Well, it seems that my fate and my destiny are tied to these boards. Not to mention my spirit being called and dragged back here by Lycan... But I am back nonetheless, but for how long I am not too sure. Between working and dealing with a pair of drunken idiots I call uncles, I am rather busy and well often incapacitated.

I realize I left here in a big mess of a hub-ub and in a jarring of confusion among who were my freinds as to what was going on. I am more than willing to explain what was happening then, and what went wrong. Me and Lycan have since reconciled and admit we were both in the wrong, for our own reasons. We are once again good freinds and nothing less than what we were before.

I understand some here harbor hatred and bitter feelings toward me for what happened. I do not ask for forgiveness when it is not given freely. All I ask is to be welcomed back to the boards and be allowed to converse with those whom I still consider freinds.

I had expected you'd be returning soon, Lycan had mentioned something.. I am indeed quite curious to hear the full story about what really happened a few months ago, I know some, Lycan says it was all your brothers doing and not you, but why, I do not know.

I myself welcome you back regardless, because I have no reason to hold a grudge, nothing that happened affected me in anyway.

It was his doing. <_< It seems that he had always been jealous of me for some stupid reason. Something along the lines of because I was so much smarter than him or something. I think he was also jealous cause Lycan and me like eachother and had intended to date. To be honest, I don't really know what his problem was. I know now that he is some kind of identity freak or something, and should have his brain kicked around with a pair of armored boots. I was under alot of stress and was exactly my normal stable self (Stable? :blink: I've never been stable... More like an unstableness that never wavered... XP) I was going through some emotional distress, including a relapse over Meixa, and losing a few freinds in the war, and some things I'd rather not talk about openly. Me and Lycan were just caught up in the middle of a bunch of stuff that caused all of that. All orchestrated by John, who is in prison now for beating his ex-wife and nearly killing the unborn baby.

Anyways, I'm back and this time my real self.

EDIT: By the way... I"m Paradox. Wasn't sure if I should return as me, and because my password wasn't working for some reason before.

hmph some explaination...well you're alive...and well since the situation was so long ago...*shrug* its over...

heh you were paradox? Geez what is this forum coming to? lol....

Welcome back Chaos.

Um...you died :blink: ?

How do we know that this siht is authentic? Got secondary sources?

:lol: Yes, welcome back. Iv read so much about you and am pleased to say in you'r presence...I am the next generation of the forums....Any way Its great to meet a legand. don't worie, I woulden't dear try stealing you'r zoids... :D

Doesn't really matter Forte, we know that the whole death of Chaos thing was a hoax, that was uncovered practically the same day it was announced. So here he is, and he's back. Good enough for me.

K-62: Heh, not really, but don't bother asking, it's a long story.

No siht, Sherlock KW for stating the what I already know. What makes you think that he won't deceive and mislead you again? What if he is misleading you now?

Think about it.

And damn straight I'm not in a good mood.

Edit: Ooppps. I allowed my insensitive side to take-over due to a recent tragic event that I won't like to talk about freely on ZE. My bad. :rolleyes:

It's alright Forte. I honestly do not blame you for doubting me. But I speak the truth when I say it is all over and wasn'r my fault at all.

(Besides, I was drunk that night... So if anything was my fault, it was having too much to drink while being so messed up over what was happening to me....)

Hey, we all get dealt bad cards Forte. I got dealt a bad hand all at once then and you are getting a bad card with what happened to you. So it is all okay. I still think of you as a freind.

Well, now that that is worked out, continue using this topic as a wlecome back thing or whatever, like it's meant to be used.

As you wish KW. JUst, no more bashing me please! ^_^

Aaw I friggin made that avatar for nothing....

No you didn't, I still intend to use it. I am Paradox on more than just here... :blink:

stop complaining..you said it took you 5 min.. <_<

Unfortunatly it is what Blade does best, lol.








...jk... I guess.

LOL KW... You speak the truth. And yes, Chaos is being honest, Forte. At least if you won't take his word for it, will you take mine? :P

I am so tired... gah, I need sleep. night night, er welcome back Chaos, I've missed you.