to get a quick bit to eat before work. I hope my night is not as exciting as my day has been. I don’t think I can handle much more excitement. Helen I know I should have told you about the coffee shop. I am really sorry for what I put you through I love you Helen.” As Nikki holds Helen in her arms she asked “Helen why don’t you come into work with me it is Saturday and it will be fun maybe I can steal a dance or two. Why don’t you give Justine a call and see if she can come out and blow off some steam as well.” Helen answered in a sultry voice “are you sure I won’t be too much of a distraction.” Nikki’s husky aroused voice answers “you are just the kind of distraction I want tonight especially in your little red dress. You know the one that drives absolutely me crazy.” Helen saunters over to Nikki who is in the bathroom getting dressed and lifts the hem of her dress to show a little more leg as she says “are you sure you will be able to concentrate on your work because you know I will be working hard at driving you out of your mind.” Helen chucks as she walks away saying “I will call Justine to she if she can meet me at the club.

Helen is wearing the red dress with spaghetti straps and a slit high up the right thigh. Nikki watches as Helen moves across the room to the table that was reserved for her. Nikki watches the reactions of some of the regulars as they watch her move her curvaceous body across the dance floor Helen is unaware of the attention the customer are showing as she sits down. Nikki meets Helen at the table with vodka and orange drink and a very passionate kiss. Helen asked Nikki “what was that for not that I am objecting but aren’t you supposed to be working.” Nikki simply smiles “I just want to let some of your admirers know that you are not available and that you are with me. It seems that I am not the only one who likes the way you move in that dress. One more thing Helen don’t get pissed tonight I have some plans for you later.” Helen answered “oh really would I approve?” Trish walked up to the table says “hello Helen. Nikki I see you gave her the necklace already.” Which Nikki smiles “circumstances came up and I gave it to her early and don’t think the rest of my plans for Wednesday have changed. I am still off that night” as she winks at Helen.

Nikki is behind the bar with Trish serving drinks. She is finding it hard to concentrate as she watches Helen’s body move on the dance floor. Trish was standing next to Nikki when she notices that Nikki was distracted; when a woman says “it looks like you are having a busy night and by some of the tell tell signs it looks like you had a very interesting day” as the woman makes a slight hand gesture toward her neck. Nikki looks down at some glasses she is stacking and replies “yes it has been a very interesting day.” Trish looks at Nikki’s neck and sees the remains of Helen’s love bit. Nikki added “you really notice everything and there is no hiding anything from you is there even in this dim light.” Nikki than turns to Trish who has a confused look on her face and said “Trish I would like you to meet Justine and Justine this is Trish.” Justine holds out her hand to shake Trish’s hand and still looks confused and dismayed at the woman. Trish is speechless. Justine laughs and asked “where is Helen?” Nikki points to the dance floor. Justine shakes her head “Nikki I think you need to stop fondling those glasses. I think you will find a better use for them on the dance floor. Nikki smiles and excuses herself as she hands Justine a drink. Justine smiles at the stunned Trish and disappears into the crowed.

Helen wakes up to Nikki kissing her on the cheek. “Helen you need to wake up you have to meet your father in an hour and a half.” Helen lifts her with protest as her head is pounding from the indulgence of drinking. “Damn I have to meet him with this hangover. Damn I am being punished.” Helen said as she buried her head in the pillow. Nikki takes her by the hand “come on I have drawn you a bath and here is some coffee and something for the pain. Helen pours herself into the tub with her head swimming. Nikki tells Helen “to get a move on and she has to go to the club for a couple of hours and will see her at dinner” as she kisses Helen on the forehead. Nikki looks in Helens eyes “are you really ready to do this to tell you father about us especially in your condition.” Helen gazes into Nikki’s eyes “yes you are my world and he is going to have to except it” then in a mumble “or not”. Nikki said “are you sure you are ready for his reaction especially if it is negative.” Helen just simply says “he has never been proud of anything I do so why should this be any different. The only thing that is important is that I am proud of what we have together.” Nikki leans down and kisses Helen “now you only have an hour and I got to go but I will be waiting for you when you get home also I have the night off so if it go badly.”

Helen is sitting at a table at Anton’s Italian restaurant waiting for her father nervously. Helen is unaware that Justine and Mr. Bailey are having lunch just a few tables away from Helen. Justine notices Helen as she stands up to let her father know where she was sitting. Justine blood ran cold as she sees him walk across the room and sit with Helen. Helen gave him a hug before sitting down. As they wait for the waitress Helen nervously fidgets with her napkin trying to figure out how she wants to tell him; when her father turns to her and ask “what did you want to talk to me about.” The silence was broken by the waitress asking for their order. As the waitress leaves her father turns to Helen and asked “are you involved with anyone?” Helen replied “yes Nikki.” He than asked “so when do I get to meet him?” Helen looked down at her hands as she told him “Nikki is not a he but a she and I am in love with her.” When Helen looked at her fathers face she could see the disapproval radiating from his face. He remains silent for several minutes before voicing his disapproval. “Helen you can not be in love with a woman. That is not love. I am ashamed of you and how could you do this to me.” Helen with her head still looking down looks up at her father saying “Nikki makes me feel loved like I have never felt it before. I love her with all my heart and I am sorry that you are ashamed but I am not ashamed of our love. I am going to have a life and a possibly a child with Nikki.” Helen’s father has a stern and disapproval look on his face and one that Helen knows far too well. “Helen you have to end this thing you know it is not love you are only doing it to get back at me.”

