“I cry myself to sleep again tonight
'Cause I cannot hold you tight
I wish I could see you again tomorrow
To take all this sorrow, sorrow
I'm hollow
When I touch you
Can you feel it
When I need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall, fall
Will you catch me, catch me, catch me
Misery is what I feel
When you're not around
So I can't heal
Misery is what I feel
These tears on my face
Are for you
I wish that I could hold you
Touch you, feel you
My heart is bleeding Can't you see
I wish that you could hold me
Touch me, feel me”

**That was The Moffatts!! And your listening to the NSRS-TM!! [No Such Radio Station. Trust Me.] Listening to that song makes me glad I haven’t just broken up with my boyfriend you know…this song goes out to all those slow dancing happy couples out there!!**

“So lately, I've been wonderin’
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own?“ —Click

Turning off the radio and putting music videos on Cassie hoped for some off-the-topic music.

“Someone told me that love would all save us.
But how can that be?
Look what love gave us.
A world full of killing, and blood-spilling,
That world never came.” —The channel was changed.

“Why does it feel the same
To fall in love or break it off
And if young love is just a game
Then I must have missed the kick off
Don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything
But I'd go through hell for you and
I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's and ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me”

“With every single letter, in every single word,
There will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl.
Do you care if I, don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?
Will I shake this off? Pretend its all okay?
That there's someone out there who feels just like me?
There is.”

“I don't know if i care,
I'm the jerk.
Life's not fair.
Fighting all the time,
This is out of line,
She loves me not!!
Do you realize, I won't compromise!
She loves me not!!!”

By this time Cassie was getting kinda annoyed.

“Its over, its over now.
Move over, its my turn now.
Its over. The games shut down.” —and again

“You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do” —yet again
“How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Don’t think its too late.”

“Stupid love songs!!” She said throwing Billy at the two Chinese fortunes on her notice board, causing several social invites to flutter to the floor. “I know I should go see him! Enough with the hinting already!” She grabbed her books and went to leave her room.
She came back after about a minute and silently picked Billy up from the floor and placed him back on her bed.

********

“Two families, both alike in dignity, in fair Verona, where we set our scene. From ancient grudge break to new mutiny, where civil blood makes civil hands unclean. From forth the fatal loins of these two foe, a pair of star-cross’d lovers take their life.”

Cissie finished reading aloud to the class. Sitting back next to her friend it was barely acknowledged, their English teacher had asked Cassie to stand and read but right now it was as if she didn’t know she was even in class. Cissie sounds like Cassie anyway.
Cassie seemed to be jumpy, looking around the room. It was because she was weary of the shadows but it was still attracting glances along with her puffy eyes and her inability to pay attention.

“So….where were we yesterday??” Miss English asked rhetorically “Ah yes.*ahem* Even though Romeo is a Montague, his family liable for many things, the deaths of many of the rival Capulet family, Juliet Capulet is drawn to him, even knowing what he has done In the past. Is this correct Cassie??”

Her name. Cassie looked up. “Yes?” Oh great, now she would be in trouble in class.

“Exactly. Even though Romeo is accused of killing Tybolt, Juliet’s cousin, she still stays beside him, she even goes to the point of killing herself in the end. Why is that?”
“……..” because their soul mates?
“Cassie?”
“Because she loves him. And after he’s gone she realises she’ll never have what she’s lost.”
“Well done. Now lets return to the chapter we were on…….Lucy could you begin please.”






Songs used.'Misery' by The Moffatts
'Wherever you will go' by The Calling
'Hero' By Chad Kroger and Josie Scott
'Going away to College' by Blink 182
'There is' by Box Car Racer
'She loves me not' by Papa Roach
'Someday' by Nickelback