ok.. last nite i was in the hot boyz forum.. im not gonna get into it, because im that upset... john (yes the real one, who showed legit proof) was extremely rude to me and blocked me.. meanwhile there were girls in there talking about riding him and shit and he was ok with them.. like i said, it WAS the real john.. im not lying.it upset me that he was that ignorant to fans. And yes, ill say it again.. it WAS him.. well... it jus made me that pissed off, that im just lettin go.. im never watching the show again and i dont think ill finish my fanfics.. id also like to tell everyone the truth about me... as if u guys even care... but i was a fan so i pretended to be just an average girl like the rest of u guys.. so here goes.... Everything about me is true except for one thing... im 8 months pregnant wit a lil boy,due february 25th. I know yall think im a slut, so just go ahead and think that. I know, im 19 and i know its just a terrible thing and i should be "damned to hell" but im sorry yall.. i just didnt want everyone knowing my life story... I know yall will never think of me the same way again.. specially julz.. the first girl that ever befriended me on here.. i told u bullshit so u wouldnt stop talking to me.. because i considered u a good friend. Mandy was the first person i told because she was in the chat wit me..and the only person i could let myself out to.

I know no one will speak to me again, so i thank all ya girls for being so great to me on here... You were like family to me, even if i said something to piss u off or other way around. Mandy thanks for accepting it.. i dont know how anyone else will take it... but thanks everyone for ya time.. ill still guest in here and read your fan fics... But i just had to be honest, because john made me feel so inadequate that i didnt feel like i needed to hide anything.... so i thought id just be truthful (finally).. sorry for making yall disgusted...

please dont say shit like "u dont know it was him" or "yea right john a sweetheart" well.. i dunno then.. it ruined my nite so i thought id jus let it out.. theres only SO much one person can hold inside their heart THAT long

finally take care everyone.. thanks for tha fun times on here.. it brightened me up when i went through a hard time in my life...so i guess i can quit being ashamed about braydon and put my pics in picture trail finally.. God bless everyone :hmm:

i'd give you karma for your courage if this was the hottiegotti.com forum. but either way, i'm praising your courage to open up to us. i hope we can still talk on aim! heheh we're like talking to each other right now...

eyy shit happens let it goo and go on wit ur life, i dont think ur a slut and im sure most of the girls dont think ur a slut either, i hope u have a healthy baby boy dat turns out to have a bomb ass personality like urz!!! keep ur head up! and by da way can u tell us wut kinda proof he showed cuz nowa dayz der are a lot of good posers

AWWWWW!
Dude, you've been so awesome, really you're like a star on this board, after that one bitch emailed you and all and you're just so funny!
But man, I would never think your a slut, i mean hell my mom had my bro when she was only 18 but that didnt make her a slut.
Look man, you've got my s/n on aim, if you EVER feel like you need to talk to someone, just IM me cuz I won't mind at all, I'm goin through tough times, too.
Just take it one day at a time, things will eventually get better, and like bellachika said, i hope your baby boy has an awesome personality as you do.
Take care, and I hope you come around the site still.
Mad love <33

i would like to stay on but everyone thinks im a liar now cuz i neva told everyone.. i jus wish i could have a normal life... i know it was my slip up.. im very fertile lol.. but this is proof that birth control and condoms DO NOT ALWAYS WORKKK. cuz i was on birth control and he had a condom.. crazy, isnt it? Hes an asshole though.. I mean id rather be a single mom than deal wit his shit, he proved it on ohio. Hes still a lil boy not grown into his age yet.. but what can ya do? Im just like seriously upset cuz julz like hates me now... i mean i guess the gotti thing rolled off my back... and i suppose ill watch it for laughs.. but as for John, ill never look at him the same way again... i honestly had NO idea he was that vulgar and ignorant. I wouldnt be posting it if that girl didnt tell me inside things and show me things that gave me legit proof.. yes, it sucks.. but i jus think its rude that he talked to to girls who talked about "riding his face" but he wouldnt talk to me, and i was being hyper, yet not making my sexuality the main source of conversation. I guess theres always a side to celebs that well never know.. N yeah ladiiez i got both ya sn so i will def be talkin to u... i dont wanna leave here cuz ill miss this place... and i was SO excited about my new fanfic... but if i think about how messed up he was to me, it isnt worth writing about lol.. oh well.. i dont know what to do... someone give me an answer in all this craziness :sad:

AWWW
I dont know what to say.
That took a lot of courage to say and I respect you for that.
And no I dont think your a slut.
Your always welcome here if you need anything.
Goodluck with the baby!

thanks.. its next month already.. im down to every other week appointments.i have one wednesday..and i have a bpp.. so ill be sitting in the hospital allll day long.. wow.. fun times.. if i stick around and jus observe would yall hate me?