Justine is sitting at her table watching the conversation with her blood now boiling with anger until she can’t stand it anymore. She stands up Mr. Bailey says “Lazarus no” as he watches her walk over to Helen’s table. She pulls up a chair at the table and looks at the man who is now a little older but the same man who left her in the hospital when she needed him the most. The vision of him walking out of her hospital room after signing the papers to make her a ward of the state of New York still burns in her mind. He looks at Justine and then Helen in shock. Justine tells him “what in the hell do you know about love? What gives you the right to tell Helen who she can love and not love? You don’t know the first thing about love. You can’t deal with anyone who does not live up to your expectations. What kind of father would leave a child when they need him the most? Hell you probably made Helen pay for mom not coming back to you and your inability to love her the way she needed to be loved. You should be happy Helen has found someone that makes her happy and loves her as much as Helen loves Nikki. Here you are passing judgment on someone you have never met.” Mr. Bailey walks up behind Justine and attempts to get her to calm down. He puts his hand on her shoulder and leans down to talk to her when she swings her arm in an attempt to push him off; and in doing so she hits him in the nose. Mr. Bailey sits down in the chair with his nose bleeding profusely. Justine turns to him and Helen saying “sorry” as she heads for the door. Mr. Bailey reaches for a napkin to help stop the bleeding. He looks at Helen and Mr. Stewart saying “well that went well.” Mr. Stewart still in shock says “she doesn’t like me very much does she?” Mr. Bailey said “actually sir she hate you to her very core.” Then turns to Helen “I would not expect to see her at work for several days; when she gets like this she disappears to regroup. Helen looked at Roger and asked “how did she know what we were discussing?” Which he replies “she can read lips extremely well and our conversation was not going to well either; I was given the duty let her know that due to her injuries that the FBI has relieved her of her duties and she has been officially retired. The bastards did not even have the guts to tell her themselves after fifteen years of service. So if she should contact you please let me know and I will do the same. I hope the both of you enjoy the rest of your lunch. I think she broke my nose again I should have known better not to do that it was my own fault. Have a good day” and gets up to leave.

Mr. Stewart stares at his glass of water not saying a word; he looks up at Helen how did you two find each other? Helen tells him about her undercover work at Larkhall impersonating her getting stabbed by Fenner. Helen takes a drink of wine as her dad just sits there shaking his head and saying “I thought I was doing the right thing.” The demeanor of lunch changes the sternness in her fathers face is loss and replaced with confusion and regret. The daughter he thought would never walk, talk, or have the cognitive ability over an eight year old hates him and the daughter he thought he knew is in love with a women. Helen sits in front of the man she tried all her life to please and was never able to as she watches him wrestles with his own decisions he has made.

Nikki is in the potting shed going though the stuff that Sean had left behind and is reorganizing it to suit her needs. She was looking forward to start working in the garden as it always relaxes her and she finds joy in it even at Larkhall. She had just cleared off the top of the potting table when the door opened. Helen was watching Nikki fussing around some of the empty pots. Nikki was wearing a white tank top that had brought back a memory of when Nikki grab her hand and put it to her breast. Helen walked up behind Nikki who had just noticed Helen was in the shed. Helen said “your right.” Nikki had a confused look on her face “right about what?” Helen smiled as she reached out and took Nikki’s breast over her heart in her hand and said “it is about this” as she gave it a little squeeze. Nikki laughed and kissed Helen. “How was your lunch with your dad?” Nikki asked. Helen gazes at Nikki with hesitation and said “it went from bad to worse. Well, first he was not to keen with my relationship with you which I had expected. He was giving me the speech how loving a woman was wrong and he was ashamed of me.” Nikki put her arms around Helen as she continued “then from out of no where Justine walked up and told him what right he has to judge me about love when he is incapable of love. Apparently she can read lips very well. She did something I have never seen; made my dad completely speechless. She left and I have been unable to get a hold of here. Oh ya, she also broke Roger Bailey’s nose on accident of course. Roger also said when she gets like this she has attendance to run and put up walls” Nikki interrupts “sounds a little like you.” Helen looks at her sternly and says “what in the hell do you mean by that” as she steps back out of Nikki’s arms. Nikki says in her defense “I was always tearing down barriers when you would put them up when we were first getting close. You have to admit you guys have a lot of the same characteristics. Now finish what you were telling me” as she pulls Helen back in her arms. Helen finishes with what she is saying “after Justine left out lunch was very silent. He never said a word. Now I have a father who is not speaking to me and a sister who did a disappearing act. Roger said do not expect to see or hear from her for several days. I don’t know what to do Nikki.” Nikki pulls her in tightly and tells her everything will be ok. Helen looked in Nikki’s pooling brown eyes and says “I like normalcy and structure in my life and since I fell in love with you my life has not been normal or structured but you know what I would not have any other way. I have never been jealous before until now and I have been the happiest I have been in my life” as she lays her head on Nikki’s chest. “I could go for a drink right about now did you want to join me?” Nikki glances around the potting shed that sounds a hell of a good idea I will finish this later. Helen has a mischievous gleam in her eye as she looks at Nikki as she said “putting up bears I put up a bear tonight if you keep that up.” Nikki laughs “are you my governor now telling me what to do miss.” Helen with a twinkle in her eye says “yes I am and it is your turn to cook tonight and it better be good now lets go inside.”

