Ch. Five
I had a feeling this would happen. And at the same time, I never expected it to happen like this. The love of my life kiddnapping me and taking me to an alternate dimension, where he knows everyone and some disorderd girl has the hots for him. I never in my wildest... Maybe wildest dreams, imagined him loving me with the radiance he claims. I haven't noticed anything from it, but how proctective he was at the tree house, and how he kissed me in the field...
The pillow under my cheek felt wet and I realized I had been crying. I didn't even know until I had smeared my other cheek against it. Cold and wet, and a lot of it I presumed. I lifted my head slowly, and it was dark. I turned my head to find a dampened light, but there was nothing.
"Mmm, Demi..." He sighed from next to me, and his hand draped around my waist. "Why were you crying?" He sighed again, and scooted closer, snuggling his head next to my arm. His sweet breathe reached my face, and I slumped next to him, placing my hand against his cold cheek.
"I was just thinking." I whispered, closing my eyes, being unable to see his face in the darkness.
I heard him sit up on his elbow. I could feel his intense stare, even if I couldn't really see it. "About what?" He asked, curious, but I found some sorrow burried in his angelic voice.
"You." I whispered back. It was silent for a moment, and then my body shifted. I wasn't moving myself, though. He was picking me up and cradling me in his arms.
"I love you," He said, not whispering like I was. "I love you so much... I've loved you since the first time I laid eyes on you," His breathing was unsteady, and he stuttered some words. He held me closer, but more gently. He was trying so hard not to break my bones.
"Parish," I whispered, shivering. It wasn't cold, I just never knew how long he'd had his love set out for me. "Then why..." I stuttered, not wanting to finish my sentence.
"What?" He asked lightly, nestling his head as close to my face as he could.
"You and Lemar... You were only a little boy when you came to stay with my family," I sighed, letting the words flow out of my system. "I just don't understand. Why would you love two people at the same time," I didn't want to ask him of anything, so I tried not to make it sound like a question.
I felt a rumble in his chest and he sputtered some laughter. "It was my families proclaim. I had to love her, it was by force," He stopped, and began to sway me in his arms. "I knew about my alternate world all my life, I just began traveling when I turned eleven. So when I got back, Lemar and her family waited for me. She grasped my hand and told me how much fun we'd have, getting married.
"I was only eleven, and I felt so pressured. I already had a crush on someone, you see," He chuckled, and stroked my hair. I pressed my face against his warm chest and waited for him to continue.
"I told her I hated her." I gasped and he laughed. I tried to see his expression, but forgot how dark it was. "I didn't like her. She was ugly and selfish. All she wanted was me. Her parents would bring us lunch, and she'd smack them away, throwing the food to the ground. She'd yell at them and say, 'He's mine, mine, mine! I feed him when he is hungry! You can't have him, I said he's mine!'" He imitated a little girls' whiny voice and breathed unsteadily.
"She was horrid, Demi. She would let me starve, I was too scared to tell her I was hungry. At the end of everyday I'd ask if I could call you or your parents. She'd throw a tantrum, and scream at me, accusing that I wanted to leave her. So I screamed back, telling her I hated her so much I wanted to rip her throat out," Parish spoke quickly, and curled his fists into balls against my back.
"She never spoke to me ever again. She nodded and shook her head. She didn't even write on a tablet, she was only silence. I was able to leave, then. And when I came home, to your world, your parents were overhwhelmed and cried when they saw me walking up the porch stairs. I was bruised from her hitting me, and they demanded to know who did it to me.
"I told them the truth, that Lemar, the overly obsessed child in the other world hit me because I wouldn't listen to her. They wouldn't let me out of their sight after I told them the whole story. I never went back to the alternative dimension until just three years ago," He sighed, and I almost heard him hiccup. "People told me she killed herself. That she was so full of sorrow and morose. I never loved her, Demi. I only pretended. I was never her boyfriend," I gasped, gripping his hand. His fingers interlaced with mine, and he breathed slowly.
