Title: Forbidden Love
Rating: T
Pairing[s]: AkuZeku [Axel Zexion] Zemyx [Zexion Demyx] and AkuRoku [Axel and Roxas]
Summary: He loved him and he loved him back. But how can it work when they both love another?
Cause I'm just that cool.
All in Zexion's POV.

I knew our love was forbidden. In fact, it wasn't even meant to be!
We're nobodys, we had no heart. And if your wondering how one can continue to be after their heart is stolen. It's all very simple.
It's only our metaphorical heart that is stolen. And all the feelings with it. What does that mean? It means, we can't feel any emotions. All the emotions YOU take for granted, we pretend we have. Such as happiness, anger, jealously... And love.
So our heart keeps beating, it's just the emotions that leave our blood dry.

I, Zexion, knew all this. Yet I still continued to leave what was left of my dignity behind and pretend I had some trace of emotion left. Even though, I kenw it was all hogwash. But... for some reason. There was always this nagging sensation in the back of my head that maybe... Demyx was right. Maybe we do have hearts... But that could be because I hung out with the neophyte quite a bit.

It confused me. How, I was always with Demyx, and yet, I always yearned to be with Axel. Jealously, always clouded my mind when I saw him with Roxas. If I ever walked into a room with both of them in it, I usally turned right around and walked back out.

This always confused Axel, who, whenever we saw each other alone, questioned me about it. Asking why he never saw me. I usally just shrugged and murmered something incoherent to even I. Axel usually prodded me about it, trying to get a better answer. I always just shook my head and walked away or Demyx would come and save me by tackling me to the ground. Or, glomping as he calls it. Axel usually walked away by that time. Off to find Roxas.

He never brought it up when we were together in my room. But, I suppose that was because we were just basking in the feeling of being together. Axel was usually to busy kissing me to ask questions about our earlier conversations. I was glad about that. After all, I never really wanted to explain to him why I never saw him. I knew why, I just didn't want to say. How could you explain to your lover why you never saw him was because you never wanted to talk to him when he was with another?

Axel was to dumb to screw in a light bulb, how would he be able to comprehend my reasoning?

Do you understand it? My logic that is. Probably not. No one ever could.

Not even sweet, little, innocent Demyx. He never did understand was I was talking about. He always asked questions. A lot of the times, it was five at a time. I held onto my patience and explained every last detail to him. Half the time, he still didn't get it. So Demyx would just giggle, ruffle my hair [which was quite annoying], and say, "Zexy, your way to smart for me." [whcih was even MORE annoying.]

I hated that nickname. Zexy. Not only because it made me sound like a *****, [which I guess is sort of true] but also because it reminded me of Axel. It was what he called me when we were together. Before the rest of the neophytes came. I still don't know what happened. Just suddenly, Axel left me. No explanation or anything.

That was when Demyx started hanging onto me. Axel watched on, never saying a word. Maybe that was what caused me to say what I did. Say what you ask? "Yes Demyx, I do.

Maybe I should give you the whole story.

One day, in the library, Axel and demyx were hanging around. Axel in the loveseat, [he looked so lonely] and Demyx laying on the couch poking me. [Which was rather infuriating]

Seuddenly, out of the blue, Demyx asks, "Zexy, do you love me?"

Axel looked up started, and I looked at him the same. Then I asked, "What?"

"Do you love me," he repeated.

I sighed. This conversation could go on forever, and I was in a really brilliant part of the book so I replied, "Yes Demyx, I do."

Axel never went to thelibrary again.

I missed him, after that. I was so use to having him there. He was quiet. [Unlike Demyx, who exuberant attitide made it hard to concentrate. Nevertheless, read.] And his scent made me feel calm. It was a cinnamony scent. That made one immediately relax in his prescence.

I never asked him about it. I knew why he had left. But it still hurt. It hurt even more when he started hanging out with number XII. [-Thats Roxas's number right?-] At first, I didn't believe the rumors. That him and Axel were a couple. But when I walked in on them in the living room cuddling together, I couldn't deny the fact any longer.

That was when I started to ignore Axel.

I was hoping I would be able to hurt him as much as he had hurt me. [which is silly seeming as neither of us had emotions] It worked. One night, he stormed into my room and demanding me tell him what was going on. That night, both Roxas and Demyx were out on a mission. It was also the first night we cheated on them.