no way in hell would any of us think you are a slut.. after you were out in the open like that i give you even more respect.. i dont feel like you lied to us, thats something hard to tell complete strangers, but i still feel close to ya..like you said we're a family
i know sh*t happens and i dont think any different of you.. and ill be upset if you left..
youre one of the best people on here and very easy to like.. and i have to say, i want to keep in touch with you because youre someone i like being around.. my SN is JOhNgOtTixO <[ironic huh?] if ya still wanna talk..

im sorry about anything thats happened to you but i know youre an awesome person and you will be a great mother. no worries there

lots of <3

not at all, go right ahead

if you think any of us are gonna stop talking to you just cause you`re preggy you`re insane! lol. now if it was some jerry springer thing like you`re sleeping with a transvestite protitute...then i`d never talk to you again rofl. but for being preggy pssh that doesn`t make you a slut & whoever thinks it makes you a slut i will personally b*tch slap them. lol.


`.Melissa

haha ahh i love ya girl! lol! no trannys.. my ex is a freak though.. crazy ass white boy.. lol... Julz hates me now though, thats what hurts me the most :unsure:

my other dilemma is the fact that i dont wanna do hair anymore.. i cry everyday i work.. i want NOTHING to do wit it.. but the place i applied for hasnt called me yet... i dont wanna be there.. i just wanna quit but i dont have another job lined up... its just.. like too much... is crazy.. i tell people my "secret" and im about to pop anyhow lol.. im hugeee.. i hate it..

yoo gurly if you think were gunna stop talking to you cuz
your preg. ur crazy. stuff happens nd like italianbella said i have
alot of respect for you cuz you came out and said it and
about JOHN..

i dont even think anything of him anymore either hes like
all the fkn guys cuz wen omar was saying how he gets MADD
HEADD FROM GURLS HE MEETS AT CLUBS i was like ..wow sounds
like every other piece of shyt guy ..i think nothing of him i still
say hes still hott but hes a fkn dick like every other dude ..just cuz
he seems diff on TV ..its the same kinda dude as the rest
doing the same shyt ..like he think hes such hot shyt i`d like
to slap him up a couple times ..dickkk wen omar was in the chat
he was like yea johns lookin at himself in the mirror ..i was like WOWW
fkn cocky loser

but no gurl you have my SN you can talk to me wenever
your a great person and your really nice i dunno y julz
wuld hate you thts not rite ..but i`ll talk to u wenever
you wanna its all good

JOHN = PU**Y obbssessed cocky mofo

Oh wow! :o ¡Ah mi bondad! ningún manera!

awwwwwww girl i give u much respect for comin on here and
doin that!..it musta took alotta courage..& i kno we didnt talk that much
but from what i read & ish it seems ur a really nice girl!!!
I FORBID U TO LEAVE THIS BOARD..U GOTTA COME BACK
we're all gonna miss yaaa!..& im sure everyone wants
u to stay..& not jsut to observe..but to post.. no ones gonna
think of u differently..well atleast i wont!!!...& ya might
be busy with the baby..but u still gotta come on here and postt!
it wont be the same without you! but awwww i wish u & ur baby..
& ur family all the best! :D ..and when the baby comes u gotta
post some pics up on here for us to see!!..do u kno if its a girl
or a boyyy!?

omgosh no! even tho i`m new i really give u lots of respect for doin wat u did .. i would love to get to kno the girl who everyone knows nd luvss .. ;)

i give you AlOTTA respect for saying what you did
i dont believe your slutty at alll. their are girls who
dont even know who the father is of their baby cuz
they had sex so many times. that to me is slutty in
my opinion. you swallowed your pride and told the
truth which makes you an even bigger person. youll
be a great mom. unfortunately it had to happen to
you that you got pregnant when he wore a condom
that to me sucks because some girls arent ready for
that type of responcibility but it sounds like your
gonna take care of it. some moms think about
abortion, adoption etc. so you get even more points
there. you really shouldnt leave because of john cuz
your really cooll lol = ] you speak your mind which
is good. so just stay pleasee & i wish you good luck
with everything, i have a feeling you`ll do great

its like a big happy family in here n u always remain wit us. I would just liek to say ur fan fic was the shit n i was always lookin bakk for updates n could never wait to read it. Ur beautiful on the inside n out so we luv ya xox :cry: :wub:

i hope after readin everythin everyone here has said u understand that we dont think badly of u at allllllllllllllll and that u shudnt leave cuz i think that this is more than a gotti forum...i mean were friends r we not? i dno i think well miss u too much if u leave :wub:

I love you
You love me
We're a happy family
With a great big hug
And a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too?