"I'm sorry I lied, I had to find some way to make Edaline shut up..." I laughed, trying to hide it. But he felt me shake and laughed, too. "Pretty low, huh?" He scoffed and I shook my head. I felt his head nod against my hair, and he continued again.
"When I did come back, and people told me she had died, I felt relief wash over me. It was great. Knowing I could live in the alternate dimension... In peace." He said the last words with disgust and I shuddered.
"But, she wasn't dead," He whispered, and I leaned into him. My heart beats became unsteady. "She faked her death. It's all very confusing, I know. She abandoned her home, and got... Well, she got... surgery." He shuddered and I got goosebumps everywhere, even on my feet. "She wanted to be perfect for me, she wanted me and that's it. She would never give up. But she knew to give me space. She actually talked this time. And she was pleading and taunting all at the same time. She was confusing me, and I hated her even more. Even though I was only fourteen, she had enough heart to say she was deeply, madly, and truely in love with me.
"I told her she needed help. I told her she was sick and twisted. Yet, she still somehow managed to vow her love to me. She would not give in to anything that meant losing me. I wanted her to die," He slowly stopped, and his hands found my face in the black. "Demi, I hated her and I still do. I want you to know that I love you more than anything in this world..." He trailed off and his breathe became closer, until he kissed me.
This was different then in the meadow. He was gentle, acting like he'd never kissed a girl before. Now, he was intense. His hands either curled around the back of my neck or around my waist. His lips were crisp and tasted like lollipops. Like a little kid, only much older and knew what to do. I would have never known this before, and he continued to kiss me with such force and... something I couldn't define, really. I knew he loved me. This kiss seemed like he'd never get this chance ever again. Like he was salvaging whatever time he had left with me...
His lips stopped pressing against mine, and a faded misty light shone through a large square on a wall. He sighed, and held his hands onto my shoulders. I put my hands on either side of his face, and leaned my forehead against his. I didn't want him to stop. I wanted to badly to even attempt at kissing him back, but I didn't know what I was supposed to do.
"You're mother is home," He whispered, and started to roll out of the bed, leaving me kneeling there, my hands still acting as though I was cradling his face. "Demi," He was behind me now, kissing my shoulder, and winding his fingers with mine. "You need to get up, Demi." I struggled to find the strength in my legs, and finally loped off of his bed.
I gasped when he swung me into his arms, and carried me to my room. "I didn't even know we were here," I started to say louder now, but he hushed me, and kissed me gently on the lips. "She can't know, Demi. About any of this." He sounded stern, and I didn't want to dissapoint him, so I nodded.
He started to walk out of my room, when he turned his head and whispered, "Sleep well... I love you." He closed the door silently, and I flopped onto my bed. I was dreaming, I must've been. But maybe not, as I could still taste the sugar on my lips. I sighed, and grinned, knowing no one could see me laying here. Being a moron, smiling for no reason as my mom walked in and flicked the light on.
I jumped, literally, and fell on the floor. I heard louder thumping, and Parish was behind my mom in seconds. "Oh," He gave me a querky look, and my mother frowned in disapproval. "Oh, Demi, you knew it was me." She sighed, and stalked off. "Not even a goodnight kiss?" I called after her. I heard a door shut, and obviously my mom wasn't coming back.
Parish's fluttering appearence still stood in the doorway. "I can help you with that," He smiled. "Just one more time, though." He said and leaned over me, kissing me with the same amount of force he had in his bedroom. I nearly fainted, but this time I managed to kiss him back. He seemed surprised as he pulled away. "What was that?" His cheeks looked rosier and I blushed crazily.
"Umm," I stammered, but he laughed and held my chin in his fingers. "I'm just kidding," He kissed my forehead. "I love you, silly." He turned around and tried leaving again. He clicked the lights off as he left, and I was left in my room to sleep alone tonight. "Oh, no fair..." I sighed and smirked at myself, curling up under my sheets.