Helen is sitting at her desk trying to go through the weekly reports when there is a knock at the door. Karen walks through the door and looks at Helen “still no word from Justine?” Which Helen replies “no not yet and it has been four days and Roger doesn’t seemed to be concerned he just said she will turn up soon. She doesn’t stay hidden for long.” Karen hands Helen another report to add to her mounting pile. Helen just shakes her head “one of the least favorite things I hate is all this paper work. Karen smiles “are we still on for drinks Friday if you can find your way out of your mountain of paper work” as she leaves Helen’s office. Just as Helen was beginning to focus and get the pile smaller when there was a knock at the door it was Gladys Helen’s secretary with a big bouquet of flowers and a card that read “To my favorite governor with all my love N.” Helen smiled as she admired the flowers, Nikki always seems to know when she needs a little pick me up. Helen was still taken in by the flowers when Sylvia walks in to give her weekly reports. She looked at Helen looking at her flowers “everything seems to be quite well I see.” Helen replies “yes how is everything on H wing?” “Just fine I run a tight ship and no complaints” as she leaves Helen with her pile of paper work and beautiful flowers.

Helen is in the bath trying to soak away the day while Nikki is fussing around in the Kitchen. Nikki walks into the bathroom where Helen has the lights off and candles are burning sips a glass of wine. She watches Helen lying on her back with her eyes closed as the bubbles surrounds round breasts. Helen half opens her eyes and sees Nikki watching as she gently moves the bubbles with her hand to give Nikki a better view. “Why don’t you join me or would you rather watch?” Nikki replied “I think I would like to do both. I think we will order in your offer seems more appetizing than cooking.” Nikki slowly undresses taking her time to make sure that Helen enjoys the strip tease act she is slowly performing. Helen is intrigued is peaked as she bits her lower lip when Nikki’s knickers fly across the room. She slowly lowers herself in the bath laying her body over Helen’s kissing her neck tenderly and moving up to her earlobe which usually gets Helen aroused. When the phone rings Nikki asks “are you going to answer it?” “No” Helen said as she strokes Nikki’s back. It rings again which Nikki whispers “what if it is Justine?” Helen slowly reaches for the floor and picks up the phone. Hello Helen it is Roger I hope I am not bothering you. I need to ask you a question?” “What question” Helen replies. Roger went on do you know where Airth is?” “Yes it is in Scotland near Stirling why do you want to know” Helen question. Roger went on to say “Justine is apparently there and has crashed her bike. Helen paused for a moment “would you mind if I went up there to get her I can see if Nikki can go with me.” Roger agreed “that sounds like a good idea and don’t worry about work I will handle that. Just let me know when you guys get back to London.” Helen looked at Nikki “can you go to Scotland with me?” Nikki kissed Helen on the cheek and said “I can’t Trish is out of town and Terry quite last week. I wish I could babe besides I think this would be good opportunity for you and Justine to talk. It is a very long car ride and she will have no where to run you will have her trapped.

Ver well done Hunny please do more when you can

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Chapter Five


The drive was long which allowed Helen time to think about her relationship with Nikki, her dad, and Justine. Helen arrived in Scotland tired and hungry. She found a little restaurant and went inside to grab a bite to eat. The waitress looked at Helen and said “hello, you are a little early, did you want your usual?” Helen replied “yes but can you make it two of them and coffee please.” Helen found a table situated so she could see when anyone entered. Helen was tried from her long journey and was rubbing her eyes when she heard “can I join you?” Helen glances up to see Justine starting to sit down. The waitress brought two cups of coffee and took a double take as she looked at the two of them. Which Helen politely smiled and giggled saying “thank you.”