HAHAHA IM SORRY..i just thought that was
appropriate at this moment..YES taht IS the BARNEY
songgg..HAHAH LOL..AWWW I LOVE ALL YA'LL IN HERE
& IF ANYONE WANTS TO LEAVE..THEY HAVE TO GET
THROUGH ME FIRST..ESPECIALLY U MZBABYPHAT! :P

*Opens a can of whoop ass on John* SUCKAA! Long Island, here I come.

I'm SURE that no one thinks you're a slut because you're pregnant. I hope that you choose to stay around because you're totally fun girl and the board wouldn't be the same without you. Plus, you can still be a fan of the show. Just close your eyes and cover your ears whenever John comes on. You've still got Victoria, Carmine and Frank!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! noW that im done screaming no
Don't leave girl.we all LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE U.u r not a slut n u didn't lie 2 us.the board won't be da same ne more if u go.DON'T LEAVE US PLEASE!!!!
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Girl you opened up to everyone on here and I have so much respect for you. Nobody would ever think your a slut and whatnot. NEVER.You can't leave us!! STAY!

thanks guys :(

FIRST OF ALL you ARE IN NO WAY A SLUT! Okay, this may sound wrong but you're legal and you can do whatever te hell you want too and its your choice.

Second I HATE THAT JOHN DID THAT TO YOU! man if i really knew him I WOULD smack some sense into him, first that disrespectful to a fan, and thats just...rude. period. No excuses, and I understand for you wanting to let go of the show, really thats NOT cool. Honestly, man I'm so fumed up over that. What a freakin two face, putting up an act.

Third- One of my best friends was pregnant, she has a daughter now, verrry cute. She's 16. This whole board is here to support you NO MATTER WHAT! i understand if you don't want to come back because of the whole john thing but really you are so loved here, and honestly it would be a great loss. I love you! and serious POST PICS OF THE BABY!!! I'm sure we'd all love to see some! :D

You're not a liar, I'm sure all of us have our fair share of secrets on these boards :D haha i love you and serious keep ur head up! YOU'RE AWESOME AND YOU DESERVE IT!

im confused...wat u talkin about here?

thanks joann :'( this day just ended horribly.. not even about me.. im just thankful to God i have my health and im alive this long.. Yeah i sent him that fat white boy link and he was like "nin bro" And blocked me.. for no reason.. one girl was crying cuz carmine was yelling at her.. ill neva go in the chat or watch the show again.. so rude.. i guess celebs have a bad side sometime :unsure:

don`t worry bout it ; some girl on the chat said it was a poser
and even if you think you got all the proof with it, we needa see
john behind that computer typing everything other then that
i think its all BS. too many little boys tryin to get girls excited

yea i guess, but how did he block youo? thats to mean, and carmine yelling at a fan wow. thats a lot to take in

Hey.. my name is Gianna and I'm knew but I just had to tell you that just because your pregnant does NOT make you a slut! I'm 19 and my son just turned two in December and he is the *best* thing that could have happened to me. I'll admit it was scary as hell but I don't know where I would be without him. I hope you don't stop posting, from what everyones posted about you in here you seem like a cool chick with a lot of people on your side! If you ever want to talk please feel free to ask for my email or s/n. As for John, I'm sorry he treated you that way. Good luck to you, keep your head up!

aww thanks girl.. im sure imma be buggin ya ass EVERYday lol i cant believe how fat i am and how much i feel like chip munk cheeks lol.. ugh all i did was eat at christmas... thanks for bein so sweet though... its nice to have someone wit a familiar thing sayin kind words... i have my dr appt tomorrow... im down to every other week.. i have some bpp thingy.. so im guessing ill be there allll day again lol

aww..

good luck

we still <33 yah remember that hehe

*me luv ya long time* lol

hey gurl ! i give you props for coming out like that .. well just to let you know ima gonna be here for you even though you dont know me haha . well hit me up on aim BABYimMiSSiNG u ... take care of yourself now

i think i'm a bit late on this..but i just wanted to let you know i don't think you're lying or hate you! i wish you good luck with the baby! if i were your friend [like face to face] i'd support you all the way..but since im not, i'll just give you my support from on here =] .

forgettt john, there's still baby frankie & carmine heheh.

lol ill have my son kick his ass LOL.. stick johns damn head on my belly.. braydon would knock his ass out... lil devil kicks like an irish step dancer :wacko:

well again i hope u have a healthy baby boy and no doubt he will be beautiful. so wen hes born post up the pictures hell be "our baby" as in all of usegirl in the forum. hell be the "forum baby" lolz.

ahhh lol! hes gonna have so many aunts..
aunt julz
aunt daniella
aunt serena
aunt joann

add your name to the aunt list lol

aunt lilit :)

hehe i keep forgettin theres two aunt lilits lol.. i love how u guys have the same name.. thats so pimp B)

ooo i wanna be an aunt!

aunt alyssa