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u no you want to read some of my poems...cuz im jamie and im good like that so ha....

*cut 4 you* ~jamie~

Can you see the pain behide my mask?
do you care?
are you there?
telling people about me and how I do it for attention
I dont but you don't know. you can see.
It's my only escape. you made me stop and for that I hate you
but i'll always love you
even if you dont love me
you'll see 1 day when im long gone
I was right and you were wrong
if you love me like you say you do
then do get mad when I cut
I cut for you
I cut for me
I cut over you
i'll gladly cut to deep, if thats
what it takes
for you to see you love me to
~jamie~


*dont be like me* ~jamie~

I hate you people who think
your all that
your just the same gay azz people
who smile when the want and need to cry
but you don't because you pride
so you walk around with your smile
go ahead hold you head up high
don't cry keep it all bottled up inside
till 1 day you start to act like me
which you don't wanna be
I hope you dont cut to deep
you'll see honestly do you want to cut?
stop acting all tuff
losen up
its better to cry than to cut
believe me I messed up
I can't go back and change what happend
all i have left are these scars and memories
so please for your own good dont be like me
~jamie<gay poem>~


:narutoques: *living* ~jamie~

am i dead
am i alive
if im alive is this living?
and if im living how could i live without knowing
i'm alive
~jamie~


*love is hate*


love is hate
cant you see
dont you
love hating me?

you love making me cry
you love knowing I know
you wish i would die

wouldn't that just make your day?
if only every thing went your way
I love watching you try
trying to hurt me, make me cry
its obvious
you can't see I pity you
and you hate me

boo hoo you think
your words
would be enough
to make me wanna die
so go on go ahead and try

~jamie~


*forever is so far away* ~jamie~

is all this pain worth it?
i ask myself
is this life worth living?
are you worth all this tears i cry?
is all worth it in the end?
will i ever get over you?
why does forever have to be so far away?
why cant i get over you?
it drives me crazy
because every minute that your not in it
makes me so damn sad
and it makes me wonder
why you left
that day
every thing was so perfect
then you tore my heart out
left without a good bye
leaving me here on my knees to cry
begging you to stay
please dont go away
forever is so far away
-jamie-

died 4 love

I finally dug myself out of this deep pit
I dug with my lies
I take a deep breath
and have ententions to change my ways
but i can't
I just start cutting again
over and over
then i start diggin my whole
again
telling you those lies
again
because I can't tell you the truth
It will break your heart
and its funny somebody like me
to care so much for a person like you
finally the blade cuts to deep and i fade away
never to return?
so im must die with the emotions bottled up inside
you'll never know
I can't say it to your face
you wont see me cry
the truth is I love you
and you never loved me
your love burned
for her but she wont ever love you
like i loved you
would she die for you?
-jamie-


nothing lasts forever
so you must carish it while its here
because if you dont
you could miss out on
what matters most
-jamie-


my world falls to pieces
when you are near
you know its true
you enjoy hurting me
and so do I
stop trying to pretect me
theres nothing you can do
theres nothing you can say
you wont ever change my ways
this is who I am
and will always be
so please give up the fight
stop trying to save me
every time you tell me
what im doing wrong
I want to kill you
its my life
and I making the rules
so you dont like them
ask me if I care
cuz I dont
try to change me
dont you dare
-jamie-

yeah my poems are kinda gay...lol oh well