There was an acquired silence as the two women sipped their coffee. “Helen I just wanted to say that I am sorry for interrupting your conversation with your father. I had no right to interfere. I guess I had a lot of unresolved issues that I could no longer control. That was not the time or the place to let my anger be released. It was your time with for father and you wanted to share private moment with him and not to have me rage on. For that I am truly sorry.” Helen took a careful sip of her coffee before saying anything. Helen slowly said “that is way I asked Roger if I could be the one to come and get you so we could have time to talk.” Justine replied “fair enough. Have you been able to talk to him?” Justine asked as she took a bite of her steak. Helen shook her head no and said “he has not returned any of my phone calls. I gave up trying to reach him after a few days. I hope he will come to terms with it and be able to talk to me again. Justine asked “how do you feel after coming out to him even though I did not help but interfere with the process.” Helen just looked at her plate moving her vegetables around. Justine adds “do you wish you did tell him or are you second guessing your relationship with Nikki.” Helen snapped out of a daze saying “no I am not second guessing my relationship with Nikki. I have never had feelings this intense for anyone before. Although, it was really hard for me to deal with it when she was in Larkhall; those were very turmoil times. I was dealing with the fact that I had strong feelings for a woman. Her being an inmate made things even more difficult.” Helen looked back down at her plate. Justine said “Helen you look tired so why don’t we stay the night and leave first thing in the morning?” Helen replies “that sound good l need to call Nikki.”

The day was slightly overcast as Justine and Helen started back to London. The drive was long but it gave them a chance to talk. Justine breaks the silence “I am glad to her that you are not having second thoughts about your relationship with Nikki. The two of you give me hope. My life has been centered around pain and death. I have finally seen that there is more to life. I can see the love that the two of you share.

Helen interrupts “I do love Nikki more than I have ever loved anyone. I have been in relationships where I was in love bout nothing like the way I feel for Nikki. Hell when I was falling in love with Nikki I was living with Sean and engaged to him. But when I am with Nikki she makes me feel complete and happy. Before Nikki I was never a jealous person but not to long ago I got incredibly jealous over Trish who is Nikki’s ex-lover.

“Wait a minute Trish from Nikki’s club is her ex. Damn!!! I wish you would have told me that before I slept with her. Now that just weird I slept with your partner’s ex what makes it worse is I am your twin. Sounds like a damn soap opera.”

“You shagged Trish? When did you shag her?” Helen could not help herself as she laugh uncontrollably.

“It was the first night you dragged me to Nikki’s club. Helen that’s not funny.”

“Oh yes it is. Here I thought Nikki was sleeping with her that’s what the fight was about that night. And you are the one who ends up shagging Trish.” Helen laughs even harder.

Justine turns and faces the window. “I am not talking to you anymore. Damn you have to be the most frustrating person in the world. Oh go to hell Helen” Justine says as Helen is still laughing with tears strained eye. Helen can’t stop laughing. “Helen can we change the subject please and stop laughing. Can I ask you a serious question?” Helen replies “yes” as she tries to stop the laughter. “Last night you hesitated when I asked you if you where sorry you told your dad about your relationship with Nikki are you sorry.”

“No I am not sorry I told him that I love Nikki and sorry he does not approve of my relationship. He does not understand that I love Nikki.”

“Just how do you love Nikki and where is this relationship going.”

Helen thought for a moment as she drove. “I never felt what I feel for Nikki. I am with Nikki because I want to be and I need her. I never needed anyone the way I need Nikki but ….” There is a long silence.

“But What!! Your telling me you love and need Nikki but there is something more that you want?

“Yes” Helen said “I want more.”

“What is it you what.”

“I want” there was a long silent pause “I want” pause again.

“Helen what in the hell do you want” Justine says with a very insisting and irritated tone.

“I want more of a commitment.”

“You want more of a commitment. Hell you guys are living together that’s more of a commitment than I ever gave anyone. You guys have been through hell together at Larkhall and stay committed. Now you want more of a commitment. What kind of commitment do you want?”

“I want to commit the rest of my life to Nikki.”

“You mean you want to marry Nikki.”

“YES!!! I want to marry Nikki” Helen yells.

Justine calmly looks at Helen “so what are you going to do about it?”

“I don’t know.”

“So when did you shag Trish?”

“Damn you Helen it was the night before I interfered with you and your dad; the night you dragged me to Nikki’s club. Justine laughs “what in the hell am I going to do now? She turns to Helen “it’s all your fault you know. Justine changes the subject again before saying “so when did you decide you wanted to marry Nikki?”

Helen smiles “about ten minutes ago. I can’t imagine my life without her. I love waking up next to her every morning. I love her body, mind and I adore her spirit. She completes me.

“So Helen are you going to ask her to marry you?”

“Yes I am. All I have to do is figure out how I want to do it. Well you know we are not conventional by any means so I have to come up with the perfect way to pop the question.”
“Justine I have been meaning to ask you Nikki is still waking up with nightmares.”

“How long was she in Larkhall?”

“Almost four years.”

“You guys got together while she was an inmate right; and how long of her time on the inside were you guys an item? How was it between you?

“Yes, she was still a prisoner in my charge when we got together; and it was very turbulent. It was on and off.”

What do you mean on and off?”