It felt so wrong, but so right. It was the forbiiden love I had read about in many of my books. I had always wondered how something so wrong could feel so right so some people. I generally scoffed at the idea, and put the book down.

Now I knew what they were talking about.

It was amazing, that night, that was prbably the reason we continued to do it. It use to be whenever both Roxas and Demyx were out on mission. But we began to crave each other more often so we switched it to once a week. Then twice, then three times... Soon enough, it was whenever we wanted each other. [which was typically five-six times a week]

I felt bad for doing that to Demyx. Having him trust me, then to throw it all away. I was alwats worried he would catch on. But he was never the brightest crayon in the box, and he was always happy with the little moments we spent together during the day.

Roxas, was a different story. One day, when we were all in the living room. [Demyx and I were in there first, Axel and Roxas cam in later and Roxas told us we had to stay] When he questioned Axel about the fact he never saw him and night. And Demyx, being the lovable idiot he was, questioned me about the same fact.

Axel managed to keep his cool and tease Roxas. Asking if he missed him. He asked this, like Demyx and I weren't even in the room. Leaning in close, and whispering in Roxas's ear. I tensed, and Demyx noticed that. Though, it took it in a odd way, by practically huggling me [if you do not know hat that mean, you are dead] to death, and nearly crying out,

"Oh my gosh! Did I hurt your feelings Zexy? I'm so sorry! Really! Very, very, very, very sorry! I didn't mean to! I was just worried... I missed oyu at night! This place is so cold and i'm so lonely... And. andd..."

Like I said, he was huggling me, and crying and after his little speech he held his head by the crook of my neck. I couldn't help but blush as I whispered to him,

"Calm Demyx. You didn't hurt my feelings. And I'm sorry for always leaving you to fend for yourself at night. Forgive me?"

He sniffled, and looked at me, hope sparked in his eyes, "Will you stay with me at night now?!"

My eyes widen, then my gaze softened and I laughed, "I'll see what I can do Demyx."

He nearly broke my eardrum when he squealed and killed me with a hug once again.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Axel's eyes narrow. But I was to busy trying to get Demyx to stop clinging to me to comprehend that.

That night, I went to Demyx's room. And the next, and the next. Rather clingy he was. Axel wasn't to happy the proceeding meeting. Not happy at all. We ended up fighting, and he payed me back by ignoring me for several weeks.

I ended up apologizing, [only because I missed him] and we stayed together that night. After that, we hardly saw each other. Axel was so busy with Roxas and I with Demyx, we nevr had time. We ended up meeting once a month.

That was why it surprised me when Axel burst into my room tonight. It was an ordinary day, and we had just saw each other a week ago. So I hadn't expected him for another few weeks. I looked up at him, he was bristling. My eyes widened, and I questioned him,

"Axel? What's wrong?"

My voice was meek, forgive me for that, but Axel was rather scary when angry. You wouldn't know unless you saw him.

"What's wrong? Maybe you could tell me, Zexy"

He responded. He had uttered my name with such slyness that I couldn't help but shrink back as i tryed to make sense of what he had said.

"W-What do you m-mean?"

He stepped closer, placing his hands on the bed rail at the foot of my bed and leaned over,

"What do I mean? Perhaps you should tell me, after all, your so smart."

I narrowed my eyes and hissed,

"I guess I'm not as smart as you think I am."

He laughed, and grinned a fathomable grin. I swung my legs over the edge and stood up. Then turned and glared up at him, "Don't give me th-"

I wasn't able to finish my sentence. Axel had pushed me up agaisnt a wall and his lips had claimed mine. My eyes widen, my hand were on his chest, debating on whether or not I should push him away. My stature cracked, and I closed my eyes, kssing him back. My arms snaked around his neck and pulled him closer. My moan muffled whe he slipped his tongue into my mouth.

I would figure out where this had come from later. At the moment, I was too busy being with my forbidden fruit.


END OF LOVE. MUST GO DIE IN HOLE NOW, KTHNXBAI.

AI STILL DUN KNOW WHO THOSE PEOPLE ARE, BUT IT'S MADE OF WIN!!