Ok, I'm seriously feeling like the angsty, bitchy teeen sterotype right now, so If I'm whining, I jsut need a place to vent for a few minutes.

Ok, so here's what's up:

School:
1st hour: A almost entirely female class, I can count the males on a hand. Teacher is pretty cool from first impression.
2nd: Optimistic teacher. Makes me want to puke.
3rd: Pretty cool. He love obscure facts, like it'll take him 8.3 hours to grade every question on our homework.
4th: Laid back and fresh out of collage. This guy rules.
5th: Cool coach person. Laid back. Easy pass.
6th: Cool teacher, but hard class.
7th: I love orchestra. End of Story.

So, my school life is pretty good, except I have like, no freinds in any classes until 3rd, 4th, and 5th. I have no one in 6th hour, but 7th is with all of my orchestra people, which is cool, ebcasue we're all freindly and crap.

school set aside, my DOMESTIC life sucks. My parents are constantly yelling at me for one thing or another, pissing me off, and then grouding me after they pissed me off, and I get really pissy. This is a totaly mess, becasue they don't listen to a thing I say. Sometimes I feel the need to go find some alchool and start frinking, in which, yes, I have drunk alchol before, I don't like beer, but I like rum.

Captain Morgan rum to be precise. Spiked in Pepsi Lime. Tis good, don't try it, don't follow my footsteps. I'm just pure fucked up.

My lunch is ok, there are some people I know (i.e 5), with no one I REALLY want to hang out with.

The only time I'm really happy is in my wn little reserved world. I sit at this computer with my headphones on, blasting my head with music, and I'm able to get on and talk to people like GML, Sara, Shadow, 'Ivan, and my in and out of town freinds. Makes life alot more bearable.

So here's the deal, if anyone has any adice, it's greatly appreciated. Comments are welcome, as long as they are in intelligible, grammatically correct sentences.

Thanks for hearing me out,
Aien

We're cheering for you! ^_^ *looks around and sees no one else cheering (YET :ph43r: )* ...Right? Anyone?

*cheers*

I'm cheering for you, I have to juggle theatre, an AP class, three Pre-Ap classes, Varsity Choir, along with three other elctives, which isn't easy. So I feel for you Aien, I reaaly do!

Well, Aien.

Parents can be rough. I s'pose i'm lucky that mine have split up. It means i can go to my Dad's house if my mum gets unbearable (like beating me up). For you, however, this option is not open. So blasting your head full of music is a good option.

Rum is nice. try coconut rum (I like Malibu, but i don't know if you have that brand in america). Allso, try cider. About the same cost as beer, and nicer.

*cheers*

If it makes you feel better,I think you have it better than me.Or uh...at least when it comes to school.

However,parents yelling at you isn't what I call a problem.I'd wager you're 1 or perhaps 2 years younger than me.It's during those years you feel that the parents yell at you more,when they might not actually do it.Then again,I could be completely wrong.

Bah,my talking makes no sense.

I'm cheering for you,even though we're not talking to eachother (much) anymore.

Life sucks. There's nothing you can do. -_-

Meh, if it makes you happy, drinking rum moderately is fine... Just don't drink it in excess... and don't get caught.

You schould consider yourself lucky man, tens of millions are way worse off then you, mabey more XD

Ah...*cheers for Aien*

You're lucky (school-wise). I have to deal with:

Math & Homeroom: A relative. She's not bad, just uniform-strict.
Gym, Health, and Art: The #1 asshole ever. He's the reason my 7th grade year was so fucked up.
Science: An ok teacher.
French and Religion: The 2nd meanest teacher in school. Doesn't have teacher's pets, but still evil.
English: An ok teacher.

*Cheers*

I'll say you'll do alright, just don't fight back with your parents and be try to be as respectful towards them as you can. I kind of went through a moody phase myself, and it didn't make my parents particularly happy. But, I got over it, and everything's going great once again.