“Well I was dealing with having very intense feelings for a woman for the first time. And it did not help she was an inmate under my charge. I don’t have to tell you the ramifications of that. And the sexual tension we had for one another was so overwhelming at the time it was driving us both mad. I kept ending it when I felt I could not control my feelings from showing and Nikki was being pulled at the seams. I could see Nikki coming apart the restrains we were under and the jealousy she had. In her mind she kept envisioning me shagging other people when I went home at night.”

“Well Helen the nightmares should diminish as time pass. You have to admit that it is hell on earth in Larkhall. Nikki had to watch her back with the other inmates especially Shell and not to mention the screws. The intense feeling she had for you and being able to act on them and not knowing for sure if you felt the same. For her it could have been another screws mind game. All that take a toll on ones mind. She seems to be adjusting to life with you and being on the outside of Larkhall walls. Going back to work at the club gives her a sense of normalcy. What do you do when she is having a nightmare?”

“I hold her in my arms and tell her I love her until she become calm and falls asleep in my arms.”

“It sounds like you take good care of her and you obviously love her very deeply and I admire that."

Helen was watching the road as she drove. Silence filled the car. Justine was staring out the window when Helen said “I heard that the FBI had seceded to retire you for your injuries you sustained at Larkhall. I am sorry I feel a little at fault for that.” There was a long silence pause than Helen asked “what are you going to do now?”
“Don’t be sorry I was glad to do it. I know what I was doing and what I was getting myself into. I know the risk I was taking and I was the one who pushed Jim to the edge knowing full well what he was capable of. As for what I am going to do now I think I am going to stay in London for awhile. Roger has been the only family I have known. Now with you and Nikki I have more of reason than ever to stay. I have nothing waiting for me in the states not even a job. Roger has offered my possession to be permit if I want it; but I don’t know if I handle working with a short fiery Scott” Justine starts to laugh out loud.
“I am glad you decided to stick around. I kinda like having you around especially now that dads not speaking to me.” Helen starts to laughs “you and Trish I can’t wait to tell Nikki.”
“Damn you Helen I wish I didn’t tell you.

Nikki was at home waiting for Helen and Justine to return when the phone ring. When she answered it was a man asking if Helen was available. Nikki answered “no she is not home but she is due back in about an hour.” Nikki went back into the kitchen to start dinner for Helen and Justine. Nikki was in the living room reading a book to pass the time when there was a knock at the door. When she answered it there was an older stately man at the door. He asked “is Helen in?” Which Nikki replied “no can I help you?” He looked around before saying “I am Joseph Stewart, Helen’s father.” Nikki look stunned and opened the door “would you like to come in and wait for her?” He walked in and made his way to the living room. He slowly turned “so you must be Nikki?” “Yes I am can I get you a drink water, tea, wine.” “Yes I would like a glass of wine, thank you.” Nikki went into the kitchen walking in circles for a few minutes to calm herself down. She grabbed two glasses and a bottle of wine. As Nikki handed him a glass he asked “So how did you meet my daughter?”
“We met at Larkhall.”
“So you worked with Helen then?”
Nikki took a deep breath “No, actually I was a prisoner on her wing.”
He puts down his glass “you were a prisoner?”
“Yes” Nikki said as she could see the disapproving look on his face.
He paused before asking “do you mind if I ask what crime you were convicted of.”
Nikki took a big sip of her wine before answering “murder”
A look of extreme disapproval appeared on his face.
“I killed a cop who was trying to rape Trish my ex-partner at the night club we own. I went to pick her up after the club had closed and found her trying to fight him off.” His look was unfazed after the explanation on how it happen and why. There was an occurred silence for several minutes as they both sat there drinking there glass of wine.
“So you killed someone trying to protect someone you loved.”
“Yes I didn’t mean to kill him, just stop what he was trying to do but things got out of hand.”
“You love my daughter?”
“Yes with all my heart. She got me through some of the darkest day of my life and I would do anything for her.”
“So what does your family think of your life style and you being in love with a woman?”
My family turned there back on me when I was sixteen. My parents asked me to leave their home and I haven’t seen or spoken to them since. So I know what Helen was going through when you rejected her and our relationship.
He was about to respond to what Nikki had said when they heard the door open. Nikki stood up and walked over to the door. Helen and Justine walked into the flat. Nikki gave Helen a big hug and whispered in her ear “your father has been here for a very long forty-five minutes. Helen look stunned to see her father sitting in the living room. Justine walked into the room Nikki and Helen looked at her with a questioning expression on their faces. Justine sat down and said “don’t worry I am tired of running besides I am getting to old to runaway” as she reaches for Nikki’s glass of wine. Nikki walked into the kitchen to check on dinner and Helen followed behind. “Nikki are you ok?” Nikki pulls the roast from the oven. She looks at it and said “well I am still in one piece if that answers your question. He wasn’t too happy to find out I was a prisoner.” Helen puts her arms around Nikki’s waist “I don’t care what he thinks I love you and he is going to have to except it.” Nikki leans down and kisses Helen saying “do you think it is a good idea to leave your father and Justine alone in the same room?” Helen kissed Nikki and chuckled “probably not”. As Helen entered the living room Justine stood up “I will leave the two of you to talk besides I could use some air.” Joseph watches Justine as she walked out of the room to the back garden he turned to Helen “do you think she will ever forgive me?” Helen gazed deep into his eyes “yes I do it will just take some time.” He hesitated and said “what about you can you forgive me for what I have done and the way I have handled you telling me about your relationship. I don’t understand it but you seem to be the happiest I have ever seen you.” Helen reached out and hugged her father which was an unusual because they were never very affectionate towards each other. “Helen I do have to say Justine reminds me so much of your mother especially her temper and saying just what she thinks.” Nikki came into the room and smiles when she saw Helen and her father embracing. She told them that dinner was done and went into the garden to get Justine. The dinner was quiet and filled with small talk between Helen, Justine and their father. Small steps were made in acceptance by all at the table that night.

