Title: entry #31
bambi pratt - July 31, 2007 06:55 PM (GMT)
ALL THEM BONERS AND JACKUPS
maneaterLet's face it. I don't have the best rep when it comes to friendships. Let's list all the people I'm screwing up with shall I?
Jack is just another dad for me. And sometimes I wish he was my dad. I hate it that I think that, but sometimes I wish I had Jake as a dad. Does that make me a bad person?
Ronnie and I have been closer than ever, and I'm so afraid that her and my dad will end up screwing up what they have. I know my dad, it's not going to end good if he's in a bad mood.
Todd. Ugh. I don't know anymore. He's like me rock, but he has other issues. You know?
Rastis and I have been friends forever. I mean I love playing pranks on him and having room wars, but in the end I still think of him as a guy more than I think of him as just a friend. But he's dating Olivia. Or was. And I can't stop things like that. I don't have the right to ruin Ras's love life.
Cj. Oh god. Don't even start with me. I mean I love him. And I do mean that. We sleep in the same bed most of the time and mess around. But after Christina, she'll be the one in my spot. And I'll be in my own lumpy bed downstairs. I don't know why I can't get over him, but I just can't. I mean the boners don't even appreciate him.
Dad. man me and dad have been through alot. I wish he would stop being such a jerk though. Ok I know that he regrets making me who I am, but you can't stop what has already happened. And I know that he loves Ronnie, so dude, JUST GO FOR IT. *facepalm* sometimes I just want to wack him.
lilah & piper. Both a problem. One doesn't interact enough and doesn't know me. the other knows me and wants me to be a better person.
boners.
This covers jakey and chrissie. Ugh. they are just... I mean ok Jacob, homophobic. That disgusts me beyond compare. And Chrissie? Well she's just a whore. I mean she doesn't know what she wants so she wants everything? That's ridiculous.
Olivia Walker,
Now me and this girl have almost as much problems as me and chrissie. I mean atleast chrissie can get CJ, Olivia isn't even with Ras. I mean that's got to be hard. She's always giving me shit on it. I don't know. I'm not on her good side, but I don't want to be.
There's still long list, but I'll do it later. I'm tired.