My Armour

Fear,
It's all around me,
Engulfing me,
Smothering me,
Killing me,

I don't understand,
Is it their hateful words?
Their turned backs?
Their distain?

No, that was there before,
Back when I was fearless,
That was always there,
But now my armour is gone,
Now the world sees me,
But not as I am,

I never realized,
How important he was,
That he was the one protecting me,
Though he scorned me,
Somehow, he was my armour,

Now he is gone,
Now I am alone,
With only my fear to protect me,
And I come to harsh realization,
Maybe he did love me back...




Hehehe. I just realized I spelled "armour" wrong in the title. Whoopsy.