The clock on the wall is ticking by Helen who is suppose to be focusing on work but she keeps thinking about Nikki and how she is going to purpose to her. She gets as getty as a school girl every time she thinks about it. Helen is thrust back into reality with a knock at the door. The person did not wait for Helen to say come in when the door flew open and in walks Justine. “I hope I am not disturbing you” she said with an evil giggle. “You were thinking about Nikki weren’t you I can tell be the look on your face. Are you still thinking about asking her to marry you?” “Yes I am I just trying to figure out how I am going to do it. I want it to be very romantic something we both won’t forget. NOW just why are you here breaking my train of thought?” “I am having a little trouble with Shell, Yvonne and a couple of other trouble makers as ‘bodybag’ likes to call them. And I want to try something new and wanted to run it pass you first Governor. Now this damn job has become more permit I actually have to follow the rules. I have never followed the rules. Helen replies with a giggle “yes so I have noticed but that seems to be one of your charms.” Justine broke out in laughter “my charm that’s a new one most people call it my pain in the ass trait. If you want help with your popping the question dilemma I can help.” “Thank you but I want to do this one on my own” Helen answered with a twinkle in her eye and a blissful expression on her face.

Nikki woke up to hearing voices whispering. It was Helen whispering softly on the phone but when Nikki came into the room she quickly hung up the phone. Nikki asked Helen who she was talking to with a hint of jealousy. Helen with a wicked smile and a twinkle in her eye said “it is a surprise you will find out soon enough.” Helen walked up to Nikki “good morning beautiful” as she kissed her. It was driving Nikki crazy that Helen was being so secretive. Helen would not tell her what the phone call was all about. Helen had left work early she wanted to talk to Trish with out Nikki trying to ease drop on the conversation. She worked it out with Trish so Nikki could have the whole weekend off. She wants to take her away for a romantic weekend. As Helen left the club Nikki had caught a glimpse of her before she turned the corner. Nikki walked inside feeling sure she could get Trish to tell her what Helen is up to; however Trish was tight lipped and was not giving Nikki any clues. She played nice that she did know what Helen was up to. Nikki walked away from Trish very puzzled and flustered; she started to questions Helen’s feeling towards her.

The next morning Helen went to work as normal leaving Nikki sleeping peacefully after her late night at work. Nikki was fast asleep when the phone rang. It was Justine telling her that she was on her way for their monthly lunch date. Since Nikki had been released from Larkhall she has a meeting with a probation officer on regular bases. To Nikki’s surprise she was assigned a new officer. Roger with his warped sense of humor has made Justine her probation officer. He thought it would be a good mate for the two of them. So Nikki did not question Justine when she called because her meetings were always unannounced. While Justine and Nikki were out Helen came back home and packed two overnight bags for them and put them in her car. Helen went back to work like it was just a normal day at the office. When she got home Nikki had dinner already on the table. Nikki looks forward to their dinners together it reminds her just how special every moment with Helen is a gift; after going through the torture of not being able to be together in Larkhall. The moments they did share were brief but very memorable. It being Thursday after dinner and the dish had been done Nikki sat on the couch for some quite cuddle time with Helen. Helen asked Nikki to out on a drive with her. She stood at the door with keys in her hand a smile and a twinkle in her eyes. Nikki smiled and said “how can I ever refuse you”; which Helen thought to herself “after all this you better not refuse me Miss Wade” as she slaps Nikki on the ass as she walks out the door. Nikki turns to Helen “are you sure you want to go for a drive?” “Yes now come on lets go” Helen said with an anguishes voice.

Helen was driving through town and Nikki was confused on where they were going “Helen where are you going?” Helen just smiled “we are almost there my love “as she gently stroked Nikki’s face. Helen can see the frustration building in Nikki; which make Helen smile even more because when Nikki gets like this she is more aggressive. Helen turns into the parking lot of the train station. A stunned Nikki turns to Helen “what do you have planed I have to go to work in a few hours. Helen giggled with that twinkle in her eye “no you don’t I have arranged the weekend off with Trish and the rest of my plans you just have to wait and see” Helen gently and passionately kissed Nikki.

