My pain, my suffering? Do you even care? Can you hear me? Are you there? When it burns , can you fell it? Can you see it? Do you watch as I wince? Do you bother to ask me? Do you check my arms? Can you see the scars? Do you pay attention? Can't you tell by the way I act, when I kiss you back? Why can't you tell i'm hurt inside? If you can, why haven't you helped? You should be able to tell, by the way I weep when you touch me arms! Can't you see that my face grows pale? Do you see the clothes i'm wearing? You act as though you are blind, which says to me you don't care! your kisses and touches are so paissionly put, but what are you hidding? What, is it all a cover up? The true question is, why not tell me? Why lie? So you can get deeper? So that one day you drown in your own lies?And die? Die is that what you wish of me? Is that why you don't pay attention? or is it that you do but, you hide it? Is ti that you know the longer you so no pride in 'us' that i'll do it more? Do you figure it enough to kill me? Well you got your wish!







------- my poem to sammy!


its over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sweet poem! :D

WOW that was amazing! :shocked:

..... wow

how does that get a 'wow'?

Why do I play these games that break me heart? Why do I do these things if they hurt me? Why do I mess something up, then want it again? Why do I think someone else is causing it? Why do I pressure people into things they don't want? Or they do but not as much as I do! Why do I think as myself as pitty and weak? If I can presuede people like I do? HWo can I show such emoition from a heart thats bare? It's not love and compaission I feel for you, it's lust and despair! I'm a souless husk. A hollwowed out mind with a black heart. I am................................. me! And me is just a human!



------- my poem to narakugod



this is the truth, I think!?

this is for a pale_goth:

ive only known u for a little while, and i was goin out w/ u a few min after i talked to u. im glad i met u. if i hadnt, i wouldnt be happy but i am wen im talkin to u.
i want to thank u for talkin to me on yahoo. i want to thank u for coming into my life. for being my girlfriend. i lul.



------------------- :bff:

it's nice

not really but yah

it could be better buut idk

kohakuzgurl:

i know u want and need
but u must listen plz

i understand u want us to be more
but there is no suprise in store

we are friends and nothing more
but i still cannot ignore

the affection u show
and i think it still grows

but i explained it enough
and we've been through this stuff

i like u as a friend and nothing more
and we can stay that way but not like before

i know narakugod...................................................................
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i know what we were,and what we are,
i know that we now cant go very far.
But one maybe ill get a chance, to see u face 2 face , just one last chance.
maybe no, maybe yes
whats done is done i guess!

that one is much better

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thats my other name

ohhhhh
ok

yea so um u like her?