Hey guys, These next four days will be my last for a while. Moving down to florida monday night or so and then I'll be livng with my sister(Three bedrooms, six kids.....ten people altogether....oy) for awhile.
I signed a contract with Harrison to put the 'program'[visual arts program] ahead of anything else on my schedule and If ANY of my grades drop below a B- , I'll be kicked out and won't get any recomendations for SVA, Kuberts School, or SCAD(Savvanah college of art and design) and I won't get a scholarship(Stinks. Yeah, I know) and, the lack of computer at my sisters, means I'll have even less of a chance to get online. Hopefully, it won't take me and mom long to find a house tho'

I'm not sure if I'll be on alot even these next few days. Just rededicated my life to Christ to have my Grandmother and me get in an argument with me and disown me over something petty as vaccuming. ....Spent my last hour crying in the closet wondering what my moms going to think when she gets home....never been so close to just running away before.....
Either way, I might be grounded, depressed, or just busy. Maybe I'll be able to get on once a night...
I hope.

Sorry for any inconveninces(Or any melo drama in the above paragraph, tho thats how it is and I have to get it off my chest) guys.
Forgive me for babbling.
Rachael

Man, I'm really sorry about all that Rachel. And don't worry, everyone needs to vent about things. Otherwise you become uptight psycho (i.e. Martha Stewart)

And as I've been told 'life gets worse only so it might later get better.'.

Whenever you are able to return, we'll be here. ^_^

Yeah, I couldn't've put it better myself.
Anyway, I'm sure you'll get through it and do well... And like Alan said, we'll all be here when you come back.

*Hug* Don't worry, life only gets better ^_^

(--The closet...Why didn't I think of that...)

I'm only here to agree with everyone else who replied, and say that I hope that you get through it, and emerge a better, happier person.

We will always be here for you, and I always offer my support for people who are going through hard times. :)

Good luck with everything, and know that whether you know it or not, God is always with you and He is always willing to listen and help. :D

Stepi01 B)

PS: I'm also always ready to listen as well, so if anyone has problems or troubles, don't hesitate to pm me.

Thanks guys, my grandmother apologized for yelling at me. She's getting chemo therapy and the fact that me and mom are moving....really kinda hard on her I guess....Been awhile since shes yelled at me. Usualy for things like TKD, Vegitarianism, homeschooling, ect. We all are kinda stressed out tho'. Two women(me and mom) moving an entire house full of furniture and junk is REALLY hard.....Back hurts.....Wonder if....~Kidnapps mutant monkeysto do moving work.~ j.k :D


And Lani, the closet is the coolest hiding place ever. At least mine is....Has a shelf in it with my entire comic collection, a ton of unused pillows and quilts, and a trap door in the back of it that leads straight to the refrigerator. Its big to...Actualy bigger than the guest room I'm staying in ... :blink:

And thanks Stepio. I've been reading the bible online lately(adly my hand bible is packed in a suitcase... and through everything, it has been a big comfort and has helped me alot. Both with family troubles and troubles with myself. Its definitely good to be back in a relationship with God and to have him to lean on.


Crossing my fingers and hoping they don't come to their senses and kick me out of harrison,
Rachael.
Bye guys! Hopefully Friday I'll be able to get to a computer....somehow.

lol Cool closet! My room's my best hiding place. It's a seperate room in the backyard. Yay.
But no internet in there...
Good luck on everything and anyway, they won't kick you out of Harrison, but if they do they'll regret it when you become famous and refuse to fund them. ;)