In the trains lounge car Helen and Nikki are having a drink. Nikki is peering at Helen’s desire in her eyes and is aroused by Helen and the way she is seductively sipping her drink. Helen with desire in her eyes watches Nikki as her arousal grows as she slowly runs her finger in her drink and slowly bring its to her mouth and sucks it gently. She watched as Nikki desire grows. Nikki asked “how long is this train ride?” Helen leaned into Nikki’s neck where Nikki can feel her breath and gently takes Nikki’s earlobe between her moisten lips and answers “there is only about three and half hours left.” Nikki raises her voice slightly “three and half hours I can’t wait that long you’re driving me crazy.” Few of the other passengers glanced over in Nikki and Helen’s direction to see what the fuss was before returning to their own conversations. Helen smiled and said “I think we need to finish this conversation somewhere else.” Helen stood up and started to walk when the trains rocking motion knocks her off balance and into Nikki’s lap. Nikki whispered in her ear “now I have you” as she slowly moves her hand between Helen’s legs and up her dress; which Helen’s body instinctively responded to Nikki’s touch. “It looks like I am not the only one aroused right now” Nikki whispered in Helen’s ear as she stands back up. Helen grabs Nikki’s hand and leads her out of the car. “Where are you taking me now Helen the bar car was just starting to get nice and cozy?” “Shut up and just come on” as Helen led her down the narrow corridors of the train until she found 102C. Helen opens the door to a privet first class one berth sleeper. Nikki smiles as she puts the hands around Helen’s waist and kisses her as she closes the door.

Nikki was sitting on the bed gazing at Helen lovingly “after five years you still amaze me” Helen walks over to her “now I have some ideas how we can spend these three and half hours.” Nikki lifted up Helen’s shirt and starts kissing her stomach as her other hand move up Helen’s thigh under her skirt. Nikki gently lowers Helen’s lacy panties and unzips her skirt. Suddenly there is a knock at the door. “Shit” Helen said as she turns to go open the door. It is the train porter asking to see their tickets. Helen handed him the tickets and when he hands them back he places a do not disturbed sign on the door. “I think you could put this to good use” as he winks at her and walks away. Helen turns her attention back to Nikki and when the train swags back and forth Helen falls on top of Nikki. Nikki catches Helen in her arms saying “this is going to be interesting.” While on top of Nikki Helen teasingly kisses her cleavage. “Oh Helen I love it when you tease me.” Nikki said as she leaned her head back and opened her legs so Helen body was between them. Helen said “if you like the way I tease than your really going to enjoy yourself tonight.” They started to passionately kiss and rip each others clothes off. Helen pushes Nikki down on the bed and pins her shoulder down and straddles Nikki’s mid-section. Nikki could feel Helen’s wetness on her abdomen. Helen slowly places Nikki hands above her head as she kisses her neck. Nikki turns to her and starts to kiss her passionately; then she felt cold metal clasp around her wrists. Helen sits up “it’s just a little something I brought home from work.” “Handcuff you handcuffed me damn it Helen. You know how I feel about handcuffs” Nikki protested. Helen leans down “this time you will only experience pleasure in them I promise.” The train makes a sudden movement again which makes Helen’s wet center glide over Nikki’s clit making her moan and forget she was wearing the cuffs at all. Helen gently runs her tongue over Nikki’s breast and extremely erect nipple. She gently blows on the wetness she left behind with her tongue sending tingling sensations through Nikki’s body before taking the round succulent mound into her warm mouth. A low murmur MMMM is heard from Nikki.

The trains rhythmic rocking is matched by Helen as she glides her wetness over Nikki. Nikki can feel the heat and wetness growing between her legs; Helen fights the urge the touch it as Nikki clasps the chains of the cuffs. Helen gently lets her hair brush against Nikki’s aching breasts as she brings her hand between Nikki’s legs to the tantalizing center. She blows on the moist throbbing center that is aching to be ravished as she does this Nikki arches her back in a pleading manner. Helen kisses her thigh and runs her tongue just short of the moist and pulsating center. Nikki lifts her head “please Helen I can’t take it any more I need you to touch me.” Helen with a direful twinkle in her eye leans in and takes Nikki’s full wetness in her warm mouth. She trusts her tongue deep into the needful ache and matches the rocking of the train. Nikki grip firm on the cuffs as she starts the rock in a gentle rhythm. Helen moves her tongue out of Nikki and slowly inserts two fingers. Her tongue finds Nikki’s throbbing clit which sends Nikki’s body pulsating. “OH GOD!!! YES!!! DON’T STOP OH HELEN!!!” Just as Helen could feel Nikki starting to orgasm “God I love you Helen” was breathless uttered by Nikki. Nikki’s body arched as she reaches the height of her climax. Helen slowly climbs on top of Nikki and unlocks the cuffs and she wraps her free arms around Helen. As Nikki holds Helen in her arms “that was the best time I had in cuffs.” Helen runs her fingers through Nikki’s hair and kisses her cheek “I love you Nicola Wade.”