I felt my body drift, and I was flying. The fur surrounding my ears was irritating. I tried to rip it off, but I screamed, and I realized the fur was apart of my ear. I shook myself, but then I felt itching everywhere, like something was growing out of me. I looked down, and fur rippled out of body, coming from everywhere. I yelped when I noticed I was naked, but the fur acted as clothing.
Feathery black wings shunned from my back and I yelped in pain. The black fur on my body was representing the hair on my head. I felt my face, but there was no fur. It stopped it my neck like a turtle neck. I felt ridiculous, and screamed for help. The fur felt like it was ripping me from the inside out, and I tried to rip it out. Blood flund from my newly sharpened nails, and I screeched, making a hideous yowling sound.
My ears felt like they were stetching into unnecessary shapes. I tried to feel them, and they were taking place of my human ears. they were thin and lightly covered in fur. Like... cat ears... I yelped again, something stabbed my tailbone, and the blood spattered from the air I flew in, knocking me to the ground. I thumped with heavy force, and I long black tail swayed, covered in blood. I yowled and I screamed for help, but nothing came for me...
When I woke up I screamed, too. More thumping, and Parish was already there, drying the sweat from my forehead. "Shhh, Demi, Shhh," He hushed me and rocked me in his arms. 'I'm so terribly sorry..." He murmered in my ears, and I flung my face to his.
"What?" I gasped for air, and I felt hot and cold at the same time, making me want to pass out. "What are you talking... about?" I hiccuped, and he stared into my eyes until he began to explain.
"When... Well, first of all, I knew what your dream was about..." He sighed, and he flexed his arms around me. I didn't take my eyes of his face. Him under pressure or not, I didn't know what the hell he was talking about. "When someone like me, in other words; someone from the alternate world share a love with someone who isn't like them..." He breathed hard and unsteadily. "They transfer their...um, gifts to their mate."
My mouth dropped and my eyes felt buggy. "You mean you love me so god damn much that I have wings!?" I shouted at him, realizing he was petrified to look me in the eyes. I shuddered, and grabbed his face between my hands. "So I'm some sort of mythical beast? What? But my dream! I had fur not feathers!" I stammered and he gripped my hands and rubbed my knuckles that tightened around his hair.
"Demi... The mate gives you an opposite feature. I'm sort of like... A bird of prey." He grimaced. I seemed oblivious to not think he hated birds by now. "And you're like... a panther." I shivered. "It's your black hair, Demi." He sighed, and removed my hands from his head.
"You need to calm down, there's nothing to fret over," He looked me in the eyes now and I shook my head violently.
"No, Parish! I don't know how anyone could handle knowing this!" I groaned and whined, and shook my head over and over again.
"Demi, please! Calm down," He rubbed my hands and stroked my cheeks. I knew he was trying to be patient with me, but now I'm a monster, how is that even obtainable? "It's ok, the transformation process doesn't hurt after awhile..." He sighed, and smoothed his thumb along my collarbone.
I breathed in unsteadily. "Okay...I-I think-think I can handle thi-this..." I stammered, and felt hot tears coat my eyes. He pulled me closer and embraced me in a firm hug.
"Demi, there's nothing to worry about. You know I'll always face these problems with you. Always..." He breathed in against my hair, and he kissed my ear.
Hot tears poured out of my eyes and streamed down my cheeks. Hiccup soundes and sniffles burst from my chest and i hid my face in my hands. He pulled my hands away from face and wrapped them around himself, drying the tears with hands. I just kept crying. There was so much on my mind. What was I going to do? What would people think if they knew baout any of this?
I shuddered at the thought, and my tears finally dried.
Parish kissed my eyelids, and I could feel myself drift again. Fighting to hold my grasp on reality was too stressful for me, so I let my mind relax, and I fell back into my slumber.