As for school, it's too bad that you don't have all of your friends for each class, but you should try and find a nice group of people in each class and just stick around and work with them. I have to go to a completely different school this year (since i'm moving ='( ) and I only know 1 person there really well since I played with him in hockey before. I'm not even sure what the school or teachers are going to be like, and I won't know for another 2 weeks when school starts for me.

I'm sure things'll work out for you as the year progresses. And I also hope that you don't get caught drinking or anything. :unsure:

(I'm totally against drinking myself, even though I haven't done it myself)

Uhhh... don't drink. Please, don't. Most of the drinkers here that I've talked to get enough yelling from me, and I don't really want to attack you about it either. -_-

Yeah, school can be rough. Thankfully, I had my cousin in my class (not plural. Same class for everything) last year, so I wasn't completely alone. I made a few friends, too, after like 2/3 of the year went by. I'm still scared to see how this year'll turn out, but, most of my close friends are taking all/most of the same classes as me... All I can say is that if class gets really boring, and you get lonely... take up drawing or writing or something. Story writing during class can save many a person, even if the stories make no sense... I know guys who draw, though.

Parents... I've noticed mine yelling at my brother alot. I think it's the fact that he's getting really moody, and trying to assert independance or something. Weird, though. I get in as much trouble as he does when I talk back, and he sets fire to something outside. So, yeah, just try and find a nice place outside where you can just sit and think. It usually helps alot. -_-

... Oh. *cheers*

You do now that "Cheer" is also used when you want to drink.

Don't listen to Matty.Even small amounts is enough to be bad.Don't drink.Unless it's alcoholicfree.

What the fuck are you talking about? Drinking small ammounts is fine.

Can I ask you how it helps?

makes you feel fuzzy inside. ^_^

I drank a small bit of a margarita on the 4th of July...it tasted horrible. I was acting like an asshole later, and being crazy.

hell, you can get dunk on mouthwash.

... Which is why you're not supposed to drink the mouthwash... -_-

Never tried alcohol, even when my dad told me to. Thank goodness, too. My brother ended up having a drinking contest with his friends, later, on the wine.

Like I said, Aien, everything'll turn out fine in the end. I'm never busy, so, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. ^_^

*cracks up* :lol: Wheeeee....made my day.

Actually, small amounts of alchol can be used theaurpedically.

Yeah, School sucks right now. Except Drama is promising to be uber, as well as Cehmistry. Today we froze raquet balls, and threw them at wall,s and lit methane bubbles on fire. WHEEE.

Yeah, too lazy to take AP stuff, I can handle the material, except, I procrastinate. Honors English/Lit is hard enough, as well as I'm a year ahead (but not the Honor's Year ahead) in Math (instead of Geomtry, I'm in Algebra II/Trig). Driver's Ed is boring. I learned nothing today. I already KNOW where the damn guages on the car are. Thank you.

Yeah, 'yelling' is nagging at me over every insignificant detail in life. I mean every, as in, how I walk, my sleeping habits, how I cook waffles, everything. It makes life just a tad bit unbearable. So yeah, I'm feeling really angsty right now, and my next FE chapter may turn out a little angsty as well.

Legault, you have to take a religion course? that sucks! I would hate that, unless it's just learning about religions, not about a certain religion.

My sch00l is teh coolest, because there ain't much dislike. Lots of gossip, but still we all keep friendly relations in general, though it's tough to even know everyone (2k kids).

EDIT-Besides, everyone who knows me knows that if they're mean to me, I'll be more mean back, and that violencewise I'm teh most enduring though I'll never hit anyone.

Generally, I make people who I don't like feel incredibley annoyed at me by talking the hell out of them about stupid things, and then making fun of anything they say. It works too. I think in middle school I was a nerd, now I'm just an asswhole when needed.

and the reglion teachter really aint that bad acutally he just and crabby old guy who has to deal with us teenagers

Aien my advice to you is to work hard and play harder. Party all you want and drink/smoke to your hearts content as long as you can keep the grades up. This is the only way I'm getting through highschool and University. School sucks and parents are bitches so you're gonna have to deal with them.

Yes, no, no, yes. -_-