The train arrives in Edinburgh and Helen checks them in at the Dunstane House for the weekend. It is a small hotel with sixteen guest rooms. It was just what Helen wanted a small luxurious romantic getaway. She wanted it to be romantic and cozy. It is a Victorian architectural grandeur combines with an intimate country house atmosphere. Crow steps gables, archers’ windows and ornate open fireplaces give the atmosphere of a small castle. They walked to their room to unpack. Nikki was breathless as she thought of all the work Helen must have gone through to pulling this romantic getaway off without her knowing any of the details. Nikki was amazed the room at the grandeur of the room with its four pollster bed by and the lavishness of the room. There was a fire already going in the fire place. Helen put the last of their clothes away as she turns to Nikki “do you want to go down stairs for a nightcap?” Nikki shook her head no “all that I want and need is right here” as she puts her arms around Helen and kissing her gingerly on the lips. “Shall we slip into something more appropriate? Helen is waiting for Nikki in the bed while she is in the bathroom getting ready for bed. Nikki steps out of the bathroom sashays over to Helen on the bed. Nikki finds her sleeping peacefully. She crawls into bed and cuddles up close to her and kisses her on the cheek. Helen mutters in her sleep “love you” which Nikki smiles “love you too sweetheart”. Nikki spent the next few hours watching Helen sleep with the shadow of the fire dance softly on her skin.

The next morning Helen is all excited. She rolls over to Nikki and lies on her chest and listens to her heartbeat. Nikki slowly starts to wake up. Helen says a chipper mood “good morning beautiful how was your night sleep? Are you ready to get up and start our day? I want to show you some of the places I spent time as a child.” Nikki seeing the childlike excitement in Helen’s eyes smiled “that sounds great but I need coffee first my love.” Helen jumps up and pulls the blanket off “lets get ready and go down stairs for breakfast.” While down stairs in the restaurant Helen could not control her excitement. She wants to share her past with Nikki so they can share their future together. Just before leaving the hotel Helen went to talk to the management while Nikki went to the bathroom. Seeing Helen talking to management Nikki asked “is everything alright” as she looked back at the staff Helen was just talking to. “Yes everything is just perfect I was just getting something sorted out but not to worry everything is set. Now can we go and enjoy our day?”

The day was spent going to the place Helen spent as a child like her old schools. They even went to the university she showed Nikki her old dorm room and the pub she used to spend many a weekends blowing off steam. The day was filled with happy memories. As the day came to a close and it was time for dinner, Helen took them back to the hotel. “Nikki I am a little tired from our day do you mind if we go down stairs for dinner?” “No that sounds lovely I am a little tired too.” The restaurant was softly lit and there were candles on all the tables. The hostess led them to a quite table in the back of the restaurant by the window over the softly lighted gardens. Dinner conversation was filled with past memories of childhood of Helen and Nikki. The waitress took the dinner plates and she said “I will be right back with your desert” Nikki looked puzzled “Helen we didn’t order desert.” “I ordered it early.” Nikki noticed Helen had become very quiet and fidgety. Helen always fidgets when she gets nervous. Nikki was about to ask Helen what was the matter when the waitress brought over a bottle of chilled champagne. Nikki waited very impatiently for the waitress to leave to find out what was bothering Helen. The waitress placed a plate of chocolate dipped strawberries in front of Helen. Nikki started to get annoyed and the waitress placed a plate with two red long stemmed roses on it in front of Nikki. Nikki looked down at the roses and noticed on the stems were two rings. Nikki loving gazes at Helen. Helen takes Nikki’s hand in hers and said “Nikki I shared my past with you today because I want to share my future with you. Will you marry me? The rose represents us and the rings symbolize our love. Nikki takes one of the rings and places it on Helen’s finger and “you have my heart entirely and yes I will marry you. Lets take the champagne and strawberries back to our room; where I can fully express my desire for you.” Helen beaming with pleasure and delight as she picks up the plate of strawberries and Nikki grabs the bottle of champagne with one hand and Helen’s hand in the other as they dart upstairs.

The room was softly lit with candles as Nikki put the champagne in ice. Helen was walking towards the bed with the strawberries. Nikki reached for a white dipped strawberry “I love these.” Helen giggled “yes I know I was hopping it would soften you up so you couldn’t refuse me.” Nikki laid down with a crooked smile “I could never refuse you not even in Larkall.” Nikki lies across the bed with the plate in front of her “I can’t imagine my life without you if I have never met you. I was happy enough with Trish but not as happy as I am with you. The nine years I spent with Trish I never thought about marrying her. I guess I know that she was not the one I was supposed to send my life with. Then you came along I fought my attraction for you from the beginni